
Raindrops finally fell from the darkness of the night sky, accompanied by lightning striking and thundering sounds. The wind also blows, until the cold feels so pierced into the heart.
A young woman looked at the scene outside her bedroom window, looking at the dark weather, as dark as the feeling she was feeling at the moment. Leonora Cheryl, 18. A young woman who has just completed her high school education.
His heart felt so raging that it held a sense of dilemma while waiting for tomorrow, where he had to leave home to continue his education to the capital.
"Yourhift... " Cheryl breathed her long breath while clutching her chest, feeling a tightness.
The sense of dilemma was indeed so stifling his chest. Undeniably, his heart felt so mixed, not only because he had to part with his parents, but there was a sense that was so difficult to express in words. If you can choose, maybe Cheryl chose not to go. However, that means he has become the dumbest man in the world when releasing a gift that is not owned by others, especially friends his age.
Cheryl is a smart girl. When students his age had to try hard to follow the selection to enter college, it did not apply to Cheryl, he managed to get into a famous college with ease, Cheryl, through a special track for high-achieving students provided by the college. Of course it is an achievement that is so proud, and happy, especially for both parents. However, it was not fully felt by Cheryl. It even became a dilemma for him, a dilemma that felt so stifling to the chest. But, sometimes is not logic can never be in line with the heart?
Logically he should be happy, entering a university without struggling like his friends. But what about his heart? Continuing her education to the capital meant she had to live with her aunt, Diandra Paramita, a 28-year-old model and artist, and her husband Gavin.
Initially, Cheryl always refused the will of her parents to stay with Diandra, but her parents continue to insist and not allow Cheryl to live alone in a big city for various reasons that make Cheryl unable to kink, until finally he accepted his parents' decision to live with Diandra.
Having to live in a luxurious house with Diandra would be fun, but not for Cheryl because it was a big dilemma for her. Living with Diandra means she has to meet Gavin the husband of her aunt.
Arshaka Gavin Dewanata, 30. A name that has mastered his heart, a name that might be called his first love or just a monkey love, Cheryl did not know. All he knew was that there was a taste in his heart, a tremor so fierce to see Gavin since they met 6 years ago.
Cheryl was a child at the time, she was still in junior high school, but was it a sense of knowing age?
"The world, why do you joke around with me so often? Are you taunting me through this weather? The weather is dark tonight, it feels like my heart is dark. It feels even so jumbled, stifling, sad, but it is undeniable that in my heart there is a sense of happiness. A real sense of happiness I don't deserve, because it's actually a wrong feeling."
Cheryl then walked up to her bed, then spilled over her body, and tried to close her eyes, though it was difficult.
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Next Day...
The clock has shown at five in the afternoon, after traveling for approximately five hours by train, then connected by a taxi, and then, Cheryl finally arrives at a mansion in an upscale residential complex in the capital.
"Non Cheryl? Let me take you to the room."
"Yes, Bi. Thank you" Cheryl replied.
Just now Cheryl stepped her legs, suddenly heard the roar of a car that stopped.
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Cheryl's heart stopped. 'Is that Om Gavin?' inner Cheryl. However, not yet lost his surprise, and still trying to arrange his heart when he met Gavin, suddenly a heavy voice sounded and surprised Cheryl's daydream.
"Good afternoon old Cheryl didn't see you?" greet a handsome man who now stands not far from Cheryl.
Despite her mixed feelings, Cheryl tries to stay calm. "Good afternoon, Om Gavin," Cheryl replied with slightly quivering lips.
"You just came Cheryl?"
"Yes Om."
"Then get some rest! Bi Asih will take you to the room."
"Yes, if you'll excuse me to go to the room first, Om," Cheryl replied.
"Yes Cheryl."
The housekeeper named Bi Asih then drove Cheryl to a room on the second floor. A room that Cheryl said was very spacious and luxurious.
Cheryl looked at the room for a while and then clasped her chest, feeling a tightness that reached and felt so heart-wrenching. "It's about a taste, a false taste. I should have known my limits, and I realized that, but could logic judge the heart? Is this a mistake that I have long harbored in my heart? Blame it if these lips say a sentence, Gavin I love you," sobbed Cheryl with tears.