
Gavin came out of the doctor's room bowed with blank eyes and weak steps. It felt like he felt so broken, not only his heart but also his body, his body was squeezing and his bones were as if falling out. He then looked back at the paper in his right hand, read it again one by one the words on the paper, then his lips stopped at the word "NOT SUITABLE" it was printed on the bottom of the paper.
Reading it back, it felt so painful. He then ran down the corridor of the hospital, to see a rung of stairs and then up the stairs until the rungs were exhausted. And, now Gavin is standing on the roof top of the hospital. He then walked towards the side of the roof top then shouted loudly.
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...."
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...."
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...."
"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA...."
After being satisfied to scream, Gavin then dropped his body accompanied by tears that wet his face. He also cried with an innocent rumination and a soft curse that came out of his lips.
"Fuck you, Diandra."
"YOU'RE A REAL BASTARD!"
It was so painful, so painful to know that the child he loved so much since it was in the womb Diandra was not his flesh and blood. It hurt a lot when he realized all this time he just lived like a loser who became a shield to cover his infidelity and decay Diandra.
Gavin still clearly remembers how happy she was when Diandra said she was pregnant. He still vividly remembered how his happy screams, how the endless strands of gratitude had come from his lips, and the happiest moment he had seen Frizz born into the world.
Hearing Frizz's cry when she was first born in the world, was the most beautiful thing for Gavin, hearing a tiny lip that began to call him "Papa" was the most melodious word he had ever heard. But unfortunately all of that was just a lie created by a hypocritical man, and he was just a stupid man who was the main lead in a play called falsehood.
Realizing the reality faced at this time, anger and emotions began to re-ignite him. Right now it feels like he really wants to finish off Diandra and Alex. Gavin began to walk down from the roof top, which was in his mind at this time was to meet with Diandra and Alex. However, as she was walking through Cheryl's treatment room, her steps stopped for a moment. Then came the sound of Cheryl's voice humming softly.
Gavin's heart was moved, slowly he slightly opened the door of the treatment room. And from the opening of the door, it appears Cheryl is sleeping Frizz who is currently coming up to the top of her safe, while humming.
Looking at the scene he saw in the room, Gavin's heart felt so sick. He shed his tears again, then slowly entered the room.
"Mas.." call Cheryl. However, Gavin did not answer her call, and still walked closer to them, Gavin's eyes only looked at Frizz who was currently sleeping in Cheryl's arms.
"Mas, what's wrong with you? Where are you really out of, Mom?" asked Cheryl while frowning. However, Gavin just looked at Frizz and then cried while looking at the five-year-old boy's face.
"Mas, what's wrong with you?" cheryl asked back, but Gavin did not answer, and only cried while hugging and kissing Frizz's head.
Curious Cheryl takes the paper Gavin brought, and she puts it near Frizz. He then read the paper, and how surprised Cheryl was when reading the paper.
'I really didn't expect Aunt Diandra to turn out to be so mean to you, Mas. So many lies that Aunt Diandra did just to cover up the rot and to achieve her personal interests. He was even willing to sacrifice the person who loved him and make that person a shield for his ego alone. I thought loving my own aunt's husband was the biggest mistake of my life. I thought this love was just a forbidden love that the world did not approve of, but it turned out that this forbidden love was what saved the person I loved from the naivety of the love he lived, Cheryl's inner self.
Cheryl looked at Gavin's face. "Mass?" call Cheryl. Gavin then raised his face, looked at Cheryl then nodded his head in tears. Cheryl hugged her husband's body. "I know Mas, I know this must be very heavy for you. But Frizz doesn't know anything either, Mom. You two are just victims of Aunt Diandra's greed."
"Yes, I know Cheryl. And my love for Frizz remains the same, it never changes. It really hurt Cheryl, and this is the biggest mistake Diandra ever made. I can forgive her affair with Alex, and all the lies she's done. But not for this lie. He's not only hurting me, but he's hurting innocent souls like Frizz. He broke a father's heart and broke a child's heart in a falsehood. And this is very painful" said Gavin, sobbing.
"Yes, I know Mas."
"Cheryl, whoever Frizz is. You want to consider Frizz our son, right? You love him, right? Because I don't want him living with a hypocritical woman like Diandra."
"Why are you talking about that? I love Frizz, she needs to be with us."
"Thank you, dear."
Gavin then looked at Frizz again, then stroked her face. "Cheryl, whatever happens, whoever he really is, he's still my son. Frizz is my son, blood ties are thick. But to be my son, I don't need that blood relationship, because since Frizz is in this world, I'm the first person who loves her so much" Gavin said.
"Yes Mas, I know," Cheryl replied as she hugged Gavin more and more, hoping that the hug would lessen her husband's burden a little, even though it was difficult to take the pain away.
****
Diandra could only cry, while sitting in his yard when he saw Bianca's men who began to leave his house while carrying his confiscated goods. Alex then approached towards her, then hugged Diandra's body.
"Diandra, maybe right now we should learn to recapitulate."
"WHAT DID YOU SAY, ALEX?"
Seriate....
NOTES:
gaes, do not forget to stop by Kak SyaSyi's work, guaranteed very cool story.