Suddenly Getting Married to Ustadz
The Part 29
Aka left the dining room and headed straight for the cottage. The man walked over to meet Ustadz Edward.
"Gee ... Ustadz Aka, congratulations on Ustadz's marriage, may happiness and blessings overshadow your family." A heartfelt prayer from Ustadz Edward.
"Today to teach? Or still on vacation?" seductive selorohnya.
"God willing, Tadz, aamiin .. thank you for the prayer. Sorry, I'm ahead." Aka walked quickly to class to meet her students.
As usual the man filled the class until night, but this time his mind was divided, inexplicably he thought of his little wife who might have gone to dreamland. Although only a few days married, it always feels missed and wants to come to him. It seems like Ustadz Aka is in real love with the girl he married a few days ago. Yes, of course it does not have to take a long time, she is a good girl, beautiful and sholehah, it is certain that any man will easily fall in love with her.
I ended the study tonight earlier than usual. The man was even quiet and immediately visited his house. Walk quickly through the room. There are things that he wants to meet soon, yes want to immediately meet his wife and accompany a conversation before going to bed. Usually he entered the room to see his wife was asleep, he just looked at her and then went to sleep next to her. Maybe if tonight comes and is still awake, joking will be better and familiarize both.
The man walked over, past the main house, towards the back room that became his room. Never thought, even the scene felt inappropriate if done by two alone. When suddenly his net caught his sister and his wife engaging in a chat that seemed quite serious.
Aka who had wanted to reprimand the two because they were considered reckless together in a quiet place, braked her steps and accidentally stole a listen. Where it is very clear, his wife and also his sister are involved in a chat that is so private.
Suddenly his chest was like being hit by a boulder, claustrophobic, knowing the fact that they had previously passed through the sheets in the same prayer, and aspiring to step at the mouth in line. Even when the confession of the two expressed the honesty of his heart, still both have the same feeling, it feels like Aka heart hurts to see the facts.
"Owh .. No, I don't think Azmi wants to take my wife, do you? Astaghfirullah .. they approached," he murmured softly.
His feet stepped closer, lucky that Shalin did not receive the reward Azmi gave him. A little relieved but still still sick that he felt knowing the fact that the person to be dikhitbah his sister was the same person.
Aka was speechless, watching the two, her heart clearly ached seeing his wife crying, not for herself but for her sister. The current forbidden feeling when followed, of course both understand, so the two remain wrong, not honest with each other and cause the reluctance that should be the owner of the halal partner.
The man entered his room, finding his wife still sobbing in a study chair while staring at a laptop screen. Rush to remove the remaining tears that are still decorating in the corner of the net.
"Tumben Mas, go home quickly," asked Shalin. Trying to be as normal as possible to control her who is not okay.
The man did not reply, walked over and observed his face still swollen. Shalin as usual, he looked down, confused and embarrassed.
"When your heart has too much hope in a person, God has placed on you the pain of hope, that you may know that God is very fond of those who wish besides Him. Allah prevents you from doing this, so that you may return to hope in Him.” (Imam shafi'i)
Aka said that by putting a tissue on his wife.
"You may weep for tonight, but afterward ask God for forgiveness for your negligence which may deter my riddhoku."
Shalin fell silent, looked at the man who had just railed at him, then lowered his head in regret. Busy thinking with the intention and words thrown by her husband.
"I saw everything, I was disappointed in you and Azmi, too" the man continued quite firmly and straightforwardly.
"I just straightened out what was prejudiced, so that I could walk more spacious. I'm sorry, Mom, for the dishonesty of this feeling, but I have a past that will never escape me, I hope you accept it, me and my past" Shalin said.
"Everyone can plant love, but not everyone is able to cultivate it in a noble way. When love is contaminated with a sin, let it go, for love that comes sincerely will not bring in the abyss of disobedience. If it's true that he loves you, then why would he invite you to sin."
"We are just a piece of an admiring story, because this feeling comes by itself. We know the limits, and we're learning to break each other."