Suddenly Getting Married to Ustadz
The Part 33
"You should throw it away, because it is a sin, you should not have any special feelings for the wives of others, even if you admire each other first, it is only the past, it is not the past, and it should not remain with you after you know the status, not even in the hope of camouflage, as if you wanted my household to be yours. Forgive Brother, Azmi, maybe this is called the concept of God's chosen soul mate, he will come when we ask, without knowing through any intermediary, he comes with our destiny to be together."
Azmi was silent without chiming in, listening to anything that came out of her brother's mouth. It felt like getting angry, with everything there was, but where it could be, they were even bound to a holy marriage.
"I know it's not easy for you, believe me— every blue side is gray, not everything is bright, everything will go as outlined. There is no need to be anxious because the affairs of a soul mate have been established in the book of Lauhul Mahfudz. The ribs will never be changed. If he is our soul mate, it will certainly get closer as difficult as any way. However, if it is not a mate, Allah SWT will keep away even though we are dead love. Trust me, God will not take anything good unless it is replaced by something better." Aka patted his sister's shoulder.
"I'm sorry, Bang, I've been trying but heart problems are hard."
"Is it so difficult for us to trust the provisions of Allah ta’ala? People are often hasty and impatient. When they were put to trial, they immediately gave up on the mercy of Allah SWT. They even blame fate. It is wrong to still think so. Allah SWT does not give trials beyond the ability of His servant. He even promised to provide ease and happiness behind everything that complicates our lives. Then try to hushnudzon to the destiny of Allah SWT."
“Verily if you leave something because of Allah, surely Allah will reward you with a better one .” (CHR. Ahmed)
"If we have a broken heart, maybe Allah SWT wants to warn that the actions we do are wrong. Dating or wanting the wife of another person is not allowed in Islam. Therefore, make the event of heartbreak as a life lesson. Stop thinking about what you shouldn't think. Try to be more sincere and emigrate in the way of Allah SWT by leaving things that approach adultery. I know you're amazing Azmi, Brother will see that, that you can."
After giving a spiritual lecture to her sister, Aka left her sister's room still pensive. Not an easy thing for Azmi or for Aka, both have the same complicated side. If outlined, Azmi was the owner of Shalin's heart, but Aka the owner of his body which even now still maintained his wife. The difficulty of being Aka who must be big-spirited, walking between the two. He could not leave the pesantren, as the next generation of course he understood what was entrusted to him from his parents. What a dilemma, maybe his wife is not comfortable with the circle of his current environment, which clearly there is a shadow of Azmi there, but he will try to make his wife fall in love.
"Lho Ka, Azmi didn't you call?" asked Umi Salma when she found her second child coming to the dining room.
"At the back, Umi, maybe in a minute, which Shalin?" Aka clingukan looking for his wife.
"Again the phone, go back," Umi Salma pointed to where Shalin was walking.
"Who's calling this early in the morning, Dek?" tanya Aka is full of search.
"Reagen, Mas, what are you doing here?" Shali asked back.
"Yes—after you, end ye long."
Shalin rotated the lazy eyeball, her husband was detected possessive with high discipline and hours of reporting each of his lives. He returned to the dining table and found everyone gathered there waiting for his little-known daughter-in-law.
"Umi, Abah, maybe later tonight Aka did not come home, want to nganter Shalin to his home, he said kangen with his parents," said Aka disela eating. Shalin suddenly stopped the chewing.
"Owh .. yes not pa-pa too, pity Shalin must have missed his parents," said Umi who almost coincided with Abah.
"Not what Aka, occasionally take your wife for a walk to grow your closeness," suggested Abah sage. Aka nodded with a smile.
This morning they went to college together, of course it became a question for everyone who happened to see it. Including Neza who immediately highlighted it full of probes. This one girl is in the nursing department, they are close because they used to be in high school and close friends, but since the incident she was stranded in a stretch of lies because of her work, Shalin became a little distance.
"Ehem, your pinter Lin, is not the same Azmi Deketin more established, lecturer again? Give me the recipe, dong?"