Suddenly Marrying My Ex Uncle
Chapter 40: Feeling guilty

" Aden ...," call Zada with a slight breath of frenzy. Actually, today Zada had a meeting with the design team but in connection with getting a phone call from Aden if Geva entered the hospital, he postponed it.

" Mrs."

" Where's Geva?"ask Zada who looks worried.

" It's in the ER room" Aden replied.

After that, the two men walked together to the ER room. During the trip, Zada asked a lot about the condition of Geva.

" Aden, what's going on with Geva? Why did you suddenly enter the hospital?" Honestly, Zada was quite surprised when he heard that Geva was in the hospital. Because, as he remembered last night was fine, nothing was wrong.

" The one with the boss is not you Madam? Supposedly, the one who knows best about the boss's condition is you."

Zada was instantly speechless as he listened to Aden's words that sounded like an indirect satire. Zada is home, but since yesterday he's been a little away from Geva. In fact, this morning he deliberately set off early so as not to meet the man who had made him feel indecisive.

" Are you guys fighting?"ask Aden curiously.

" No," elak Zada who felt that they were not fighting was just a little dodging.

" If you don't fight, why do you go to the office first? Isn't it usually always together?"

Again Zada was made silent by her husband's assistant.

" Never go quietly without saying goodbye to the mistress boss, let alone not answering her phone because it can make her panic disease relapse."

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Zada's steps stopped immediately, then looked at Aden who suddenly stopped too.

" What do you mean?" ask Zada who never knew about excessive panic disorder owned by Geva. The reason, the panic attack will only recur when Geva feels that the person she cares about suddenly left her.

Geva was most afraid of being left by his loved ones. This disorder began when his father who suddenly died after a big fight with him. Before his father got into an accident the words he said were he was leaving. And it turns out that after that he really left for eternity.

Guilt and sorrow due to the loss of the father has not been healed, suddenly Geva was left behind with almost the same incident. Where the wife suddenly asked for a divorce from him and after an accident right in front of his eyes. That's the reason why Geva dislikes the word 'go' the most he's afraid of. Fear of losing again, and again. In fact, as a result of the events that night Geva so often experience nightmares, insomnia and anxiety disorders. In fact, he almost committed suicide because he was unable to live in the shadow of a persistent nightmare.

Arriving in the room, Zada could see Geva's body drooping limply lying on top of the gurney.

Hearing the sound of footsteps approaching, Geva tried to get up. The dizziness in his head, had already gradually disappeared.

" Zada ..,"geva said with a sparkling face when she saw his wife coming. Zada also forced to keep smiling even though in his heart full of guilt and worry.

Guilty that she had not been able to be a good wife and knew nothing about Geva. In fact, Geva always tried to be a very good husband for him even though this marriage started without love.

" How's your condition? Is it better?"ask Zada for attention.

Geva nodded and smiled.

" Why did you come here? Isn't this still working hours? Besides, I was planning to visit you at the company but it was banned by Aden." Geva complained like a child.

It was Aden who stopped Geva from leaving because she had already contacted Zada. At that time, Geva was not very stable. He still experiences dizziness due to taking sleeping pills too often. Actually not only dizziness, there are some other disorders as well but Geva cover it up. That's how Geva always pretends to be okay so as not to make people around her anxious and worried

" Strong-assed you!" Zada throbs up at the sight of Geva still pretending to be okay in front of him.

" I'm not a strong ass, but I'm strong!"it's Geva who doesn't want to be weak.

" When it is strong, it can hurt!"

" Yes .. Even if it's strong, I'll still be human not a robot."

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" Oh, yeah. You know where Zada is?"ask Emerald on one of the design teams when he never found Zada's whereabouts.

" Oh, Supervisor Zada was gone, sir. He said there was something important" Amel replied.

" Where to go?"ask Emerald wondering where his ex-girlfriend went during office hours.

" I don't know, sir. You see, Zada's supervisor didn't tell."

Since he could not meet with Zada, Emerald left the design team room.

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After the doctor checked Geva's condition, she was finally allowed to go home. However, still with a note to try to stop taking sleeping pills. Although the drug is prescribed by a doctor, there will still be long-term effects so it is better to avoid.

Since Geva had just been discharged from the hospital, Aden forbade her to rest at home.

" Dear, you're WFH today, yes" Geva's request, who won't be home alone.

Zada was silent as if he was thinking whether he should WFH. But, considering the condition of her husband who is sick makes it so heartless if you have to leave him alone.

" All right."

Geva smiled happily because it turned out that the wife would rather accompany him than return to the office. In fact, Geva knew that his wife was busy, but he also did not want to be home alone.

Arriving in front of the apartment lobby, Geva and Zada go down together. For the sake of not wasting the opportunity, Geva pretended to feel dizzy again so that Zada wanted to replace him. Fortunately, his wife was caught. Seeing Zada so attentive like this made Geva feel very happy.

Because, usually Zada always angry if he holds his hand but now ...

the first time this pain brought benefits and I don't feel sorry for the pain.

Initially, Zada wanted to lay Geva in his room. However, Geva refuses and asks to sleep in Zada's room only.

" I don't want to sleep alone!"geva said it was a reason.

"Yes .. fine."

Zada helped Geva lie on her bed.

" Rest, I'll cook first."

However, who would have thought if Geva blocked Zada's hand like he was preventing the girl from leaving.

" Take me to sleep, "ask Geva with puppy eyes.

" But__"

" Then give me some sleeping pills."

"No!"reject Zada by putting on a fierce face. " No sleeping pills, did you forget the doctor's message? STOP TAKING SLEEPING PILLS!" zada said with great emphasis.

" Then accompany me to sleep!"

Zada was wasting his breath rough, he really didn't think that Geva would be so pampered and pesky like this. Cook sleep just ask to be accompanied like a baby.

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