
Just yesterday Zada was happy because she had been menstruating late for a few days, but now she just found herself coming back to the moon.
Zada cupped his face, a sobbing sound began to sound out of his lips. They have been married for almost a year, but have not been blessed with children. Initially, Zada thought that in the family gathering this time he would give happy news to Mama Jianying. However, it was all an illusion that he had created himself.
Seeing his wife who did not come out of the bathroom, Geva tried to knock on the door that had been closed for an hour.
" Dear ... You're not finished yet? This morning we have an acra to Mamah lo's house, "call Geva from the outside while continuing to knock on the door.
Shortly after, the door opened and showed Zada coming out with a gloomy face.
" Dear, why are you? You sick?"geva asked anxiously while checking Zada's forehead to find out if she had a fever.
" Today, may I not come to Mama's house?"
" What's the matter?" Geva asked again.
Zada walked away from Geva, and sat on their king-size bed.
" Gapapa, I'm just not feeling well." Zada tries to find an excuse so he can be absent from the family gathering. Because, Zada is lazy to hear and answer the question whether she is already pregnant.
Geva crouched down in front of Zada, then clasped his wife's cold hand.
" What's up? Is something going on?"geva asked gently, hoping that the wife would share her problems. However, Zada was still speechless with a downcast face.
" I___" Not only did Zada finish speaking, there was a ringing sound of Geva's phone ringing telling him that someone was calling.
"I what, baby?" ask Geva who ignored the call.
" Just pick it up first, who knows it's important" Zada said as she heard Geva's phone ringing nonstop. Geva complied, and tried to raise the call.
It turned out to be a phone call from Mama Jianying.
"Mama just wanted to ask, today you are the same Zada so come right?"
" Em__" Geva still hung up her words, then turned to Zada as if asking for a response.
Zada shook his head, indicating that he could not come.
" Ma, I'm so sorry. Actually, Geva same Zada already intends to come. But, this morning Zada suddenly felt unwell. So, sorry .. if we don't seem to be coming." Geva tried to give a reason and hoped that her mother would understand.
" Zada's not feeling well anymore?"repeated Mama Jianying who sounded surprised as well as worried.
" Yes, Ma. His face was pale and looked limp."
At the end of it, Mama Jianying looked down upon a faint smile.
" Has she not menstruated yet?"
Hearing the word 'Menstruation' made Zada's body even more limp. During this time, Mama Jianying had always calculated the period of the Zada period. In fact, Mama Jianying often sent potions to get pregnant quickly, even always asking if Zada was late for the month or not.
That is also what makes Zada a little burdened when not pregnant at the age of marriage almost one year.
" It seems not yet, Ma," replied Geva who did not know if this morning Zada so not feeling well because he knew that he was in the period.
Zada laid his body sideways against Geva. A feeling of sadness again enveloped Zada's heart because he felt that he was a useless daughter-in-law because he could not fulfill the desire of the in-law to immediately see the grandson who would later become the successor of the descendants of Nuraga.
" Why is this so hard for God? Have I not been destined to feel that there are tiny creatures that live and grow in my womb?"
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