Sukma Attractors

Sukma Attractors
Rasa


Just get back into his office. Working as a lecturer assistant, requires Adillah to meet a lot of the lecturer.


Tok.dok..


Just knock on the entrance of Ridwan's room. Seirang a 40-year-old lecturer, who until now remains single, seems like the man has had a difficult time.


"Come in." said the handsome man who now looks busy with his laptop.


Just enter the room doubtfully.


"sit..!" said Ridwan coldly. The events of two years ago turned him into a cold man, and never opened his heart to another love.


"what is it gonna take..?" asked Ridwan without looking at it.


"emmmm... Tomorrow I can take a day off sir, because my mother wants to come to visit." said Adillah doubtful.


Ridwan paused for a moment his work, then stared intently at the girl in front of him. "does your mother stop you from working?" asked Ridwan with a ketus.


Adillah Meeasa stammered to hear the words of Ridwan. "so great jutek Ni lecturer.. Papa and Mama never spoke so rudely." grumbled Just in his heart, slightly upset.


Adkllah tried to be as calm as possible."that's not what it means sir, my mother came to visit only one day, so I want to spend time with my mother with her short visit." answer Adilah with a trembling tone.


"then you do not work here, because you have sacrificed the interests of students with your personal interests." said Ridwan, heartbroken Adillah, making the girl shrivel her heart.


Being a lecturer was his dream, and he was currently walking the entrance to achieve his dream.


"ta.but.. Mr.." Adillah tried to protest what Ridwan said.


"there is no buts, it's up to you. If you don't want to be my assistant lecturer anymore, then I will find your replacement as soon as possible" said Ridwan very coldly.


Just widen his eyes. Although if fired He did not become out of work, because He also worked in his papa company with a fantastic salary, but He really liked this job, even with a salary that is not so great.


"yes.iya.. I won't be on holiday tomorrow.." Answer with a pale face.


"Yes already.. Then you go in class now..!" ridwan's orders without any expression.


Just rise from the seat "Yes sir.. Excuse me first." said Adillah say goodbye.


"yes." answered Ridwan flatly.


Just move away, when he arrived at the exit of Ridwan's work room, Adillah sped up his steps, as if to disappear from the front of Ridwan the Lecturer coldly.


After Adillah's departure, Ridwan chuckled to himself at the girl's behavior, then shook his head.


One last laugh that he never let out since 20y years ago. The laughter he kept neatly in the recesses of his heart that fell in love story did not arrive. The story of his pursuit of a sweet gadia that made him so longing.


He took his phonsel, played a song with lyrics that he liked at that time, a song lyrics that re-awakened the story of love that did not arrive, which was still neatly stored in his heart.


Ridwan closed his eyes, leaning his head against the back of his chair.


He loved every single lyric he wrote..


At first


I'm approaching you


Follow all you want


And your time is up


     


'tap give an answer


You think of me


Just friends


Bawalah aku ke dalam mimpimu


I'm not gonna let you down


Even if it's all


Just a dream


Make the lover of your heart


I want you


Really feel


I fell in love


 


Has various ways


to get your heart


You still think of me


Just a regular friend


Take me into your life


I'm not gonna let you down


Even if it's all


Just a dream


Make me the lover of your heart


I want you


Really feel


I fell in love with you


Take me to the dream


I'm not gonna let you down


Even if it's all


Just a dream


Make me the lover of your heart


I want you


Really feel


I fell in love with you


Ridwan recalls the woman who once filled the recesses of his heart. "what are the current conditions? You must be very happy with your new life. But I remained in my solitude. No woman has touched my heart yet.." Ridwan softly muttered in his heart.


He woke up one day, remembering the sweet girl who is now his teaching assistant. Now the girl had unwittingly made him laugh, a laugh that he had never let go of all this time.


He imagined how cute and adorable the girl's face was when he threatened her earlier.


But the sweet smile on his face disappeared. He does not want to get entangled back in the game of feeling, he does not want to experience the same thing. Especially if he puts his heart down and then falls down again. He was so afraid to start this.


Ridwan got out of his seat, closed his laptop, walked out to another class and gave general psychology courses.


When he wanted to go to his class, he accidentally crossed the class where Adilkah gave lecture materials to students.


He glanced at the classroom and looked at the girl. Unexpectedly Adillah also looked at him, with a stunned look.


deeeeeeeeeegh's..


Heart Deguban both like to meet, staring at the concerns of two people of different generations and adrift of a very distant age.


Ridwan sped up his steps to avoid the sweet girl's gaze.


He also does not understand his feelings. His heart was pounding fast, like a drum to war.


Until unknowingly, Ridwan passed the class he would enter. After arriving near the canteen, Ridwan stopped, then looked confused, because it had dissolved in his daydream, so he did not realize, if his class had been missed.


He shook his head, then smiled amusedly, in his heart he cursed himself, because he lost concentration.


"why did I get past my class..?" Ridwan softly muttered in his heart. Then he turned back to the classroom where he would give the course material.


"good morning by noon." said Ridwan with a flat expression.


"siaaaaang sir." replied the students simultaneously.


Ridwan headed to the Lecturer's desk, then began the presentation of course materials on the notion of 'Motif' and 'Motivation' .


Ridwan explained very clearly, then invited students to find out what events can be a picture of these two words.


"who among you can explain the meaning and description of our material today..?" Ridwan asked the entire student and set his gaze in a sweeping manner.


A student raised his hand "I know the handsome Lecturer" he said boldly and loudly. So it caused a commotion and a little cheering from other students.


"huuuuuu..."


All the students cheered in unison.


Ridwan raised his hands as high as his shoulders. "do not be noisy, give him a chance to explain what he will say." said Ridwan calmly.


Instantly the boisterous atmosphere of the classroom calmed down.


"Come, please explain, what you will say" said Ridwan.


"emmd.. Here's what a handsome Lecturer. The motive is the desire to achieve the desired goal, while the motivation is the driver to achieve the goal." replied the student.


Ridwan nodded his head.


"good.. Can you explain what the picture looks like?" ridwan asked again.


"Can be a handsome Lecturer.. The picture is like I was diligent in attending the father's class, not late, in order to get a good GPA, and of course the motivation is also so that I can always see a handsome father and make me flutter.." said the Mahasiwi without a gerogi.


"huuuuuu.." cheered the student's voice in unison.


Ridwan tries to calm his students.


after a quiet atmosphere, Ridwan then fix his glasses.


"Yes.. That's what the picture looks like." said Rudwan, who made students look at each other.