Sukma Attractors
episode 27 Lost Direction

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"already until mbak. do I want to stop the bus? where's the destination, mbak?" said betor's brother offered help. He was very concerned about the poor girl, though he did not know the real problem.

Rena is still sobbing, just nodding his head. "field Department yes Bang" he said softly. but did not want to move from the top of betor.

"iya. mbak wait there. no need to go down. ntar if the bus has come down just come down." said brother betor sincerely.

Rena just silent silence. there is no answer. her tears never stop wetting her cheeks.His heart is broken like debris swept by the wind.

not long wait, the bus came.brother stopped him, and the bus conductor gave a code. that there are passengers who will ride.

"sir, the bus is coming, want to go up now?" said brother betor reminded.

Rena who was still dissolved in her sadness, immediately moved from the top of the betor. He paid the fare as he pleased.without focusing on the sheet of money he gave to the betor brother.

although less than the actual cost, but brother Betor sincerely accept it. because he believes Rena is not okay, so accidentally give the amount of the cost is not appropriate.

Rena got on the bus, still with her head down, her eyes puffy, and she looked for an empty passenger seat. He sat in silence a thousand languages.His heart was more and more bitter.

"why are you this big on me, baby? two and a half years isn't a minute when we're in this relationship. There's a lot of memories tucked neatly in my heart." Bathin Rena with grief

his heart is so beautiful.. He was not willing if it had to be decided Bernard, in his heart there was only one Bernard. He does not want another love.Whatever the story, Rena wants to maintain the relationship even though Bernard hurt him. He is still clamoring for his love.

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at Uncle Rashid's house. Rena went straight to her room. He continued his crying. As much as he spilled his heart pain.His eyes became more swollen, like someone who was hit by a raw bogem.

Rena took her phone and sent a message to Bernard. "I don't accept you decide. I love you, only you in my heart. You're mine. if you have another woman, I don't accept you decide, I'm willing to share my love with her. I accept all your flaws, but one thing I beg of you, don't break this relationship." Rena sent the message to Bernard.

half an hour passed, there was no reply. His heart was getting restless. He began to cringe. everything feels wrong. Whatever he does like it has no meaning.

rena's life is now like a ship without captain. He no longer lives his life. He wanted to end his life.but the face of Munah his mother, just passed in front of him.

if her faith were not strong, perhaps Rena would rather die, than have to endure the suffering that so oppressed her life.

no one knows what he is going through, his heart broken, making him lose his way.

not even getting a reply from Bernard, Rena getting sore.

"are you making love to another woman?" said Rena bathin. "i don't care if you are double. provided our relationship is fine. I mohoooon, reply to my message. I can't if I have to keep quiet"

finally Rena fell asleep after so many hours of crying without stopping?." now she has slept with her dreams.