Sundari
Sundari's Sadness

Train to cry hysterically along the way, he did not expect if he had to lose Rian.

A few hours passed, Rehan and Ratih arrived in front of the hospital. Train out of the car and run towards the police who were standing guard there at that time.

“Pak my son where ... Where is he Sir.” 

Ratih roared in tears as he forced the police to tell him where his son was.

“Sabar Ma'am, whose mother is this?”

“I'm Rian's mother,”

“Rian the accident victim.”

“Where is my son sir.”

“Bu ... Mom calm down first. The mother's son is inside because his condition is concerning,” the police said.

“Yes Allah Rian why your fate is good, son,” Ratih has no power to endure his sadness.

“Bu ... Patience this Bu in ruamah sick.”

Rehan tried to calm his wife, Rehan took his wife out so as not to disturb the sick patient.

Until the emotions of Ratih can be controlled Rehan again invites his wife to go inside.

“Pak. What really happened to my son?” ask Rehan.

“We are very concerned about the situation of the Father and Mother's children, we have checked and processed TKP. Brother Rian died because at that time he joleng and fell and at the same time a truck loaded with big enough to pass and run over his body.”

Hearing that explanation Rehan immediately sat down limp, he could not imagine how severe Rian's condition was.

Rehan and Ratih in the hospital have been 3 hours and the process of suturing Rian's damaged body was completed and ready to be returned to the funeral home.

Rehan wanted to see Rian for the last time, he opened the white covering cloth.

When Rehan opened the cover his tears broke, his face and stomach were full of stitches, the already stiff body was repeatedly embraced by Rehan and Ratih.

They were very grieving, their cries echoing inside the mortuary.

An ambulance drove Rian's body to the funeral home.

Ratih's eyes are swollen as a result of continuing to cry over the fate of his poor son.

About 2 hours they arrived at the funeral home, there was a family who took care of everything for Rian's body.

Rian's body was lifted and taken directly to the bathhouse, carefully the bodyguards bathing Rian's body.

Until the task of bathing the body was completed, then Rian's body immediately in the cafeteria and then sholatkan in the mosque.

After the sholatan residents and Rehan prepared to carry a coffin to deliver Rian to his final resting place.

The sobbing broke when Rian was pulled out of the coffin and buried.

Rehan came down into the pit and put Rian on trial for the last time.

The cemetery was closed, the tombstone bearing the name Rian was plugged.

Flower sprinkles decorate the top of Rian's meal, prayers chanted for Rian. 

Until the funeral procession is completed, the residents who participated in the funeral also one by one returned to the temple.

So too with Rehan and Rehan.

In the evening the tahlilan event was held at Rehan's house, Yasin surah reading and tahlilpun reverberating.

Prayers echo through loudspeakers. Until the show is over.

Ratih sat dumbstruck with a blank look, it made Rehan's heart grim.

Rehan sat down beside his wife and tried to open his heart.

“Have not been sad continue later he did not calm there,” said Rehan.

“This guest is quiet,” said Ratih.

“I didn't expect if our only ank it would end horribly.”

“Udah not to be mentioned.”

Ratih shed his tears again, the clear circle continued to flow non-stop because of his sadness.

“It feels like I lost my greatest hope Mas,”, said Ratih.

“Already Trained lkhlaskan Rian yes, let's just go to the room, you have to rest,” Rehan invites his wife into the room.

Ratih put his body on the bed and several times was seen sighing.

Even Ratih also patted his chest softly.

So hurt was Ratih's heart at that time that he felt a pain in his heart.

Until the morning before Rehan was seen daydreaming on the porch of his house. 

Some people who were sorry to see him also tried to greet him.

“Pak Rehan,” greet the citizen.

“Iya sir,” sahut.

“I also defend my condolences for the death of Rian,” he said.

“Iya sir thank you.”

“Tabah and please, so that Rian does not feel pain there.”

“My wife and I are eager to be steadfast sir, it's just that I still can't believe that my son is ahead of me. I should have been the one to leave first,” said.

“Stupid, the windfall and death of God govern it Mr. Rehan.”

“Iya I give sir.”

“Then I say I first want to go to the garden.”

“Iya sir please.”

*** 

On the other hand Sundari do his activities as usual in the morning. Cook for your child and put it on the table.

Sundari walked leisurely through the forest to go to the tea plantation. 

When Sundari came out of the forest he also passed one of the tea workers of an old mother.

“For Nak,” greet the mother.

“Morning Ma'am, want some tea?” ask Sundari.

“Iya,” are friendly.

“Mother alone?”

“Yes, Mother's son wandered in the city and has not been home for a long time or given room.”

Sundari offset the old mother's slow pace until they both reached the tea plantation.

Sundari felt sorry for the mother because it was old but had to keep working.

‘What will I be like that mom too?’ inner Sundari.

Sundari did his job as usual. Actually Sundari often heard skewed rumors about him made by fellow tea-leaf pickers, but Sundari did not want to deal with such people.

Until there was one tea picker worker who deliberately insinuated it.

“Sun ... Suns. If you want to play with men yes not in the forest as well.”

“Everyone here knows, you often go in and out of the forest with the child of the small factory owner yes.”

Hearing that Sundari could only shake his head. People can think dirty like that.

Sundari did not care about the person and remained focused on working to the selesia and receiving wages.

*** 

The next day Sundari as usual after he finished cooking and also took care of his son Sundari went to the plantation.

“Kek Sundari says go first, Sundari nitip Adit?” Sundari is a farewell.

“Iya Sundari carefully.”

Sundari came out of Baskoro's house to the village.

Arriving at Sundari in the village, Sundari continued to walk to the tea plantation.

A few minutes later Sundari who had arrived at the tea plantation and wanted to wear his work attribute there was a mother with a fat posture approached him.

“Mbak Sun, have heard the latest news about Mas Rian,” said the mother.

“No Ma'am, what happened to Mas Rian? Ask the confused Sundari.

“Yes Allah, so Sister Sun does not know if Rian mas has died due to an accident and is buried in the public cemetery of this village,”, the fat mother concluded to Sundari.

Sundari who heard the news did not believe it.

“Mother don't talk lies with me!” said Sundari who did not believe

“Mom didn't speak lies mbak Sun, I dare swear not to speak lies to Mbak Sun,” Fat mother was trying to convince Sundari.

Sundari's tears could not be held by Sundari who heard the news of Rian's death as if struck by lightning in broad daylight.

His body was limp and sat in the ground of tears he could not bear, the pain left behind by the people he loved is now again happening.

Only a moment Sundari felt happiness but now the bitter reality he had to accept.

Sundari who continued to cry while sitting on the ground was calmed by the fat mother earlier.

 “Sabar Mbak Sun all this is already the will of God, I know it hurts to leave the people we love but, we have to try to sincerely live all that, I know,” fat mom also gave advice and tried to calm Sundari who was crying.

“I want to eat Mas Rian Bu?” sundari said while crying.

“Iya Mbak Sun want mother between?” ask the fat mom.

“No need Mom, I can go there” myself said Sundari.

Sundari took off his attributes and walked away from the tea plantation to eat Rian.

Arriving at Rian's grave, Sundari hugged the red earth mound while crying

“Mas, why did you leave me alone Mas. You promised me you would always be with me and accompany me but why Mas, why now Mas instead left me alone. When my heart is comfortable with you, do I not deserve to be happy God, until you take Mas Rian” Sundari said with a hysterical cry over Rian's grave.

“Now I Myself Mas, there is no longer someone who treats my wounds only you Mas.”

Sundari who vented her grief and anger at eating Hendra now returned to her home.

“Sundari go home Mas, later every time we pick tea, Sundari will take the time to visit Mas here. Actually in a small heart Sundari loves you very much Mas,” Sundari said.

Sundari also walked to Baskoro's house, on the way home Sundari's tears did not stop flowing until he reached home.

Baskoro who saw Sundari grieving asked what was wrong with him.

“What's Sundari? Why are you crying?” ask Baskoro.

Sundari immediately ran hugging Baskoro spilling her sadness in Baskoro's arms.

“Rian Kek, Rian,” Sundari said while crying.

“What happened to Rian, did he hurt your heart Sundari?”  ask Baskoro.

“Not that cake,” Sundari said while crying.

“Then what is Sundari?”

“Mas Rian went to leave Sundari for a forever cake, Mas Rian accident and died on the spot yesterday he buried Sundari just knowing it all Kek,” said Sundari who did not stop crying.

“Have Sundari do not grieve maybe this is all the will of destiny.”

“Why should Sundari fate like this cake, what's wrong Sundari?” 

“Have Sundari calmed yourselves, do not make anger rule your heart and soul. Learn to accept this harsh reality.”

Suddenly Sundari fell silent to the words of Baskoro.

Sundari started walking towards her room trying to calm herself down.

 ***

Evening came Sundari still with his sadness.

Sundari who came out of his room sat in the courtyard of Baskoro's house.

Sundari stared at the star-studded sky.

When Sundari was staring at the star-studded sky he also remembered the memories of himself with Rian.

Sundari felt lonely, there would be no one to accompany her back home and talk on the street.

A clear thread fell down flowing down his cheek. How not, Sundari had to lose again and again.

Sundari felt life was unfair and felt the universe had cursed him.

‘Hiduoku feels like nothing else. Why do I have to endure this continuously endlessly, ' Inner Sundari.

Sundari pensive in the dark forest accompanied by the sound of night animals.

A week has passed Sundari still remains with his grief, not easy to erase the memories of his loved ones. Every time after work Sundari never absent going to the funeral Rian, sometimes Sundari also visited the house of Rian's parents to besie terahim.

Sundari who had finished work now returned home to Baskoro.

Sundari who always walk through the forest without getting tired.

Arriving at Baskoro Sundari's house must still take care of Adit, but now Adit is getting smarter and independent. 

Only Adit can make Sundari happy, seeing his funny face eliminates his sloth.

Baskoro who saw Sundari continue to take care of grieving did not have the heart, there are some things that Baskoro hid to Sundari.

“From my son?” 

“Iya kek”

“There's something I want to talk to you about Rian's death and yours?” 

“What exactly is Kek, try to explain to Sundari,” said Sundari who is very enthusiastic.

“Actually this has something to do with black magic mangkujiwo itself.”

“Why with science it cake?”

“Former, grandfather like you, Excommunicated from the village because of a disease that according to the villagers so very disgusting skin disease that I suffered did not heal and also widened causing an unpleasant smell when someone was near me. I was driven out of the village and left without a destination to arrive in this forest, it was in this forest that I survived to make this hut house. Until I finally found a cave there was a figure kuntilanak Durmo who taught me black magic. When I studied black magic, my skin disease was gone and I intend to avenge my heartache to the villagers who have hurt my heart helped by Durmo. After my revenge was avenged I also loved someone a woman who sincerely loved me but when my heart was comfortable by that woman Durmo killed her by the side I was angry and got a spell that could defeat her, he said, Durmo will not go he will always kill someone who approaches us and now grandfather himself in this forest until now.”

“Then why did you give that knowledge to Sundari cake, why?” 

“You were chosen by my son, Your hateful energy is so powerful that it has brought me to you as well as Durmo.”

“Then what should Sundari do Kek?” ask Sundari.

“Beats Durmo. If you don't defeat him, then you'll be the one he'll master.”