Thank You Luka
CHAPTER 19

"Hiks.(.Weeping Bu Mayang), it's okay." Removing her tears that are still running.

"Keep why mamih nangis." Ask marcell.

"Mmm. mamih just miss your late sister, because just now mamih mainin hair Tiara suddenly thought back to your late sister Siena. Because mamih see Tiara and Siena it has some resemblance so early mamih met him immediately felt familiar and also comfortable if with him, mamih, and that makes it very difficult for you to get away from Tiara because you feel that Siena is alive inside Tiara." He said softly, touching my cheek.

Hearing about it made me a little stunned when I found out that Ms. Mayang had a daughter who had been missing for a long time.

"Papih thought only papih felt it, but it turns out mamih also felt it ." Said Pa Bagas who stood up to sit next to me.

"Actually when the beginning of the papih saw Tiara the papih heart always said that this girl was Siena." While gently rubbing my hair.

"Hiks.. Hiks.mamih loves you very much, son." Said Ms. Mayang while holding me gently.

"But I'm Tiara not Siena mih."

"(Swiping her tears)..Mamih knows that and mamih really loves you very much, but as Tiara not Siena." Firmly Bu Mayang while supporting my cheeks.

"It is now your presence that can heal our loss and longing for our long-gone daughter. Mm... Tiara, are you willing if we raise you as our son." Ask Pa Bagas with a bit of a squeeze.

Feeling confused about what to answer, I tried to digest all his words well. As I was pondering to answer it I tried to stare at Bu Mayang and Pa Bagas at a glance. Seen on their faces so desperately wanted my best answer.

Because I did not want to disappoint them with my answer, I reluctantly agreed to their request.

"Emmm... I-iya Sa-I want to." I answered so nervously.

Moved by my reply Bu Mayang and Pa Bagas immediately hugged me simultaneously.

And now their two sons, who saw the sweet moment also began to smile happily watching it.

Finished with all the heartwarming moments, I said goodbye to them.

"Emmm.. Mihs.. Pih Tiara to the room first." I said

"Oh yes ." Said Bu Mayang and Pa Bagas together.

"Master... Emm Mas Ryan's. I went to the room first." A little bowing my body.

I quickly walked towards my room with mixed feelings.

Arriving in the room, I tried to calm myself by sitting alone on the balcony of my room, staring at the night sky.

"Whether all this is true God, because both my parents are still alive, but now I easily accept Pa Bagas' offer to be his adopted son. I do need affection but I want it from my two biological parents not from someone else's family. God what destiny I am currently living, is this not an exaggeration for me to live in this moment." My mind with teary eyes.

Long time I looked up at the sky, now do not feel my tears began to fall because remembering all the torment and bitterness that my family had given me first.

I sat on the balcony floor hugging my legs tightly, crying sobbing.

I was crying without realizing that someone had entered my room.

Seeing my broken state, he walked slowly to get to me.

"North." He said slowly, holding my shoulder.

"Mamihs.." Staring at him with teary eyes.

Seeing the presence of Bu Mayang I immediately hugged him while crying in tears.

Pity to see my situation, Ms. Mayang softly returned my embrace while giving me a little peace.

"Who has hurt your little heart, that you should voluntarily throw away all these diamonds." His words sambari wiped my tears.

Seeing my tears that continue to be far apart without stopping, now Ms. Mayang was starting to not be able to see me cry.

Ms. Mayang who understood my situation, immediately she quickly pulled me back into her arms.

Feeling the calmness given by him, I suddenly felt homesick for my Mom.

Without me pointing now in my mind began to appear the shadow of my mama's face.

Because I miss him so much now I also back sobbing in the arms of Bu Mayang.