Thank You Luka
CHAPTER 36

"Why can you do this to me Hiks...."

Because it was so broken, it made me scream so strongly. To make the whole family feel anxious after hearing it.

"AAAARRGGHH.., I HATE YOU ALL HYKS..." I screamed hysterically with my hair ruffled.

Not long after, suddenly there was someone who was constantly knocking on my door without stopping.

Tok.dok...

"Tiara open the door, son." Call Pa Bagas in a panic.

"Let's open this door, dear Mamih." Said Mrs Mayang who sounded like she was crying.

"Tiara opened the door quickly before we broke into it." Threaten Ryan while continuing to bang on my door.

Heard Ryan's about to break down my bedroom door. I quickly moved to sit in front of the door so I could hold back the break.

"Please leave me alone Hiks..."

"But let us see your condition for a minute." Said Pa Bagas.

"Please get out of there, I don't want to bother the Hikss.. Please understand Hiks.." My atonement.

"Teara open the door for a second." Said Ryan who was still banging on my door.

"If you continue to bother me, I will hurt myself right now." I screamed and threatened them.

Afraid of my threats, they now choose to leave my room worried about my situation.

"Hiks... Why should my destiny be this broken God.Why, Hiks... All my life I have never done anything bad to anyone. Hix... But why do so many people always want to hurt me. Hiks..." My cry while staring at the ceiling of my room.

"If it is my destiny to be this painful, then please strengthen my heart again to be able to go through all this sincerely. Please do not be too hard on me, because all this time only I am the one who always treat every wound in my heart. God, I'm only fighting alone in this world, so please have mercy on me." My whisper in my heart

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...1 Week Later...

Right on this day, I'm going to have my wedding with Ryan.

Today I was completely overwhelmed with feelings of indecision over my decision to marry Ryan.

Because I'm still not sure if Ryan is the right man or not to be my current husband.

Because basically, our marriage can happen only because of the lies that have been made by Bu Mayang. So we can say that our marriage happened because of coercion.

Actually, I did have a chance to take heart with Ryan when he always gave me sweet attention.

I don't know if he has the same feelings or not.

But because everything has happened then with a feeling that is still hesitant, I also went through all the wedding process to the end.

I should be able to feel happy at this important event but for now I really feel very sad.

Because basically, when I go through all the marriage process, I have to live it without any assistance from my parents at all. Not even to watch it.

I wanted to cry at that moment, but because I didn't want to disappoint the rest of the family, I should be able to hold it until the show was over.

Today my wedding went so well and so well. This is all thanks to the hard work done by Bu Mayang and also Pa Bagas.

...Day Night...

After the show was over, we all decided to go back home.

And when we got home, we both wanted to go into our room to immediately rest because we were so tired.

But Pa Bagas suddenly called the two of us to sit with him for a while, because he said there was an important chat that Pa Bagas would talk with us.

"So gini. 'cause you two are officially husband and wife ja-."

"Keep why if we are now husband and wife." Cut Ryan.

"(smile faintly as Ryan cuts off the conversation), So Papih will give you a house to be your wedding gift."

"Why Papih should give us such a expensive gift Pih, we can stay in this house together with you guys." I asked who felt a little bad for him.

"The color papih wants, you two can live the real household bahtra, without any interference from the two of us again, and Papih just wants you two to be able to live it independently." Obviously Pa Bagas.

"Whole papih.. Ryan cape wants a break." Then, while walking away left me and also Pa Bagas.

Seeing his passing, I immediately asked permission to my in-laws.

"Emmm... Tiara go to the room first."

"Go and calm your husband."

"Yes Pih." As he walked away, leaving him alone.

I caught up with him in the room, and I saw that he was sitting upset on his bed.

With a doubtful feeling, I tried to approach her slowly.

"Are you upset by Papih's words earlier." I asked, sitting next to him.

"I want to rest now, and you also have to rest. Because tomorrow we're moving to a new house." While laying down his body.

"Aren't you going to take a shower first."

"No... I'm gonna go to bed." While sleeping behind me.

"Hmm.good." Looking at his back for a glimpse.

Because my body felt tired and heavy, I decided to go to take a shower first, and finished the bath I also laid my body next to my Husband.

...Next Day...

At exactly 5am, I woke up early to have to prepare breakfast for all family members.

Before doing so, I chose to go take a shower first.

Because Ryan was still sound asleep, I immediately rushed down to the kitchen to start cooking.

After a few minutes of cooking, the end of the cooking can be finished on time. And then I put it all on the dinner table.

Finished preparing everything, now everyone began to arrive.

"The new bride is awake." Smiling looking at me.

"Yeah mih..." Shy to be embarrassed by the words of Miss Mayang.

"Where is your husband, isn't he awake yet." Ask Pa Bagas.

"Emmm.. It doesn't seem to be Pih."

"The boy always does, but he's married." Ketus Pa Bagas while pouring food on his plate.

"Mmm.Now you have breakfast first."

"Lohs.. You won't be eating breakfast." Ask Ms. Mayang.

"Later on, because Tiara wants to wake up Mas Ryan first."

"Mmm(Needs)." While chewing his food.