Thanks For Your Love
Scratching Old Wounds

Romany POV

I've been busy with my work for a week and I haven't had any communication with Bang Tommy. I'm upset with him because he's still keeping his conversation with Bara a secret. Though I have seduced him, he began sulking because I was late to go home. I kissed him on purpose so he wouldn't get angry anymore and he didn't get mad at me. But the words after that.

"Deck proceed to yuk–'s room."

What try it means. Honestly, if I didn't think about my pride and my honor and my family's honor, I might have resigned to it.

Thank goodness Bang Faith is still with me I am not tempted by seductive temptations.

"Apaan anyway, look for blessing first continue to halalin me, if it is halal to do it is up to Abang."

Finally she let go of her embrace and we continued to have lunch together. I had bought food at a fast food restaurant near the Hospital, because I thought it would be a long time if I had to cook first. The food in the refrigerator is also gone. I haven't been able to shop because I'm busy with my work.

"Bang–." I sat next to him. After the meal we chose to watch in the multipurpose room of my apartment. I didn't know if he was going to stay again or go home. What I saw was that he had changed into his own clothes and when he was eating, I asked him if he had bought new clothes? Apparently not, he instead told his driver to take a change of clothes from his apartment and deliver it to my apartment.

"Hmm–." He just cleared his throat and immediately put his head on my lap. I want to reject him but he will be angry again. I finally let it go.

"It used to be that this Semesra was not the same Zia?" Ah, that weird question that came out of my mouth. But my curiosity made me ask him.

"Don't talk about the past" he replied. He closed his eyes. I touched his forehead checking whether it was still feverish or not. Turns out he's healed. Thought.

"When did you realize you liked Zia?" I don't know what I want to know from her past relationship with Zia. Is it because my patient mentioned Zia's name so that he was carried back home. But Bang Tommy was silent he still closed his eyes.

"Did you ever kiss Zia?" Honestly, I really want to know the household life that Bang Tommy lived first.

Bang Tommy opened his eyes then got up from my lap and looked at me sharply.

"Don't fish for something that will make you hurt yourself later. I don't want to compare you to Zia. Now your goal is only one you. I don't like you asking questions like that. Is your past still a burden to you?"

That's right what Bang Tommy said, my heart aches on its own but not because of Bang Tommy's past stories but my heart aches when I hear Bang Tommy's question as if I doubted my love for never being in my mind that his past was becoming burden for me. His eyes were so sad when he asked me that. I feel guilty for scraping his wound back.

"Sorry Bang, but that's not what I meant. I–." Not to mention I finished my words, Bang Tommy cut it.

"That's it, don't talk about it anymore." I fell silent and did not want to discuss it again.Bang Tommy returned to his position when he lay down and put his head on my lap and closed his eyes again.

"Bang–." I was confused how to start.

"What's? From Bang Bang mulu." I was still lazy to open his eyes but I saw there was already a smile on his lips.

"Abang has not told me the same, what did you talk to Bang Bara yesterday?" The question finally escaped my mouth.

"There is, just a casual conversation" he replied briefly.

"If it's just a casual conversation, how long?" I can't believe what Bang Tommy said and I'm still curious.

Bang Tommy got up from my lap again and is now sitting next to me.

"Well, you also if you talk to your friends must also be a long time, right? Yes equally Brother is also just a regular chat approach chat chat with fellow men." Bang Tommy is so crazy?

"It's customary to dong Bang, don't make it so hard." I got upset by himself.

"From that talk you're the one who provoked mulu emotions. Ask the past, kiss, love is not the same Zia now you also want to know what I obrolin with your brother. If you don't like the past Brother already, DON'T GET MARRIED AT ALL." Bang Tommy was really angry, he stood up and walked into the room.

I sat still, not knowing what to do and saying? Maybe I was wrong to mention his past. But his last words hurt me. It was as easy as Bang Tommy to get those words out.

Bang Tommy came out of the room, I tried to smile at him and go up to him. I held back my nearly spilled tears.

"Bang–." I wanted to hold her arm but she passed from in front of me without looking at me. It turns out that Bang Tommy went to the room to get his car keys. Bang Tommy came home without saying goodbye to me.

"My own fault scratched his old wound."

And then suddenly I heard a backsound

🎵 Ku Cry 😭😭😭

So it used to be 😍

Don't forget to leave your tracks don't like the uka-uka that don't look like its form 🤣