
I feel like everything is getting more complicated. And of course, it all started with a mistake I made myself. I want to complain, but I can't blame anyone but myself.
Huft, maybe this is karma. For having wasted the most sincere person on me, like Jiya.
"Mahaha ..." I laughed bitterly.
Laughing at myself that looks stupid right now. At first glance look towards Jiya and Ilyas who are so harmonious. Still standing across the street.
Should I be angry? Or scream when I'm so jealous to witness the closeness of the two of them?
But when I remember my attitude back. I became very embarrassed. And I consider myself a coward. And there's another side of me that says I don't deserve to stand next to Jiya anymore.
Don't want to see their closeness for too long. I chose to go into the office immediately. Intending to calm my own mind in my room.
Aaron, who saw me walking in a hurry, was trying to catch up. Even up to half-run, to hold the door of my elevator which was almost closed.
"Wait, Fer!"
"What?" I'm picking it cold. Very clear is holding back anger.
For a moment Aaron seemed to scratch the back of his head. Then look at me carefully.
"Ntar malem I'm aniv, nih. Don't forget to come well, because Mila told me to make it happen to everyone."
"Shouldn't be?" my reply is still indifferent. Aaron chuckled slowly.
"Yes dong, the time of the sohib event itself you do not come. My wedding day too, you are absent. So make the event later tonight, you must come. I'm waiting."
I immediately replied to Aaron with a small nod. Making the former player immediately smile widely, and screech happily.
"Lo is my best man."
That night I actually came to Aaron and Mila's anniversary. Even though Aaron said, he only invited a few people. But, the beachfront swimming pool they rented for the event was already filled with many invited guests.
And most only wear casual clothes, and also beach clothes.
My arrival there was quite welcomed with enthusiasm by the people. But only for a few seconds, because after that all the eyes of people were focused towards the one figure that had just appeared.
Namely on a brown-haired woman sebahu, who is so beautiful with a knee-length red dress. With the shoulder part left open, to expose a little part of the neck of the smooth tie.
The lipstick color is in line with his clothes, and is very contrasting. Makes some men look painstakingly gulp their own saliva. Already so, both pupils of his eyes are light brown, felt so alluring anyone who saw it.
Slowly, he began to walk closer to me. Getting closer, so it feels like I can no longer control the sound of my heartbeat that starts erratic.
It's just that, when we stayed a few jengkal distance. He just glanced at her haughtily. Through me who was still standing, with mixed feelings.
"Yes!" That's Mila's voice.
He looked enthusiastic and immediately ran into the arms of the red-pressed woman. Making Aaron who was instantly aware of everything, turned to look at me for a moment.
"Gue is so good that you can be here. Oh yeah, who are you dating? Alone or both with your girlfriends?" asked Mila very clearly I heard from here.
"Aren't you the same Ilyas having a relationship? Why not come with him?" Mila asked again. Which makes me get hot in here.
"We are partners. Anyway, Ilyas just thought I was adek."
I saw Mila mengoel Jiya's cheeks slowly. "Cie ... Tiggle. Look out for a long time there is a sense of loh, anyways lo it fits him. Why not go straight to the door."
I heard that, unknowingly choking on the orange juice I just gulped. Which was too late, making people start looking at me. Jiya and Mila are no exception.
"Slow down dong Fer, there's still a lot of drinks." Mila helped me by patting the surface of my back a few times. I don't even cough and feel tight anymore.
"Or not-don't you, you're awed to see my friend? Jiya, here!" call Mila, tell Jiya to come towards me.
"Lo must really use the acquaintance of Ferdi. Besides being handsome, he is also good and beautiful. Anyway, the husband is very dreamy," explained Mila.
Jiya seemed to laugh cynically in response to him. "Oh, huh? How am I not sure? But, because Mila told you to, so we have to introduce ourselves, right?"
Shortly after, Jiya thrust her right hand at me. As if to invite me to shake hands, while reintroducing himself.
I myself returned the helping hand with a thinly-lipped smile. The one that gradually turned into a facial expression endured the pain, as the surface of my right hand was squeezed by Jiya with all my might.
"Jiya," he said with a big smile on his lips.
Unlike me who seemed to try to join in smiling sweetly, even though I was holding back my ringing voice.
"Ferdi."
"Aw, that's so sweet. It's not wrong for me to invite you two to come to this event." Mila said as she cupped her own face fat. Then he was seen running towards Aaron who was welcoming other guests.
Leaving behind myself and Jiya, who was now just standing still with their thoughts for a few minutes each.
"How are you?" I finally started a conversation.
I saw Jiya grinning softly, before turning her head towards me with a faint smile on her lips.
"As you can see, I am quite good and still able to support my own needs."
I heard the answer, quite disappointed. Moreover, Jiya no longer called me with the addition of 'Om' like she used to. In fact, he uses formal language, like someone who is talking to his own business clients.
"Ji!" call me at the end.
With eyes that stared at his figure fixedly, with regret.
"What?" reply Jiya cuek.
It's like I'm seeing another figure on him right now. And that, because of me. I who made the cheerful figure of Jiya used to vanish in the blink of an eye. Replaced by this cold and untouchable woman.
"You saying sorry?" he continued as if he could read my mind. "Listen well, dear Mr. Ferdian Jun. Even though it was a long time ago, but for me it was an event that had just happened yesterday. So, please don't reveal the old wounds I'd like to bury very closely, including all the memories of us. I think it's all over since the day you chose to go. So, please stay away from me from this second. Because I'm so sick of you."