The 30'S Club
Chapters 10

Chapter 10: I Am the One Who Dominates Too Much.

Throughout the holidays Jae Yoon keeps being sweet to me. Sending me messages before and when I wake up, quietly sending me food and snacks. 

This morning I saw a warm bean bun and a warm cup of coffee on my apartment doorstep.

How could I hate a man this sweet, but he didn't explain why he disappeared.

This afternoon I had the courage to invite her to dinner at my apartment, but she refused on the grounds that she did not want to ruin my vacation. Though I have explained I only have a lot of free time while on vacation, and I want to talk to him a lot. 

It seems that asking this sincere me doesn't work. Jae Yoon says he's twice as busy as me right now.

I spent the last day of my vacation lazing. After all the good movies I watched I had no reason to sit in front of the television. There's no new book I can read, all I do is open social media from my tablet.

Whatisthis? Jae Yoon takes a picture of his office friends having dinner. That jerk really...,

I'm at a loss for words. This relationship cannot be saved. 

I'm tinkering at my phone, tired of seeing youtube, looking at the cell phone gallery. I saw pictures of us when we were dating. This photo has a lot of memories, so I just let it stay in my phone gallery even though the full memory alert keeps coming up, I prefer to delete my photo with my friends.

I saw a Line post that appeared on the homepage of my account. My zodiac prophecy says this week I am faced with a big decision and do not get missteps while Jae Yoon zodiac divination says this week he got great happiness. 

I quickly captured his last post, he was standing next to a cute girl, who was about mid-twenties smiling faintly at the camera with two fingers forming the letter V.

My mind got more and more overtangled when I found out the girl who linked Jae Yoon's account to her post. I peeked at the profile of the cute girl, her name was Jung Yeorum. 

Huh! My mind was exaggerated, the girl also uploaded a lot of photos with her office friends and female friends.

I decided to drink alone at The 30’s club cafe. My memories repeat my first meeting with Choi Jae Yoon. 

At that time he was wearing a brown coat combined with a white sweater as an interior and black cloth material pants. His performance was neat and clear he made some mistakes in our first meeting, but it didn't set me back. 

We began to meet often even though it was just a coffee or a way to the park. After that I expressed my feelings and it turned out that Jae Yoon also had the same feelings. We decided to date.

When I think back, I always took the first step in our relationship. I'm not awkward about making decisions, nor am I ashamed to say sorry if I'm wrong. 

Am I too dominant and aggressive?

Sometimes I ask my friends, their opinion is like that because my position at work requires me to take a firm decision within 6 seconds, and dare to be the first to take the initiative. 

Now I'm starting to think, I'm the one with the problems in our relationship. Jae Yoon might be scared of a woman like me. My dominating impression is too strong, and I don't seem to be the kind of submissive fit to be a wife.

I looked at Soju for the umpteenth time, expelling the uneasiness that was beginning to perch in my heart. 

I poured soju in my glass, my head started to get heavy. My body feels warm. Although my stomach started and turned, I still had a little awareness when I saw Jae Yoon's face drinking the last soju I poured and ordered a taxi and drove me home.

When I woke up I found a hangover soup on my kitchen table.

Do not forget to eat before leaving for work

The message made me feel worse.

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