
Tonight was so overcast, the atmosphere that was supposed to be warm suddenly turned grim. The rented house that he had lived in for six years turned into an uncomfortable house.
Nina feels her world is shattered when a word comes out of the mouth of her husband who has not been home for five months.
"We're apart." The remark felt so light slid from the lips of the man who had been married to her for six years.
"What do you mean Kamal?" nina's feelings are starting to get bad. Nina followed her husband who was sitting on the edge of the bed and made sure that what she thought was not the same as what her husband said.
"We're divorced, I'll take care of everything!"
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As the lightning bolt ripped through Nina's body and day, she hoped this was just a dream that would disappear when she woke up tomorrow morning.
"Well, how about Nina again?" Nina was still trying to smile even though her lips were shaking. It seemed that he had been lousy to hold back so that his tears did not fall.
"I'm serious Nin, I think we better be alone. This marriage without love will torment our inner selves.
Without love?
How can Kamal say this is a loveless marriage, while we have lived together for six years?
"Mas, think about it carefully." Nina's voice was even so hoarse. Not because of a cough, but he was trying hard to keep his tears from coming out.
"Sorry deck, but my decision is already unanimous. I feel our relationship cannot be continued, it would be better if we walk alone. So I'm your talaq, you're free now."
Although it was only one word, it was so painful for Nina. It seemed like thousands of swords were suddenly piercing his heart. Wanted to roar until everyone knew he didn't accept it. But whatever the power, he still has children that he must take care of his feelings.
"Mas, think of the kids. How will they do if we get divorced? They need the figure of both parents."
Nina chose to kneel instead of clamoring, she embraced her husband's legs, hoping the man would never leave and changed his mind to prefer himself and his small family,
"Don't worry, I'll still give them their rights. I'll see them every time I go home."
"But why? What is Nina lacking for mas? Nina has sacrificed everything for mas, Nina's dreams and ideals."
Remembering once Kamal proposed to her, when Nina had just graduated high school, she abandoned her intention to continue her education and chose to be the wife of a young man who was fairly well established in her village.
Although in recent years he only found out if Kamal proposed to him because of Mr. Nina. Mr. Nina who gave Kamal capital to go and work on the cruise and it turns out that instead will be made his son-in-law.
But regardless, have they not been blessed with two cute children, what it is still lacking to prove if it has grown in love in their hearts?
"You are not lacking Nin, not less at all. But I've tried it for six years and it's all the same, I can't love you. We married because of an arranged marriage, because I feel indebted to your father."
Not love? Then what about those two innocent children, they really mean nothing to Kamal.
This time Nina could no longer hold back her tears, her heart was already very broken. Even the sky knows how it feels. Heavy rain as if it did not manage to make the atmosphere become cold, the more the night even hotter.
"Mas, but think of the kids. They still need a mas as a father figure for them."
For six years Nina has been trying to be a good wife and mother, a good daughter-in-law, and also a good sister-in-law to the Kamal brothers. She even harbored her desire to be able to work like her other friends in order to make her household happy because she was sure only her husband who worked they would not lack material.
"I'll take care of the papers and you'll have your signature. The day after I'm off we'll go to mom and dad's house to explain everything to them" Kamal said with confidence as if he didn't care about Nina's tears.
"I'm leaving,"
Nina still chose to bend her body, she also sat on the floor with tears that continued to flow rapidly.
until the sound of a closed car door made Nina lift her head, even with her limp body, he ventured to look at the window and the light from the car lights receded towards his room and slowly disappeared from view.
Nina slumped back on the floor next to the window and she could only cry. Never imagined though in a dream though she would part with her husband.
But the words that still echoed deeply in his ears and heart seemed to awaken him that it was all over. The household she tried to build with a solid foundation in fact remained collapsed and all that remained was the fact that she was no longer the wife of Kamaludin Arifin.
From tonight, she is no longer the wife of a Kamal. And the fact that she has no experience other than being a housewife makes her more worried about her survival and her children later without a husband.
Until the sound of lightning striking along with the lights that suddenly went out made Nina stunned, her children slept in separate rooms with her.
Putting aside his crumbling heart, with his legs still shaking immediately he walked quickly with the flashlight illumination of his android phone he walked towards the room of his children who were in the side room.
When the door opened, the elder was apparently awake, he was indeed a dark phobia.
Nina immediately sat down and hugged her eldest son.
"No, baby, it'll be fine. There is a mother." said Nina while rubbing her son's back.
"Akmal is afraid of buk." Akmal tightened his embrace as if his mother was about to walk away from him as he let go of her.
"Don't be afraid, there's mom. I'll accompany brother and sister to sleep here."
Nina immediately invited her son back to sleep, she rubbed his son's back while hugging his body.
The bed was eventually used to sleep three people.
Although he was not okay but he did not want to make his children also feel the same as him at this time.
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