The Angel of Syurgaku
chapter 55

Erika's daily life is not calm because she is always supervised by nasya or her parents. He felt uncomfortable and uncomfortable. Plus seeing the nerves every day watching him smile and laugh makes him want more. He didn't know since when these feelings could arise but all he knew was that he really wanted nerves.

"do I still deserve an nerve? He's too perfect" erika muttered as she watched the nerve kiss his wife gently before heading off to work.

Erika sat alone on the balcony staring at the clear sky she was pondering all over. There was a tucked pain how messed up his heart was now. Repeatedly he thought over and over again he got an answer if he couldn't be with the nerves.

"why are we met if in the end I have to hurt huff.." erika muttered to herself.

Annasya saw erika herself in the balcony, it has been 3 weeks since erika returned from the hospital she stayed in this house although several times she attended the hearing with the nerve but nasya never allowed them both. Annasya never said much to erika. They never even got into a conversation.

Annasya thinks maybe she should get closer to her erika trying to be friends. All this time I felt unwarranted jealousy. However, she is still the wife of Naf and she knows how much she loves him and what to fear?

Annasya approached erika he gave her a glass of tea, "why daydream here?"

Erika turned her head to see nasya approaching and gave her a glass of tea, "just contemplating my fate and smallness" answered erika while turning away from nasya.

"a woman's happiness is when she can be a mother" nasya said looking straight ahead.

"yes. if you have a whole and harmonious family.." jawan erika a little cynical.

"in the meantime the verdict.." said nasya stopped swjenak.

"i know"

"what's your next plan?"

"hmm?" Erika looked at nasha confused

Annasya stared back at erika, "you're not going to stay here yet, are you? you have to plan for your future and your baby's"

"owh. yes.." answered erika bitterly. There was a sense of sadness in his heart he would not see the nerves again every day. Moreover, that smile and gentleness would definitely miss him.

"it looks like you haven't thought about it" nasya spoke in a soft tone almost drowned inaudibly

"i don't know yet maybe survive in an old contract with the rest of the savings until giving birth and returning to work at the club" said erika relaxed

"why go back to the club?"annasya asked erika because she did not know erika's way of thinking. It's not because of that club as well that he became what he is today and had a lot of difficulties.

"i'm just a graduate when I was 25 years old and want to work, especially? which can make a lot of money"

"why do you think you can have so much money? isn't getting blessed more important?"

"hahaha.." erika laughs at erika's speech making nasya confused"

"why laugh? am I wrong?"

"thank you, that's more important"

"ahhh... What if your husband betrays you then he wants to marry again? can you still be thankful?" erika tries to fish nasya

"why ga? just do not commit adultery" said nasya relaxed

Erika was silent at nasya's words. He did not expect that Nasya could this casually answer his question.

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Finally, the verdict has been conducted, alex benetton and his wife received severe punishment. This is not free from the help of Danu. There's nothing you can't do for his nephew. Danu was satisfied now that she could breathe a sigh of relief.

Erika has been daydreaming herself ever since she returned home from the trial. He was silent in his room crying, "god feels so heavy leaving the nerves. Today is my last day here. It hurt so much love clapped one hand" erika cried in silence lamenting to herself, "wait.." erika seemed to think again, "is my love clapping one hand? I have to make sure of it tonight" erika told herself.

The night is getting late Naf has not returned from the office nasya has moved from the middle room to his room performing isya prayers and teaching for a while while waiting for the return of the nerve. The clock shows at 12 pm when nasya heard the sound of the door opening. She wanted to go down but from above was seen erika hugging her nerves while crying. Nasya saw her husband who did not return her embrace but also did not try to let go.

Nasya felt his emotions were about to overflow but was held back. He went down slowly without the knowledge of the two nasya already standing under the stairs.

"Erika please let go we are not muhrim I also do not want later nasya see us and become misunderstood" said araf slowly

"just a moment raf, I want to feel your embrace before I leave" cried erika in the field of nerves

"ga may erika please understand" said araf while pressing erika's shoulder that was open because erika was wearing a kemben dress that only covered part of her body.

"why raf? am I less beautiful? less young? why are you rejecting me?" ask erika

"huh what do you mean?" tanya araf was confused to hear erika's words.

"raf me. I love you. Is there not the slightest bit of love for me to be in your heart?" erika asked in her sobs

Araf shock was unable to speak even hearing it. Without lingering he approached the two. Nasya stood behind erika, araf saw the red face nasya he knew nasya must have misunderstood the inner araf, "love you.." araf looked at his wife and wanted to approach but was held back by erika.

"why raf?" ask erika rahu

"please don't do this I have a wife and I love my wife very much. You know that" said araf while removing his hand grip erika on his wrist.

"just a little raf.." erika said as she turned toward araf and nasya, "just a little what I have not in your heart even a little bit"

"there are still a lot of men out there who are still single why should my husband?" ask nasya coldly. Araf hugged nasya

"because only your husband treats me so well" said erika half-cried, "nervice I'm sure we were met there must be a reason not possible just because of the case. Besides nasya allows you to have more than 1 wife really" erika's speech is getting out of control. I don't know what he's thinking right now.

Araf stared at nasya sighing for a moment then looked again at erika, "erika please don't misunderstand. I have no intention of having another wife. I have enough nasha. Until now I felt she was perfect no less until I had to find another woman to marry again. Come on baby we rest I'm tired" Araf pulled nasya's hand and left erika alone in the guest room with pain and tears