The Angel of Syurgaku
chapter 57

How many times I tried to say it wasn't easy

Thinking about changing?

I hope somehow I want to forget you

It is not easy to turn and leave

Then if I really mean nothing to you

Not everything I want

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Heavy rain flushed the west bandung and forced araf to dwell in the tiny house he bought for erika. Araf sat hugging the sleeping wife in his arms in the guest room. Dimeja has been provided with hot tea made by erika the owner of the house. Erika saw them so intimately. Araf was very cold while working so firmly and rarely smiled but was warm and helpful. Unlike when araf with nasya, araf will be a person who is nosy and spoiled also very spoiled his wife who turned out to be younger 3 years than araf.

Now erika understands the status of nasya the owner of a large company managed by araf he is nothing. Erika was envious of nasya why her life was so perfect she was beautiful, genius, sublime and of course rich and even very rich. While he dreams of belonging to the araf and competing with the nasya? That's the impossible. Annasya singodiredjo she owns everything is nothing when compared to him. Who's erika? he is just a poor man without parents and relatives who are now being helped by the nasya by being given decent shelter and effort. Is it worth it that he wishes more to the husband of the woman who has helped him? He felt disgusted at himself.

"How can I get rid of this feeling, all knowing it's not easy for me to fall in love and face all this, I guess I should know myself better. I alone made it difficult to let go" the turbulent inner erika he sighed deeply releasing the fatigue that had filled his head.

"mas hasn't stopped, has it? I was so sleepy" the spoiled voice of nasya sounded raucous as it said spoiled words to her husband.

"patience baby, do you want to go back to the hotel now? I'll drive carefully" said Awraf, hugging his wife. Erika was embarrassed that she turned the other way.

"ga ah mas danger" said spoiled nasya

"i'll prepare the room for you to rest. You can rest in the room while waiting for the rain to subside" Erika stood up to the room behind her. Araf nodded his head and smiled briefly at erika.

"please don't give me that smile. I won't be able to" erika's inner self then left.

Araf really knows nasya will not be able to stand if it rains he will definitely continue to sleepy. I don't know princess sleep nasya syndrome will recur when the rain falls heavily. Wherever there is nasya will be very sleepy if the rain falls heavily.

Finished tidying erika's room out, "her room drafts are ready" said erika.

Araf looked up, "thank you erika" Araf immediately carried his wife to the room and laid her down. The release of his wife's veil to make her breathe more freely. Araf looked at the peaceful face of his sleeping wife. Gently clothed the entire part on that face.

He seemed to miss a moment of peace without problems when he was with his wife. It's been a long time since he felt this. Long pecked annasya cheeks that are still asleep do not feel disturbed by the behavior of the nerves. Enfolded head nasya laid on his chest, "my dear pardon who often hurts you, thank you for your patience love me. When everyone blames me, thank you for supporting me" said Awraelan.

Erika who saw that from behind the door could only endure the crying. It felt tight and painful inside. Erika walked up and ran to her room. Sobbing sobbed up the annoyance in his heart.

"why should this hurt god.please remove this sense of torment.." cried erika she also buried her face in the pillow.

"don't you guys want breakfast?" erika asked nasya and araf.

"let's have breakfast on the street. We have to go home soon to my work is still a lot. Nasya also tomorrow has started college" explained araf

"owh yeah have been careful you are on the road" said erika who is taken by nasya and araf.

"nasya.." call erika nasya turn to erika. Erika ran and hugged nasya, "pardon me" erika hugged nasya and cried.

"yes" nasya answered briefly. He doesn't know what else to say.

"ayo dear" said Awra after erika took off her embrace on nasya.

After they left erika alone in the house, Erika cried because she felt lonely. He's gonna start his new life here. Start better hopefully.

Erika opened her phone looking at the wallpaper of her phone there was a photo of the nerve that she had secretly stolen, "if this sense does not want to go let it stay here for you. I'll still love you my way" Erika stroked the phone in her hand.

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"mas I laper.." nasya said spoiled to her husband.

"yes baby we look for resto first yes" answered araf while looking right left. Nasya nodded as well.

"mas..."

"hmm?"

"if she's alone where else is she pregnant is she gonna be all right?"

"why do you think? He's an adult, and he's not a kid anymore. He has to be more independent and organize his life more for the future" said araf explained.

"after all I have asked his son bi tini to help him clean the house and help him to give birth" continued Rahaf.

"you're very detailed when you're helping people"

Araf smiled at his wife, "if you want to nolong it can not be half-and-half" said araf who was taken by nasya.

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Arriving in Jakarta araf immediately laid himself on the mattress. Unlike the nasya who went to the bathroom immediately washed themselves. Nasha threw her body down on the side of the nerve without taking off her bath kimono. The body feels exhausting. Araf who saw his wife immediately closed after taking a bath understood if the nasya was very tired. Even though it rained yesterday he fell asleep for a long time until the morning.

Araf drew nasya's hand and put nasya's head on his lap. He damaged his nasya hair with a towel attached to the head of the nasya, "his hair was cold first pity later in the wind" said Naraf to his wife who had closed his eyes.

Without opening my eyes in a soft voice, Nasya replied, "i'm tired of trying. My body feels falling out tau" Nasya tilted his body with his head still in the lap of the nerve.

Araf smiled at the spoiled behavior of his wife who was already very exhausted like him. After half dry the nerves put the head of the nasal is cushioned and justify the position of his sleep. After that Iraf went to the bathroom flushed his body which was also very tired because of driving alone from leaving to go home to Jakarta. Finished the nerve bath lying on the side of the nasya.