THE BEFORE WE DONE
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Ryu was crying, from earlier he was strong sucking Asi on Ayla, but already a few days Asi Ayla reduced and from last night did not even come out.

So that makes Ryu dissatisfied and continue to feel hungry.

"Re.. How's this?" Ayla asked who kept panicking.

Regan no longer sees Ayla who is usually calm, since Nanda left, Ayla just panicked and could not calm down. Ayla's change is very drastic in the eyes of Regan who already knows Ayla from adolescence.

"Yes.." Regan clasped Ayla's hand after giving Ryu to her nanny.

"I'm not going out anymore, Re." Ayla looked desperate and crying.

Regan pulls Ayla into her arms.

"Already, Ay. We'll change formula milk first."

Ayla kept crying, "I'm not a good mother to Ryu, Re. I'm sorry."

Regan rubs Ayla's back, "It's okay Ay, you've tried well, you're the best mother for Ryu, Ryu must be proud to have a mother like you."

Asi Ayla's drag problem is because Ayla is too stressed to think about Nanda. So that it affects the hormones, what else is Ayla's diet that becomes irregular.

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One month already Nanda was in this country, he enjoyed the days by planting flowers and plants in the yard of his house.

No more tears on his cheeks, Nanda continued to busy himself with all his activities. Although on the sidelines Nanda's mind recalls Ayla and Regan, when she was lonely, she remembered Disya and Ryu, even every night was overshadowed by Pras's face.

"This is Nanda's right, don't think about them anymore. They live happily, I must be happy too." Nanda murmured while cutting the leaves on a broken flower stalk.

Nanda went back inside the house, washing his hands in the kitchen sink.

Hoekkk.. Hoekkk..

Instantly Nanda felt nauseous when he smelled the aroma of cooking spices that were being sauteed by the waiter at the house.

Nanda who was still in the sink immediately vomited his stomach contents.

The servant who was still a country with Nanda immediately approached Nanda and helped with his nape.

"What kind of baby cook? Why does it smell so bad." Nanda said while washing his mouth.

"Babies cook as they usually do Non."

Suddenly Nanda remembered something, "Am I pregnant? I haven't had my period yet. But there's no way, I'm in trouble, there's no way pregnant." Inner Nanda.

But he recalled the last few days Nanda felt very tired quickly.

Nanda didn't want to guess. He immediately took the coat and headed to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test kit.

Nanda bought three different tespacks, he immediately tried them all when he got home.

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"Oh my God.." Nanda cried to see the three testpacks.

"Should I regret it? or should I thank him?" Nanda said on the sidelines of her cries.

"Lord, did you give me a child so I wouldn't live alone after Papa left and I left them?"

Nanda was still crying, he was really happy, he accepted his destiny, at least he was not alone living in this world, he thought.

Nanda lowered her head and rubbed her stomach, "Hi, I'm your Mommy. I promise I'll take care of you too. Live and grow in my heart, until the time comes for you to be born into the world." Nanda said to her fetus.

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"Daddy didn't drop Disya off at school?" Ask Disya.

"I'm sorry Dad, honey. Daddy's not feeling well." Pras replied that it had been one week to feel something different with his body.

Disya pursed her lips. "When did Mommy come home? She wants to go to school with Mommy." Disya disappointedly left Pras' room and left the door open.

Pras' memory returns on the night they spent time together.

"Aren't you afraid that I'm going to be a kebablasan?"

Nanda shrugged his shoulders, "Well, you will marry me."

"Aren't you afraid I'm running?" Ask Pras by raising one thing.

Nanda laughed, "Before you run, I will run away first."

The shadow of the memory of Nanda's words kept spinning in Pras' mind, even Pras often dreamed of the incident in his dreams and Pras woke up in a state of regret.

"Stupid.. I'm a fool, why don't I realize it?" Pras then rubbed his hair back.

"Nanda, I'm sorry. Forgive stupidity. Come home Nanda, I love you so much."

Pras yelled frustrated in his room.

Irwan who happened to pass through Pras' room heard it, he really felt guilty to Pras, if he was not selfish, maybe his two children would not be hurt like this.

Even since that incident, Pras and Ayla only talked as necessary to Irwan, no more warmth and laughter in the house.

By noon, Linda went into Pras' room to see Pras' condition.

"How are you doing Pras, what are you feeling?"

"Prince stomach nausea, Mam. Pras' head is also dizzy."

"Ck, you're like a man cravings. Which woman are you hamili?" Ledek Linda's.

Linda's words made Pras freeze.

"When Elena was pregnant with Disya, you were also the one who craved, you said it was a sympathetic pregnancy, the present is like that? Do you have a lover and then you impregnate him? or are you outside?"

"Sirland..." The murmur of Pras heard by Linda.

Linda rounded her eyes. "You impregnated Nanda?" Screeched Linda.

Pras turned to Linda, "Is Nanda pregnant Mam?" Ask Pras.

"Oh my goodness Pras.." Linda patted her own forehead. "Have you fucked Nanda?" Ask Linda full of questions.

Pras nodded.

"Oh my God, forgive my son." Then Linda hit Pras' back. "Why do you hurt a child that well, Pras. Mommy doesn't think about you."

Ayla who heard a rowdy sound from Pras' room immediately came to him.

"Mommy what's going on?" Ask Ayla.

Linda stopped the punch of her jaw on the first child.

"Your mother is Han, she impregnated Nanda."

"Manda? Has Nanda met?" Ayla asked expectantly.

Linda looked at Ayla, "Not yet, Han."

"Well, you know where Nanda's pregnant?" Ayla paused for a moment then she realized one thing, "Would you be pregnant? How could? Who's got Nanda?" Tanya Ayla.

Ayla's eyes stared intently at Pras, "Did Mas ever touch Nanda?"

"Well, we did it like each other, there's no compulsion, and I'll marry her." Pras tried to explain.

"Married her? While Mas himself did not defend Nanda when Papi was so evil to Nanda."

Pras sighed.

"Why should Nanda Mas? Although Nanda was not a girl anymore, but Mas did not deserve it like that to Nanda. It's very Nanda, Mas. He alone endured all this." Ayla's body slumped to the floor, she sat on the floor crying for Nanda whom she had not yet found.

***

Five months after Nanda's disappearance, Ayla can't help herself anymore, Ayla looks for Robi's departure, she will ask Robi even though Ayla knows what answer Robi will give.

Robi himself knows the condition of Nanda is currently pregnant with six months of pregnancy.

"Oh..." Robi welcomes Ayla.

Without Robi guessing, Ayla immediately knelt in front of Robi.

"Well, why are you, Stand up. Don't be like this."

Ayla sobbed, "I beg Brother, tell me where Nanda is, I'll go crazy if it goes on like this."

"Well, understand, Nanda still wants to be alone."

Ayla shook her head, "Should I die in front of Robi's sister?" Ayla took out the folding knife she was carrying and pointed it at her own neck.

"Ayla." Pekik Robi's.

"Tell me, brother. I beg you."

"Well, don't be like this, you're just keeping Mr. Aryo's message."

"Papa said that because Papa was afraid I would hurt Nanda, I wouldn't hurt Nanda Kak, I love Nanda so much, I beg you, Brother, tell me where Nanda is."

"Well, take off the knife, brother will tell you." Persuade Robi.

"Well, tell me where Nanda is, and I'll take this knife off."

Robi sighed, thinking she should break her promise and tell Ayla where Nanda is. Robi also has no heart to Ayla, Ayla often comes to him and continues to ask Robi, and this time Ayla looks very chaotic, maybe the longing for Nanda is no longer able to be restrained.

"Aye.. Sorry Brother still can not tell where Nanda is because Brother has promised Mr. Aryo, but Brother can bring you together. I think this is the solution, even though you're going to scold me." Robi said she remembered every message Ramli could not tell Nanda whereabouts.

"How is it?" Ask Ayla.

"Two weeks later Brother is getting married, Brother invited Nanda and Nanda said he would try to come."

Ayla seemed to think.

"Sister use your WO services, you can standby waiting for Nanda and hopefully Nanda does come."

"Son't you lie to me?" Ask Ayla.

"Just ask Tias, your personal assistant who holds your EO responsibilities, he's in charge of the big sister show, your sister's future wife's name is Marsha."

Ayla seemed to think, a month ago she was discussing with Tias and Doni for the wedding of her client named Marsha. Slowly Ayla lowered her hand and put the knife back into the bag.

"But don't tell Irwan Budianto's family, whoever it is."

"Is Nanda pregnant?" Ask Ayla.

Robi scrunched her forehead, "You know that, Ay?"

"So is Nanda pregnant?"

Robi lowered her face, "Your mother is pregnant and that's your older sister's son, Ay."

"Nanda must have felt devastated" Lirih Ayla.

"You're wrong, Ay. Nanda is very happy. Nanda has a purpose in life."

"Can't I just meet Nanda now, sister? I'm so eager to hug Nanda."

"Well, don't force Big Brother to break Brother's promise to the late Mr. Aryo."

"Did I look evil Brother, so Papa Aryo thinks I'd hurt Nanda?"

"You're so nice Ay, you're the nicest woman you've ever known, unfortunately you're just in love with Regan." Robi tried to dilute that tense atmosphere with a little joking.

Robi laughed, then said back. "Pak Aryo was just scared, Irwan Budianto avenged him. You don't know how scary Irwan Budianto was in the past."

Ayla silently stared.

"Even when Mr. Aryo has nothing because of your father, he still metawatmu well, Ay. he does not let you lack anything even though you are in foster care. Including the milk you drink, the same kind as the milk Nanda drank. He never differentiates you." Robi keeps telling Aryo the kindness.

"Papa Aryo is my hero." Ayla Mumbled. "And Nanda is the sister I have to take care of after Papa's absence."

Robi looks at Ayla, Ayla is indeed an angelic hearted woman, Robi actually does not have the heart to tell Ayla a lie.

"Son will meet you with nanda, I promise you, Ay."

Ayla smiled, at least she felt relieved because Nanda was in Robi's protection.

Ayla impatiently waits for the time to meet Nanda, wanting to hug Nanda and scold her for leaving Ayla and making Ayla almost crazy for her.

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