
Episode 144: Let me be a part of your life?
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"Darling ... if I say you're innocent at all, your heart's wounds and your guilt definitely won't go away,"
"So ... I decided to find another way, do you know ... if you are now pregnant with our child?"
"If you want to pay off the guilt that you shouldn't have done, what if you paid it off by looking after me and our future baby ...."
Adam loosened his embrace for a moment, he grabbed his wife's chin and spoke very softly.
She wanted to tell Alice if she was pregnant and bring a new life.
Adam knew if he just said the word as before, saying if Alice was completely innocent definitely Alice would not be able to accept it.
Alice's heart was very fragile, she could not let go of guilt, but perhaps with words from Adam, Alice would slowly be able to forgive herself.
Although in fact, Alice is not at all wrong, it's just that her conscience can not accept all the facts she just knew.
"Deg ... Deg ... Deg!"
Alice's heart suddenly beat so hard, she froze for a moment and her tears began to dry up.
Like spring coming after winter, guilt, pain and feelings of emptiness and emptiness are like finding its light again.
The thumping heart was beating so fast, and the cries of horror were gradually disappearing.
His eyes were opened again, his heart was warm again and he could see how big the shoulder of the man that shaded and protected him was.
And now he is bringing new life into the world.
The word curse as if dead in him, he brought new life and it was a blessing not a curse.
"Ha .. pregnant?"
"I ... pregnant?" Alice tried to ask more clearly.
With a trembling tone of voice and a gaze that came back to life.
Adam smiled cheerfully after seeing the change of his wife, the presence of their future baby was like a blessing that turned a broken and frozen heart.
"Yes ... baby .. we're going to have a child, you're going to be a mother and I'm going to be a father, so. .. From today on you're going to start the hassles of taking care of us,"
"There is no time to remember and be sad because of the past that made us suffer,"
"In the future we will be preoccupied with our children ...."
"Are you willing to take care of us? this husband of yours and our future son?"
"We may trouble you .. We may get up late, throw towels in bed, throw shoes randomly and much more ...."
"Do you want to do that with me? we'll have a whole family ..."
"It's time to be happy for us baby ..."
Adam who is a husband who is very much looking forward to the presence of his baby candidate tries to give a picture of his family later.
Trying to give you an idea of how Alice will become a wise but chatty mother.
"Deg ... Deg ... Deg!"
Alice's heart was racing and excited.
The life that she carries in her, gives her a hope and her loving husband gives her abundant love and affection.
Why would he be sad again if he already had everything now.
Why cry for and regret the unfair life cycle first, if he can fix everything in his family later.
"I'm .. I'm going to be a wife and mother who makes you proud, I'm sorry .. but I also want to ask for your approval,"
"Are you willing to teach me more? I want to know more so that I can teach our children later,"
"I also want to live and have a family, I want to be a proud wife for you ...."
Alice did the same.
Although the two were married from the beginning, they realized that they had never asked each other for permission.
Ask permission to look after each other, love and be the best version of themselves.
And it is happening right now, both of them who have soft and big hearts, declaring how much they want to fill each other's lives from them.
This is no longer just about love but a hope and a goal that is in harmony, both of them are destined to be together long ago.
"Of course I want to, why are you following my words? didn't you know I was worried about you?"
"I'm afraid you won't be able to forgive yourself when you're not wrong at all!"
"From today on stop blaming yourself, if you dare to do so I will punish you every day!"
Now that Adam found out, his wife began to calm down and tried to forgive herself for the presence of their future baby.
Adam immediately nagged again, he did not like to see Alice crying and blamed himself.
"I'm going to copy everything from you, you too .. Why get hurt? I'm worried too,"
Adam and Alice started nagging each other, but hugged each other very tightly.
Like letting go of the past and trying to forgive all the pain they felt first.
It may take some time until they can forgive everything, but all is possible because they have opened their hearts and leaned on each other's shoulders.
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"Huaaaa ...."
Haley and the real Sazu had been listening to Adam and Alice's conversation crying out loud as well.
Can't stem the sense of being moved and proud of their hearts.
They were listening to a conversation just to keep the two of them from starting each other.
But Haley instead listened to the happy news as well as how her Boss and Alice both loved each other.
And their love is like true love that is not real.
"Bos ... My little brother, you guys are so great and you guys are so compatible with each other ... Huaoo!"
Haley cried even more loudly, making Adam and Alice who had finished the crying scene only see with eyes flickering.
"Haley .. don't cry, we have to give private time to them, let's go ..."
Sazu who said in a trembling voice tried to pull Haley's hand, but she herself had shed tears.
But trying to cover up in a way was about to bring Haley out.
"Hummm ..." Adam chuckles little, he is also grateful to have brothers like Kai, Sazu, Black and Haley.
"When you also cried .." cried Adam looking at Sazu whose tears had also flooded.
"I .. I didn't cry, this is because I was dust ...." Sazu who did not admit to herself was also crying instead looked adorable.
While Haley who knew Sazu was also crying looking in shock at Sazu.
As long as they knew this was the first time Sazu had cried.
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