
"This time...what else is my fault?"
My first day after I was released from custody, I kicked my mother out of the house. Even my name was removed from the family list because the incident damaged my mother's surname.
And...
My father is gone because of my mistake.
I really suck.
It was a lonely night, I had no purpose to go to.
Am I destined to live a homeless life on the side of the road?
Actually, what the hell was my fault all this time?
Ever since that incident, I was suddenly accused of kidnapping people's children and harming the owner of the car.
"I don't understand...." My sadness.
There was no rain that night. I just walked withered and cried a little.
Without me knowing it, someone followed me.
I don't remember it, because I just remembered and felt that someone hit me on the shoulder with a stick and fell unconscious.
As soon as I realized, I was in a luxurious room. It confuses me, why I'm in this dark room.
"What's ter-" I fell silent.
"Huh?"
My face was panicked and conscious while examining my body.
"Since when...?"
My clothes came off, only the blanket covered my shell.
What really happened ?
And again to my surprise is...
A man sleeps beside me.
"W-what?"
Although this room is dark, but the small lamp next to this mattress is still on. So I can see this mood. Quickly, I put on my clothes.
My plan was to escape immediately.
But, this confused me.
How can I fall asleep in bed with a man?
"Where else is he wearing nothing." My inner.
"What should I do?"
The room light was on, it made me surprised I had no chance of escape.
"Where is this..."
I was surprised, the sleeping man clasped one of my hands.
As if the handle was asking me for help.
"Huh?"
Two women came into the room and caught myself with a man I didn't recognize at all.
"What the fuck?!!" Exclaim motherly woman with luxurious makeup.
Even his body shape is very slim compared to my thin self does not contain.
I fell silent and immediately released my hand from the man's grasp.
The two women approached me with angry and disappointed faces. What's more, the beautiful girl slapped me in the face.
I received that great slap again.
"What the fuck are you!"
I feel like this beautiful girl in front of me is like acting. There were no tears or disappointments etched on that face.
"How dare you sleep with my future husband!" Reciprocity.
"What's? Husband-to-be?" I just found out, that man was her future husband.
Is that really true? I'm afraid this is a lie trying to frame me again.
"You don't know, my daughter is Miss Ying, the leader of the great nobility in this city." The woman beside him.
It seems like she is the mother of a girl named Ying.
"I don't know what's going on here, I'm suddenly in this room and-"
"Don't lie! You tried to escape, right?!"
It's the second accusation, I feel it again.
Does that mean I'm back in jail ?
The sleeping man had already woken up, he got up wearing his shirt. Slowly sit in his wheelchair.
He can't walk?
"Sir Ju, I'm sorry.I can't continue our marriage."
"However, once you betray a noble's daughter, you've ruined my daughter's name!"
Both of them looked disappointed, but I didn't see that feeling. It was as if they were betraying the man.
Waitie?
"Ying Xi ?"
Ying looked at me warily, I felt familiar with that name.
"You..-"
He slapped me to avoid my words.
"You're just a woman who doesn't know yourself!" While pulling my hair.
"I didn't do anything! So don't just accuse me without proof!" My annoyance.
I responded by pushing him, but it was so hard that he hit his head and bled.
My hands are shaking, "no. It's not my fault."
The man clasped my hand again with a gaze that meant that I should go with him from this place.
Of course, I hurried to take the man with me away from that place.
"Ying xi ?!" His mother panicked and immediately asked for help.
And he didn't forgive me for hurting his daughter.
Is this my fault ?
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I am so grateful and relieved to have escaped the two women. And that man is still with me, right now we are in front of the hotel.
"This..where?" I'm a senile street business.
A car stopped on the road, then a man in a neat suit approached the man with me.
"Sir Ju, are you okay ?" He was really worried about his master.
I didn't interfere too much, "I think it's safe, I have to go." My intentions.
My lips trembled and it was hard to say goodbye because the trauma of my fear was still left in my mind.
So I chose to leave that place.
"Wait a minute." Said the man in the suit.
My steps fell silent and slowly turned to look at the two men.
"Mr Ju wants to talk to you." Reciprocity.
"What?"
I approached him again, my face a little surprised to see the condition of the man sitting in a wheelchair.
He was completely paralyzed, but I never heard him speak.
The man took a book and pen from the driver and wrote something down.
Then show me,
(You okay ? )
I was surprised to round my eyes, "Huh?"
"He can't talk either ?" My inner.
"U-uhm.I'm fine." Answer me.
He wrote again.
(You're not okay.)
I fell silent, how could this disabled man know of my poor condition.
(You remember the incident 2 years ago?)Β continued.
"How did you know that ?"
(Because you were innocent at the time and accused. )
My body is stiff, it is very difficult to avoid this man's words.
I want to forget that suffering.
The man was still writing and showing it to me.
(it hurts, doesn't it? )
(I'd really like to see you.)
My eyes were trembling and teary, why is this man asking about the incident? As if he knew what I was feeling at the time.
Who is he really ?
Does God know everything ?
"Why?"
(Because you were innocent then. )
I was glued and felt unfair. My anger was so upset that my eyes hurt and my tears dripped.
"Stop that shit!"
"Don't act like you know everything!"
I understood very well that this man before me was looking at me with great pity.
But, I was worried that gaze was a lie.
"It's true, I was involved and accused of causing the incident, I. I don't understand why those people agreed to accuse me."
(I'm also stuck like you.) she replied
"uh? What's?"
Even though he's trying to make me believe him. I was a little selfish in my own decision.
"Are you trying to fool me too ?"
I fell to my knees and cried, "i'm sick of it. I'm tired.I want to die and even.I'm-I'm-"
It seems like my lips are not strong enough to speak, I am really tired of undergoing my suffering.
Starting from bullying in Junior High School to High School, because of that I chose to stop and work. Since then, the Ayaka clan treated me like trash including my family.
I'm honestly fed up and tired.
When does this suffering end ?
I cried bitterly with my face down. One of the man's hands touched my head, then rubbed gently.
This was the first time I felt a warmth that calmed me down.
"Sorry.I have to go." I wiped my tears and got up to prepare to leave.
It's not supposed to be me crying sobbing in front of a man I don't recognize.
However, the man was only able to grab my hand to prevent me from leaving.
He wrote something for me.
(if you miss this opportunity, then you'll be alone forever. )
I gently brushed it off, then let out a long sigh then looked at her.
"Should I trust you ?"
(You should trust me, I'm just a victim.)
Victim ? What does that mean ?
Did she experience the same thing as me?
(You're already a child with me and I should marry you. )
"What?"
That's right, I've been with this guy for being framed. However, I'm not so sure.
Should I marry him ?
"Wait? It's proposal...?"
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