
In the shadow of Ara again remembered, moments together with Jodi.
During this time Jodi always protects Ara, meet all her needs, her affection and love is felt in the days of Ara, all feel sincere from her heart.
For that reason, Ara slowly starts to put her heart on him, because Ara feels Jodi is a man who sincerely loves her regardless of Ara's status.
But now that Ara loved her so much, Jodi just left and married another woman.
Ara's heart felt torn to see the name of the bride on the invitation, clearly written the name Jodi Heswari and also a prewedding photo attached there.
Jodi is seen wearing a suit, hugging a woman wearing a wedding dress, the woman is seen from abroad her white skin and yellowish hair show her as a tourist.
he married.then what is the meaning of the letter that he had sent me.He said we have to wait a year to get married.time the conditions given by his father to get blessing...time to test our love.I've tried to set my heart, keep it and always be loyal to it. But what he does now...leaving me alone with the love that has grown in my heart...
inwardly Ara, her body was now already rested on the floor, her tears flowing profusely from the tip of her eyes.
"Ara..don't cry like this..ayo enter first.we'll see if it's really from Jodi..."
said Nura trying to help Ara get up from the floor.
"Is this photo not enough as proof.he betrayed me. He left me Nura...."
said Ara still with her sobbing.
Nura also saw the photo displayed on the invitation and it is true that the photo of Jodi with other women is in it.
Unable to say anything more, now Nura hugged Ara tightly trying to calm Ara as much as she could.
to hell with love..he doesn't really love me..he redeemed me reasoned to make me his wife.he said I'm his woman.I'm his life choice...that's what he always said.but all just a mere joke.he lied to me.. Even just 3 months running he has tethered his love to others....I am not a special woman for anyone. I am destined to be alone....
inner Ara while continuing to cry in Nura's embrace.
"Ara come on. I'll take you to the room.."
nura said while guiding Ara, Nura also shed tears, she could not bear to see Ara who loved Jodi so much was crying because Jodi who suddenly married another woman.
Having arrived at Ara's room, Nura went down again and took Ara a glass of water to calm her down.
"Drink Ara so you can calm down..."
Nura said while thrusting a glass of water at Ara.
"Why did he leave me Nura..I love him so much.I miss him so much.I can't even live without him Nura..."
said Ara with tears that kept welling up on her cheeks.
"Patience to Ara.Perhaps he is not a good match for you.His parents do not agree with you right.if you continue this relationship, it will not be fair to you Ara..and it's gonna make you more tormented later..."
said Nura who had shed tears, her mouth seemed not to want to say what was on her mind, but her heart increasingly did not want to make Ara continue to hope that later would make Ara hurt.
"I'm a despicable woman.I don't deserve to be with anyone..."
said Ara now instead of banging herself.
"Enough Ara is enough.don't hurt yourself like that.Sorry I didn't mean to say that.I just don't want you to be too hopeful with Ara...if he's your soul mate, he shouldn't have left you for whatever reason..."
"I know Nura.indeed rich people like them like to do their best...Jodi's been playing me. She doesn't really love me..."
That morning, Nura continued to make Ara not to hope anymore with Jodi. He continues to convince Ara that Ara can look for another man who is better than Jodi. Nura also continues to encourage Ara not to fall because of her current situation.
Until late in the afternoon Nura had just left from Ara's house, she made sure Ara had calmed down to give Ara a meal and waited for her to fall asleep, Nura did not want Ara who was in a state of slumped to dark eyes and did things that were dangerous for her.
That night Ara just woke up from her sleep, she opened her eyes slowly, her eyes felt sore and sore because all day too hard to work to shed tears.
He looked around again, he did not find Nura there. He glimpsed the plates and glasses he ate before falling asleep earlier.
His eyes then began to be fixed on an invitation lying on the bed sheet.
Ara took the invitation again, not feeling her tears trickling back when reading Jodi Heswari's name there.
"He really left me..."
ara said softly in her cry.
Ara looked again at the photo of the woman next to Jodi.
"You're the woman of her choice.You're lucky to have Jodi in your life..."
Ara said again, while stroking Jodi's photo.
Ara closed her eyes, as if she was feeling every touch she had ever received from Jodi. The gentle treatment, the warm embrace and everything Jodi had done to her seemed to be parading in her mind. His tears flowed more and more as the shadow was lost to change with Jodi who was overnight with the woman in the invitation photo.
In the shadow of Ara both are enjoying the first night of love, which makes Ara's heart feel broken to pieces the pain even very real she feels.
With a quick movement Ara who was still filled with disappointment and wounds in her heart, tore the invitation card into pieces, then she threw the invitation into the trash.
His tears stopped, now changed with a turmoil of anger in his heart, anger because it had been betrayed.
Ara cleaned herself up, then picked a short dress and put it on, Ara dressed up as beautifully as possible, then immediately drove away in her car.
He continues to race with his anger, his disappointment continues to make him drive in no direction. Until he arrived at a club, Ara then parked his car carelessly and entered the club.
He booked a private place on the top floor, a VIP place at a fairly expensive price. Ara now seemed unable to think normally, which was on her mind right now she just wanted to make herself calm no matter how much money she was going to spend. Ara even used the remaining savings to just comfort her who was lost again, because of her love that now will be in the possession of other women.
Having been at the VIP table he ordered a few bottles of wine and snacks for her.
Ara gulped down the wines with a feeling of unworthiness, anger, sadness, disappointment all into one, to the point that she could no longer express herself. Ara was now gulping down wine with tears running down her cheeks, she was also seen flailing the table in front of her, sometimes ruffling her coarse hair.
"Why do I always see you here with the same circumstances.you always cry.Why is this where you vent your sorrow Ara..."
said Haris who was suddenly in front of Ara.
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