The Complicated Destiny of Tamara the Night Woman
The story of Lilia

The shadow of Lilia instantly recalled in the night, where she left Ara in an orphanage.

That night she was allowed to go home by the hospital after various examinations of her body after giving birth.

Her body was already in a normal state, but the pain of giving birth was still reflected in her mind.

He was packing all the things he was carrying.

auuh.sick shit...

inner Aisyah who still feels pain because of the stitches in the sensitive part. She gave birth that day normally and got a few stitches afterwards.

Not finished packing her things, a nurse entered her room holding a baby.

"Are you really Miss Ayesha.."

"Yes...."

"This is your baby mistress..."

said the nurse while thrusting the baby who was in her cradle.

she's so pretty...In the circumstances where you are. Our child has been perfectly born. I hope you come soon...

inner Aisyah while looking at her baby with tears that began to wet her cheeks.

He remembered the sweet promises his lover had made to him. Promise never to leave her, promise will remain faithful to her, promise to always be together and marry her soon.

But now as if all had been lost, Aisha's trust in the lover began to fade because she who has been missing for the last 2 months just swallowed the earth.

Yes Dimas never again met and contacted Aisyah. Aisyah had even looked for the lover in the boarding house they used to meet, the boarding house where Dimas lived but never Aisyah saw the figure of her lover there.

The owner of the boarding house even said that the lover had never come there again, there was not much information that could be obtained by Aisyah. He only finds out that Dimas is a regional boy, Dimas himself confesses that he works at a restaurant as a waiter.

For this reason, when Aisyah asked Dimas to immediately account for her actions that had made her pregnant, she reasoned that economic factors were the main reason.

Dimas said he did not want Aisyah and her son to live with difficulties, especially Dimas as a regional child who every month had to send some money for the lives of his parents in the village, that was the reason that made Aisyah believe and allowed Dimas to buy time to marry her immediately.

Dimas reasoned he wanted to find a decent job and also build a place to live for the two of them before Dimas actually married Lilia.

But now left a mere promise, 2 months before the birth of his son Dimas just disappeared without a trace, Aisyah tried to find him but there was no news of him.

Until now Aisyah has given birth to her first child alone without anyone accompanying her.

Aisyah walked in a daze holding a baby that night. The pain he was feeling was as if it was unfeeling, invincible with his chaotic mind.

how should I support a baby if I am still in trouble like this...Dimas is actually where you are....

inner Aisyah while continuing to walk.

His money has been drained to pay for the maternity, Aisyah does not have a penny at this time, she goes home to her boarding house on foot.

Once in his mind, he wanted to go home to his father who was in the village, he wanted to start living there with his baby.

but what will be said by the father later.I came home with a baby without a husband.I will definitely only embarrass the father there...

Inner Aisha, she knew her father loved her very much, she would definitely forgive this one act of Asiyah and allow Aisha to stay with him. But Aisyah would not forgive herself if her father had to bear the title of bad parent because of all her deeds.

Aisyah also gave up her intention to return to the village, she continued to walk down the narrow alleys to her boarding house which was still a few KM away.

His footsteps finally stopped in front of an orphanage. He looked again at the sleeping baby in his cradle, staring at the parlour building and his son repeatedly.

That night Aisyah decided to put the baby in the orphanage.

Forgive me son..mom promised one day will definitely pick you up again here after I can meet your needs.mom will work hard for you...

In haste he walked timidly and someone saw him and rebuked him. On the way home, he remembered.

how can I find my son if I leave nothing for him, not even his name... I don't even have any valuables...

Aisyah also remembered that she had a jade specially made by her father for her.

the stone.yes.the stone is my only precious possession.I'm sorry, brother Alma....

Aisyah went home and took her jade and walked back to the orphanage in a hurry, she was afraid that the parlour would find out where her son was and take him. But when he got there, it turned out that the baby was still in his place, the baby was even still asleep.

Aisyah quickly put the jade right next to the baby, and she immediately hid behind the bushes to keep an eye on the baby if it was accepted by the owner. Asiyah was afraid that someone else would take her baby.

Long in wait behind the bush, the baby finally cried and woke up the owner of the parlor. A middle-aged woman came out and immediately carried the baby, before she brought the baby inside she looked in all directions, making sure no one was out there.

Seeing her baby being brought in by the owner of the orphanage, Aisyah was relieved and sad, she cried there, feeling guilty for leaving an innocent baby in an orphanage.

"I'm sorry mom.Sometimes you'll pick you up again.we'll see you later..."

aisyah said as she walked away from the parlour.

After that night, Aisyah changed her name to Lilia. He did not want to have the name Aisyah anymore because it had been considered that name only brought bad luck to him.

Lilia is really working hard, she even works in 2 different workplaces. Morning as a self-service watchman and night as a restaurant waiter. From there he hopes to soon have a home and live properly. He wanted to take the child and take care of her.

That night when Lilia was working as a waitress in a restaurant, from a distance as wild as she saw the figure of a person she knew well.

Lilia squinted her eyes, she caught that the figure was Dimas the lover as well as the father of her child.

"Dimas.it's Dimas..."

lilia said she wanted to walk over but her steps stopped because she saw Dimas with a woman and a boy, walking and getting into a luxury car.

Lilia's hands clenched strongly upon hearing the affectionate mention for the woman before Dimas.

so all this time he's had a wife and kids....

inner Lilia disappointed, her eyes look teary.That night Lilia could not see clearly the face of the wife of her lover.

From then on Lilia had completely forgotten the figure of the lover she loved, her love immediately turned to hate after knowing that he was a married man. Lilia clearly did not want to damage the household of others because of her ego alone. She would rather struggle alone to take her child even without a husband.

Until now, Lilia had only learned that Dimas was just a pseudonym. Lilia still remembered the line of the face of Dimas the man she had loved so much. And he was the Emir who was none other than the husband of Rianti, the woman he saw that night.

His anger was now burning exactly as he had felt that night.

"So he's my real father..."

said Ara whimpering who disperse Lilia's daydreams of her past.

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