
"Do I do not deserve to be destined to be happy why the fate of suffering that I experienced is this big, I have not been able to live happily welcoming our future baby. Wh why? Again and again this suffering is present why?"
Walking with slow steps turned his body and leaned against one of the walls. Then slowly his body began to slump down because he no longer knew in what way he could support his body which was quite weak.
Lord. Servant will not complain if the fate of the happiness of the Servant is destined like this, but I only ask one request for help ..please encourage the servant to live this very painful servant life. Please ..give him a chance to live his life longer please.
Tears that could not stop anymore and continued to wet both of his cheeks. Crying with a hiccup Resya does not care if someone sees it. Because he knew the more tears he shed would be able to make the wound more painful if he did not immediately throw it away.
Lean and cry as much as possible by hiding the look of his face from both folds of his hands. Someone had silently seen it. But seeing him, one can only say.
"You calm down, Resya, I will restore the happiness that he almost seized. I promise I will unite you even if I have to suffer this wound myself?"
A word that finally came out of someone's mouth. Seen from the look of his face if there is a very deep sincerity emanated from a person.
Sitting daydreaming as his eyes were seen enjoying the view at the park near the hospital. Resya approached him shortly.
"Jeez Richard I've been looking everywhere for you you've been here. What are you waiting for here? Are you waiting for someone to come?" resya asked, but Richard shook his head. Then he said something too.
"Russia?" richard asked with his eyes turned to him.
"Yes!"
"Can I ask you something?"
"That means?" ask Resya.
"Yes;"
"All right, ask."
"Why do you say that? I don't want to answer questions like that" Resya replied by turning her back.
"Resiah? If basically every human being who is destined to be happy and feel what love and sincerity mean. Have you found someone in this world who you think is a sincere man besides me?"
"Why Richard, why do you always say as if you've given up on this situation?"
"Because before I leave, I want to know what your heart is really about. I want if I leave, I leave feeling relieved and without something that makes me sad in-night!"
"Everyone in the world will die just like myself. So do not assume if your disease can not be cured because this is just a kidney problem and need a donor. I'm pretty sure if you get a donor later I'm pretty sure you'll be back to normal?"
"But my fear is not about all that. If I could be relieved of the pain I've been through with this kidney. I am afraid that Erlangga and Sandra will win because they succeeded in eliminating me and if it happens, you must also be prepared to lose me either by any means but I want that if I leave you can be strong enough to face all this. And I want if I die marry Revan because he is the one whom I have always considered a sincere man who is able to take care of you. And he secretly admires you, too?"
"Will but admiring is very different from liking Richard. Admiring does not mean having to get or have. Moreover, know if someone already has a special diamond attached to his heart to someone of his choice. So I don't want to snatch the diamond out of your hands" said Revan, who immediately came from behind them.
"Revan you told me you wanted to grant my request, but why else would you deny it?"
"I dare to deny it because I think Resya, you only need a kidney donor while the doctor said that your life can only count the days I don't believe in all that?"
Because se? Because in fact the age of man we will never know and it could be my own life that was first taken by God, as well as Resya. I believe God never sleeps to help his servant.
If you were destined to die quickly, why? Why don't you realize when your kidney was pierced you died. If you were destined to die why didn't you die during the stabbing and shooting?"
The conversation they were talking about was not finished. Suddenly Richard felt that he was very weak and his eyes slowly became myopic. Then Richard who had been fine he felt pain and continued to endure the pain that was attacking him now. Unable to endure the pain Richard ended up unconscious.
SERIATE.