
Date: 26 Aug 2022
Subject: 12 revisions
"Why dear has Rasya until now not been able to forgive you too?"ask Resya.
"Yes Ma, he is still the same as Ma used to be, he is still very angry with Sifa. Even to stare at Sifa's face it was like she didn't want to do it anymore" Sifa replied with a crumpled face.
"Remember you've done your best, maybe now Rasya still needs some time to calm his mind so give him some time."
"But it seems that Sifa no longer believes Ma. Maybe with the anger of Rasya that he showed he never really meant to Sifa, all this time we run a relationship but the relationship between us there is always a barrier either because of what, because of what, so maybe now it's Sifa who must be conscious to let go."
"Darling you can't despair gini rich."
"But this is the fact Ma, Sifa now no longer believes the same thing as love. And maybe this is the last time Sifa thinks about Guys and maybe after this incident Sifa will close her heart because of the destruction and heartache that Sifa feels has hurt Sifa too much already Sifa come in, Ma."
"Okay baby rest and remember not to think too much about this dear."
"Yes Ma, Sifa won't think about it anymore."
One month passed, Sifa who looked gloomy he could only contemplate lamenting his poor fate. Silvi is seen approaching him.
"Why did you? Are you still thinking about Rasya?"silvi asked Sifa.
"No way I don't think about it" Sifa replied trying to shift the conversation.
"Sifa I know what my sister's nature is when she's sad and happy. And what I'm seeing right now is that you're sad so don't try to lie to me again."
"Well I'll be honest I shouldn't have used the way I pretended to be a man, if I hadn't used it maybe none of this would have happened, Rasya probably won't be this angry at me to the point that he ignores me when he finds out that we're being betrothed again!"
"Sifa the destiny of life will not be turned around or changed, if your destiny is happy God must have arranged various ways to unite you. So you don't despair like this spirit."
"Yes, you're easy to tell by the way, am I?" he said by pointing to himself, then he put his head on the table.
"Have not discussed it again, remember today it's our birthday so you don't grieve on your own birthday understand!"silvi said, Sifa who heard him could only nod her head.
"Yes let's go down" Silvi asked.
"Alright come on," replied Silvi who immediately grabbed Sifa's hand.
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"Thank you, baby,
"Yes, I also want to say thank you to Rasyel.
"So what did Rasya come to this show?"
"I think he did not come Sifa, he needed time so let it go" said Rashel.
"All right, brother," replied Sifa with his resignation.
"Today's my birthday but why do I feel there's something lacking in this happiness. Mama ... Papa even Silvi is already present in this pickle but why do I still feel so lonely like this?"
"Dear you didn't hang out with the others?"resya asked who saw Sifa looking gloomy alone.
"No Ma, Sifa needs time to be alone so leave Sifa alone huh?"
"Alright dear if it wants you," Resya replied by stroking her hair.
"Oh yes Ma, Sifa is lazy to be here can Sifa come out to breathe fresh air?"
"It's okay baby come out if it makes you feel a little relieved."
"Well Ma, Sifa go first."
"Yes, baby be careful."
"Assalamualaik."
"Walalaikum'salam," replied Resya as Sifa kissed Resya's palm.
Walking with the daydream that accompanies him. Sit on one of the garden chairs while drinking a bottle of water. Sifa could only stare and stare at the beautiful scenery. But this beautiful beauty was in fact not comparable to the feeling of disappointment that he felt at this time.
SERIATE.