THE DEBT REPAYMENT
CHAPTER 12: STRANGE FEELINGS

The slap on Gisel's cheek certainly hurt. But the more painful is his heart. Gisel snarl for dinner. Even his heart is weak. He knows his position in the house. But it doesn't need to be explained like that either. He never wanted to be treated special. Gisel could not choose the fate that was given to him. Women in any hemisphere. Of course, he will never want to be in the position he is playing.

“Hai .. baby jabang. Thank you for growing up here. I want to love you. While you're one body with me. But, do you know. After you were born into the world. You'll never see me. We'll stop together. You'll only be treated by your Dady. Romeo Subagia .. You already know him. Later .... You will be raised, with Mommymu .. Manda his name. Grow well and healthy. Cause I'm gonna go find Gavy, your brother. I love you. Because you are my hero. Be strong in there, until the time comes when you see the world with your own eyes.” Long Gisel rubbed his own stomach. Establish communication with the fetus that certainly already has a heart and ears. Gisel continued to talk and tell whatever he could share with the child that, after birth, he would no longer have.

Romeo and Yuniar are back at exactly 10 p.m. The house is very quiet and quiet. Romeo rushes to his room and Manda. But he didn't find his wife there. Grab a device to contact his beloved wife, but nil. The phone was even just lying on the nightstand.

Yuniar went straight to the kitchen. Finding the food that should be eaten by Gisel did not decrease in the least.

“Sarah .. has Gisel eaten?”

“E .. ah. Ti .. do not know Madam.” Reply staggered.

“You were how the hell?”

“So I tapped and asked to leave the room for dinner. But ... don't know after.” Answer Sarah again.

“Ya already, later I ask him.” Yuniar immediately turned to Gisel's room. Found the woman asleep in a position that is not clear direction. It seems to be falling asleep, not planning to sleep for real.

“Where are you ..?” yuniar asked Romeo who had put his jacket on, as if he was going to leave.

“Finding Manda, Ma.” Reply Romei who lost his wife in their room

“Let's go Manda's business. He's an adult. And not the first time he walked out and traveled out of the house, right? You better wake up Gisel. He hasn't had dinner yet. Think about your baby's health.” Yuniar's advice seemed to rule.

Without answering, Romeo took off his jacket. Then go into Gisel's room. The same scenery that Yuniar saw. Gisel fell asleep, with his legs still dangling under the bed.

“Mama rest only. Romeo will take care of the mother of the future grandchild Mama.” Romeo assured the mother. Yuniar was happy to hear that. And immediately switched to his room to rest.

“Gisel ... Why sleep like this?” romeo lifts Gisel's leg down.

Between dream and reality Gisel felt his body floating in the air. And slowly opened the eyes that had been closed accidentally. 

“Ah .. I overslept.” Steam Gisel when his body is straight on a soft mattress.

“You've eaten ?” romeo asked as if attention, at the direction of the mother earlier.

“But.”

“Why ..?”

“Not hungry.” Answer lies. Though his mood was suddenly broken when he was about to eat earlier, he was hardik by Manda's wife Romeo.

“You're not hungry. But what about my son ...?” ask Romeo in a flat tone.

“Sorry .” 

“I accompany there or request delivery here ?” ask Romeo who is confused himself. Why talk so well to Gisel.

“Not necessary. I can do it myself.” Answer Gisel will move from his sleeping position earlier.

Gisel was already in front of the dining table, facing a plate filled with hot rice and soup whose sauce was already cold. Because he missed his dinner.

“Why ... not tasty?” romeo asked, who followed and watched Gisel so hard to swallow his food.

“Oh .. great kok.”

“But ... it looks like you are lazy to eat it.”

“No . I was just enjoying it slowly.”Gisel's lie hid the pain in his heart. When Manda's talk came to him again.

“I can accompany you for a while here ...?” romeo asked Gisel when she returned to her room.

“It is better not. I'm fine on my own. And this child, I will also always give understanding to our relationship.” Gisel stared out the window.

Romeo looked at Gisel, finding something else in his behavior. 

“Is there anything that makes your mind not good today?” ask Romeo sensitized.

“No. Just, can I ask you something?” Gisel ventured to express his feelings.

Romeo placed his b0kong on the seat in the room.

“What did you ask ..?” romeo asked in a familiar tone.

“Can I just live alone in a house? My old house is gone. But, at least I still have money after getting the line two yesterday. And that's enough for me to buy a house, and pay for my life for the next six months. Until this baby was born.” Lirih.

“No. Since you got pregnant. You are my responsibility. Oh .. I don't mean you. But that fetus, my future son should make sure his nutrition and happiness.” Romeo answered somewhat wrongly.

“How is this baby happy, if I am unhappy?” tanya Gisel looked at Romeo fixedly.

Romeo stood shut and locked the door of the room. Then get close to Gisel.

“Why are you unhappy here?” her tan slowly caressed the slightly distended stomach in front of her.

Gisel remained silent, closing his eyes and enjoying the caress of his hands on the surface of his skin, because Romeo had indeed swept his hands behind his night pajamas.

“What is the attention of Mama still lacking in terms of meeting all your needs?” 

“It was precisely Mama's excessive attention that made me uncomfortable.” 

“Later I tell Mama not to pay too much attention to you.” Romeo took off his touch. Making Gisel jerked and realized if the hand was only in the direction of the child in the stomach only. Not for him.

“Please ... I will be more free and happy if I live alone.” Gisel said later. Making Romeo step that was about to come out was stopped, and approached the tiny body earlier.

“Please live alone, when my son is not with you. And as long as he is with you, I will guarantee the happiness of you both.” Romeo sat in front of Gisel. Long-time kissing in the area, flowing warm energy to the fetus in there.

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