THE DEBT REPAYMENT
CHAPTER 62: INAPPROPRIATE

There was no tired radiance on Gisel's face while waiting for the process of making a duplicate of his Marriage Letter made. He seemed to be waiting for the letter to be finished. Romeo faithfully sat next to him. Sometimes stroking, sometimes also squeezing the back of his wife's hand.

Until the name Gisel was called and handed over a copy of Sirat Nikah. Both were relieved because the main administrative conditions they had.

“We go straight home ..?” gisel asked Romeo who never let go holding his hand, while standing will leave their place since.

“Not ... We must register your divorce lawsuit first.” Answer Romeo for sure.

Romeo certainly already has experience when he successfully sued for divorce Manda. Where does he think his fate is like this. Never sued divorce his own wife, and now must accompany his wife to sue her husband's divorce. Life as joking as this one on a Subagian Romeo.

Gisel pouted as he looked at what list he should complete as a condition for divorce. This letter the letter, this proof, the proof of it. Huh. It's not all a sadness that her household will crack with Dandy. However, it was Gavy's shadow that could not go from his memory.

Extending the journey home, Gisel spends just looking out the window. Just pampering his eyes to enjoy the scenery outside, to divert his mind back confined to his time together with Gavy. No wonder her tears are falling non-stop. But he still did not speak.

Romeo doesn't bother Gisel. He knew Gisel's cheeks were wet, but he would not bother his wife who was expressing a sense of turbulence in Gisel's heart.

Arriving home, Gisel immediately took a shower. Cleansing his body of any bad bacteria that may be stuck all over the surface of his skin. He has to cool his brain, he has to get back to real life. Gisel should move on immediately. And focus on Oniel who he has born and certainly promises a better future.

“Thank you for giving me a way out to immediately sue Divorce Dandy.” Gisel said as the two of them were about to go to sleep. When all their afternoon activities passed as usual.

“I should've asked you to make that and filed for divorce earlier.” Romeo took Gisel's head, for he put it on his arm. In order to cushion comfortably there, also so that he more easily kiss the head of Gisel, his favorite now.

“Huh. But the divorce was a lot. I even only have KK and a duplicate Marriage Letter only.” Gisel complained as if in despair.

“Already. Your struggle only to this day. Let me fight for you. Until you really get the Divorce Deed. Trust me everything. To make your heart sure, if I really want to inaugurate our marriage.” Why did Romeo's words tonight make Gisel's heart beat faster. What Gisel has really come out of his sense of shared trauma about love.

“I don't deserve to be fought. Our marriage is siri. Even though we have been blessed with a child. I don't mind if you have any desire to find a woman other than me. Find something more worthy of you. Which is still single. The well-educated, beautiful anyway in frequency with your family.” Hah ... ridiculous advice where else is that? Aren't there a lot of women desperately want to have a husband as perfect as Romeo. Then why when he was able to hold Romeo, Gisel seemed to want to take it off.

“Sleep. You may be too tired today. To the extent that your brain cells are not functioning properly.”Romeo put Gisel's head back on the pillow next to him. Then he chose to turn his body. Not to face the wife.

“Am I wrong ..?” Finally Gisel could not coiled in silence. He asked the question, wrapping his hands around Romeo's stomach from behind.

“No. Maybe it was just me who misheard.” Romeo patted the small hands that were on his stomach.

“Sorry ...” shrewd Gisel somehow sorry for what. What her brain said, if her words really hurt her husband.

“Sorry too.” Answer Romeo quickly.

“Dad Oniel. Don't look this ..” Either ... Gisel's heart aches when her husband's back doesn't face her. It turned out that he preferred to be embraced by the man who had fathered his son.

“If your past is too beautiful, then I let you slowly delete it until the time you need. If in your heart it is still filled with people before. I also choose to be patient to wait. But don't ask me to leave you. I'm tired of looking for a heart. And I've chosen to stop at you. You ... you are the only one I want to accompany me to take care of our child and age together.” Romeo is still with his back to Gisel.

“Sorry. I just feel bad for you.” Replied Gisel tightened his embrace.

“It is not you who set the standard for me. But I alone can judge where my heart deserves to live. I just ask you to grant me access, so that I can soon be the only one in your heart.” Romeo felt his back wet. And he knew, the origin of the moisture from the spring that was stuck on his back. But this time Romeo won't budge. He chose to let Gisel realize his mistake.

It was Gisel's fault all this time that he always let go. Romeo is too weak and succumbs to Gisel who always feels unworthy even can not love him. No, not love. Just don't admit to loving. Romeo has by all means shown his feelings. He had already struggled to melapas Manda in his heart. Wasn't Manda his first love and everything they went through was sweet. Then, why does Gisel still look to spoil his heart to always be in the circel of his fear of love.

Gisel can be fearful, anxious and deterred by love. Only he should be more sensitive to the surrounding. Even the one in front of him right now was something very natural for him to accept.

“I'm sorry if my situation is right now, you still think it's not worth replacing Dandy. Your ex-husband was.” Romeo could not stand the wet feeling that actually made the back cold. He chose to stand up leaving Gisel on the bed. Then walk out, towards the room balcony. Letting the night wind accompany him in silence. I also feel the need to be alone and think.

“Not that you're not worthy to replace Dandy. Only I feel nothing compared Manda.” Gisel chose Romeo's thighs for him to join in their balcony.

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