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Woojin approaches Jihoon who is lying on his school rooftop. Both of his hands were put in his pants pocket.
"Yeah!! Get up.." call Woojin. The young man was standing right above Jihoon, blocking the sunlight from hitting Jihoon's face.
The chubby cheek youth grimaced bitterly. Next to his eyes opened, looking at the annoying face of his twin brother.
"Wae?"
"Your face will burn if you sunbathe at this hour" he said, hissing slowly feeling the sunlight that pierced into his skin. "Waiting for who here?"
"Sohyun. What's up?"
"Have you made up?"
Hearing Woojin's question made Jihoon fix his position. His eyelids were completely open, looking straight ahead of him.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Thank God. Don't stay away from him again, you know I'm always ready to change your position."
Jihoon smiled faintly. For the first time he felt free.
Free to love someone without hurting anyone.
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Jihoon gurgled his head, his two shoulders raised not knowing. "To be more clear ask him that. Now Sungwon is at Jaemin's house."
Jihoon fixed his position firmly. He steps closer, slashing the distance between himself and Woojin.
"Do you like Kim Sohyun?" ask Jihoon.
Woojin's pupils widened, so shocked by what his twin brother had just said.
Jihoon smiled sinisterly, he stepped back one step, his hands put in his jacket pocket.
"Do we have to repeat what happened two years ago?" jihoon asked with his cynical smile. "Park Woojin?!"
A few seconds later, her face turned normal. Woojin smile.
"No, I don't want to lose my brother again. For me this is enough to be by his side as a friend..
..I love him, but I love my brother more. We've been fighting a cold war for a long time, why do we have to fight a war after that ice cube starts to melt?"
Jihoon was silent, Woojin approached and**softly* Jihoon's shoulder.
"You've changed a little better after meeting him."
"You want to die?" tanya Jihoon was timid. For God's sake, Woojin in front of him looks different from what he knew before.
He could hear that if someone looked very different than before, it was a sign that he would die. And Jihoon didn't want that to happen.
Jihoon hates Woojin. He would never be willing if the young man left him. There would be no one else to fight with.
"What are you talking about?"
"You're talking weird. No need to be different, just be yourself. I don't care if you still love him or not..
..only one thing I know about him. Kim Sohyun will never leave me."
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"Jy." Jn."
"Yahoon?!"
The one called his name looked. He was silent for a moment looking at the flat face of Woojin who was staring at him.
"What are you thinking?"
Jihoon shook his head. "Nothing" he answered then moved from his place, stepping his long legs towards the rooftop barrier.
"To save Sungwon, should I go back to racing?" jihoon asked, he looked to his left side, looking at Woojin Yanh who had just approached him.
"The reward is good enough to pay compensation. What say?"
"Is there no other way?"
Jihoon shook his head slowly. He felt that was the only way to save his sister.
"If you think that's the only way to save Sungwon, I can only be supportive.. But be careful." Woojin. "I just don't want you to get hurt anymore."
"Then we have to meet Daniel. I think he can help."
•••
Kim Sohyun stepped up the stairs that would lead him to the rooftop.
This morning before leaving for school, Jihoon contacted him and asked him to go up to the rooftop while carrying provisions. The young man who has now changed his hair color does not want to eat in the cafeteria, he said the food in the canteen is not good, Jihoon prefers Sohyun cuisine.
"Youngpam..."
Sohyun yawned, his sleepiness was beginning to come to him.
Last night he was late to come home to meet a new pet, then early in the morning he had to wake up to make breakfast for Jihoon and himself.
It felt like Sohyun was cursing at the young man for making himself exhausted.
Tap tap tap
"Eh,"
The domineering drowsiness, made Sohyun unaware of the presence of someone standing right in front of him.
Raise his head to see the figure. His tired eyes looked at the handsome young man.
"Park Woojin?!"
The shuffled youth stepped closer, silencing his position with Sohyun.
"You've met Jihoon?" sohyun asked and was taken in by Woojin in response.
"You want to meet him?"
"Yes. He asked to make provisions."
Woojin was silent, his black bead observing the box of supplies Sohyun was hugging. He smiled then.
"He must have liked it. Jihoon hasn't eaten home cooking for a long time."
"Why?" next to Sohyun's eyebrows raised up, making fine wrinkles adorn his forehead.
"Become has long since run away from home."
"Snow?"
Woojin nodded his head, in seconds then next to his eyebrows raised up.
"Jihoon didn't tell you?"
Sohyun. I don't know if he himself doesn't remember what Jihoon told him about his family.
His relationship is impressed suddenly and forced to make Sohyun unwilling to find out about Jihoon.
Blame Park Jihoon for forcing himself to be her lover while Sohyun continues to refuse and say that he has Doyoung.
"I'm sorry if you heard it from me first."
"It's okay Park Woojin. I'm even grateful for your blessing I want to know more about her."
"Then ask him yourself. I know hearing from the person directly is much better than listening from someone else."
Jihoon was still standing near the rooftop barrier. His hands were placed on the wall and his chin was placed there.
Silently looking at his schoolmate who looks so cool passing the ball. Run around here and there to herd and chase that round thing.
Jihoon exhaled. Seeing his friends play ball makes him miss the times when he was actively exercising with Woojin.
Believing in disbelief, Jihoon in the past was a gentle and adorable boy. The word rebel is so far from him in the past, even the smell of bubble pop was his trademark in the past.
Inversely with now. The smell of tobacco was in him, rebellious and demonic. Race and play with women who are much older than him for money, and someone willing to avenge.
Everyone was afraid of him, including the children at school. They chose to stay away and did not want to find trouble with Jihoon.
Jihoon's notoriously bad reputation scares them. His free company kept them away.
Who wants to be friends with Jihoon who has such a free and demonic association?
Only someone who wanted to search for death would be willing to befriend Jihoon.
"Jy.."
Jihoon's blazer tip pulled. The black mane youth turned his head then he smiled faintly.
"What are you doing here?" Ask Sohyun.
Instead of answering, Jihoon changed his position, stood right behind Sohyun and gave back hug, wrapped both hands on Sohyun's stomach, and his chin was placed on Sohyun's shoulder.
Inhaling deeply the scent of gum that was on Sohyun's body.
"Why you?"
"It's okay, I just miss you."
Sohyun smiled, his one free hand touching Jihoon's arm that coiled his stomach. It's pretty soft.
"Eat first, lunch is over."
"Just like this for a moment. I still want to hug you."
Sohyun kept quiet and chose to give Jihoon time to continue hugging him. After all Sohyun also wanted that warm hug.
Silent
The wind was quite calm today.
Strands by strands of their manes flew in the direction of the wind. The hot day is not an obstacle for both of them to enjoy a romantic time like this.
After a few days apart. The two begin to realize something that each of them is feeling.
Sohyun realizes that he really loves Jihoon. No matter if he had Doyoung, in his heart there was only Jihoon and wanted the young man with him.
While Jihoon, at first he had thought that he would only play around with Sohyun. Asking the foreign girl as her lover all of a sudden, annoys Sohyun at every turn. Jihoon thought he just wanted to play. But, the longer and separated a few days Jihoon realized, if he sincerely loved the girl.
Jihoon wanted to have Sohyun completely. He will do anything to have Sohyun, despite having to eliminate Sohyun's first girlfriend.
It's okay to kill someone. He has done it in the past.
"Jihoon's.. It's cold!" Sohyun. And accidentally their lips met because the distance was too close.
The brown iris is rounded. Quickly Sohyun distanced his face, making their kisses slip away.
"Hey pervert!!" sohyun.
Jihoon laughed crisply. Both of his hands coiled ever more tightly around Sohyun.
"You kissed me first" he said, still with an irritating laugh.
Chubby Sohyun's cheeks blush like a ripe tomato, even red to spread to his ears.
The fact that he kissed Jihoon first; even accidentally. Making Sohyun so embarrassed to death.
Jihoon glanced.His laughter subsided as his eyes looked at the contrasting red tinge on the white skin of his lover.
"What are you cooking?"
"Kimbab. What do you want?"
The black mane youth hid his face in the niche of Sohyun's neck. Inhaling the distinctive aroma of her lover was strong. The aroma he missed, the aroma that made him opiate.
"I want to eat you!"
"Ji, remember we were at school. I don't want to get pregnant at a young age."
Jihoon laughed, along with his warm breath blowing over Sohyun's skin. Makes the empu kegelian.
"You're telling me to die, cutie?" tanya Jihoon kept her face away from Sohyun's neck. Staring with a puzzled look towards her chubby lover.
"I mean don't breathe in my neck. Paboo."
"Hey!!"
Sohyun was silent, ignoring his lover who felt unwilling to be called stupid by him.
The brown bead looked straight ahead. Watch some boys play ball down there.
"Ji?!"
"Wae?" jihoon asked lazily.he was still annoyed at Sohyun who had called himself a fool.
"What sport do you like?"
"Me?"
Sohyun nodded his head.
"I like to exercise at night. Hot activities that can shed so much sweat. I can even hear the sound of music"
Plaques
Sohyun hit hard on Jihoon's hand that was coiled around his stomach. Really, Sohyun could not hear any further the perverted words of the young man.
"Yeah! You want to break up, huh?" Sohyun turned his head, looking intently at the black mane youth. Jihoon gave a stupid grin while shaking his head. "I suspect you do it a lot with the women out there. Ahhh you also did it with Shin Yechan's mother."
"No!!" Jihoon shook his head. Very strong, and if only he could his head would break from his place his powerful ranking shook his head.
"Ck, I have Park Jihoon's ears. I heard it very, very clearly before I fainted."
Sohyun let go of Jihoon's hand that was coiled around his stomach. He turned his body to face the young man.
The brown bead stared fixedly at Jihoon's face. Asking for an explanation, however, Sohyun did not want his wild fantasies to interfere with his brain's performance.
"How many women do you sleep with?" Ask Sohyun. His chin was raised haughtily, both of his hands coiled above his stomach.
Jihoon let out his breath giving in. After all, everything will be revealed in time. Yes everything ... But later
"Two or I don't know." replied Jihoon as he scratched his non-gatel hair.
Sohyun's jaw fell. I was shocked to hear his girlfriend's words.
Okay please hold Sohyun down at this time. Because maybe he will throw the lunch box that he has brought to the face of ugly tam-eh Jihoon.
"PARK JIHOON!!!"
both Sohyun's hands clenched later.
Plaque, plaque
"Aw!!"
Sohyun hit Jihoon's body with his hand and the young man grimaced in pain. After all, Sohyun's punch wasn't messing around.
"Sick Park Sohyun!!"
"Paboo... Pabo!!!" said it. "Stupid park Jihoon!!"
Sohyun was angry.he didn't care about his surname being replaced, Sohyun still hit Jihoon's body quite hard.
He could not stop thinking how could Jihoon easily sleep with foreign women. So disgusting.
"What if she's pregnant stupidly?"
"Why did you do it?"
"You're a kid, can you be responsible, huh?"
Jihoon grimaced in pain. His body hurt, and he couldn't take it anymore.
Jihoon grabbed Sohyun's arm. Stopping the girl beating him.
The two manic meet. Throwing at each other different feelings, one disappointed and the other somehow, his gaze turned flat.
Sohyun's eyes started to water.
Her chest hurt hearing the fact that Jihoon had already fucked some women. Though he himself asked Jihoon to answer his khoyol questions.
Sohyun had no idea it would hurt this much to hear Jihoon's reply. Sohyun thought that it didn't matter as long as there were only a few or none that happened after they went to sleep.
All wrong.
His heart still hurts. The fact that the woman who was able to sleep with Jihoon was much luckier than him.
"Hey why are you crying?"
"Pabo, hiks."
Jihoon exhaled his breath for the umpteenth time. Stretching out her hand pulled Sohyun's tiny body, immersing that face in her chest.
Sohyun's body began to tremble, his tears flowing down his chubby cheeks.
"Hey listen to me. The only woman I sleep with is you. I can't count how much I sleep with you" Jihoon said. He pushed Sohyun's body slightly away from his embrace, his fingers touching Sohyun's chin, leading the girl to look him in the eyes.
Jihoon wiped away Sohyun's tears. He pecked every trace of tears on his face. He smiled as he looked at the remnants of the liquid in Sohyun's eyes.
"Even if I sleep with another woman, it's just sleep. He was next to me doing nothing. He slept first because of the influence of alcohol."
Sohyun's nose wrinkled, pulling his snot that was barely out.
"If he's not on the influence of alcohol you'll do it.hiks."
Jihoon's smile grew more and more. He approached and kissed Sohyun's lips. Without any grievances and demands, just want to channel his heart. How much he loved. How much he wanted Sohyun to be his last.
Jihoon gave a little distance. Uniting his forehead with Sohyun's forehead, looking at his lover's sad eyes from this close distance.
"I'm not gonna do it. And, I just want to do it with you. Because I want to have you forever."
The sakura petals were closed for three seconds, with the eyelids closed, the tears falling from the eyes.
His heart feels peaceful. Not as sick as before.
A few seconds ago Sohyun imagined how lovable Jihoon was, touching another woman's body only to shed his passion as a man. There is nothing wrong, it is common for someone who has gone through puberty. If Sohyun was Jihoon, maybe he would have done it too.
Both of Sohyun's hands were coiled around Jihoon's neck, putting his chin on the shoulder of the wide-shouldered young man.
"I'm sorry I scolded you."
"It's okay."
"I'm afraid, if one day the woman who accompanied you to sleep comes and takes you away from me."
Jihoon smiled, he tightened his embrace. "Do you love me so much that you're afraid of losing me?" jihoon asked right in Sohyun's ear.
Didn't think much longer, because Sohyun was convinced that was the answer.
"Maybe. I don't know. This feeling I never felt for him."
"Him?"
Next to Jihoon's eyebrows raised in confusion.
He's not really stupid. Jihoon understood who Sohyun meant.
But, when Sohyun called the man he was. I don't know why there was such a great desire to know the man's name.
Jihoon wanted to know what the name and how the man was.
Let go of her embrace and put a little distance between them without letting go of her embrace.
"Whose man is it?"
Sohyun. In the second he immediately shook his head.
"Forget it. I don't even want to think of him as my lover" Sohyun said, staring at Jihoon who was a little taller than him. "Didn't I look like a wife who was left behind for years by her husband, without any news. Looks like we've been separated since he left without word."
Jihoon laughed, forgetting about himself wanting to know the name of the man. Maybe Jihoon could ask Jaemin for help in finding out the name of the first man.
--o0o---
Kwak Kwak kwak
The little dog circled in front of the door, his little tail fluttering around. So enthusiastic to hear the sound of the key button on tap a few seconds ago.
Chequelek
Kwak Kwak
"Dongbi-yeah.. You miss dad?" greet Jihoon. He lowered his head to grab the male golden retriever rice dog and carried it inside. Followed by Sohyun who just entered his house. There was no welcome like Jihoon felt.
His face was slouched. Both hands were busy lifting the groceries that had been bought when he returned to school.
"Please take off your shoes, Mr. Park!!" Sohyun said annoyedly.
Jihoon did not reveal Sohyun's words. He was busy playing with a puppy named Dongbi. There is no special meaning in the name, only that Jihoon likes and is given to puppies whose presence is almost rejected.
Sohyun shook his head not understanding. Yesterday, Sohyun remembered very well if Jihoon asked himself not to take care of a puppy even he got jealous of seeing Dongbi in his carrier.
And look, who looks so enthusiastic playing with a puppy. Played as cheerfully as he was playing with his own son.
"What do you want to eat tonight?"
"I don't eat. Don't cook too much."
"Uh, why? You want to go?" Ask Sohyun.
Jihoon stopped his activities and looked at Sohyun's small back in the kitchen.
"Me and Woojin are going to dinner out."
"Ahh with your mom and dad too, huh?"
"No, just the two of us."
"That's it." said Sohyun. After putting all the groceries in the kitchen, Sohyun stepped onto his bed, approaching Jihoon who was back playing with Dongbi.
"Cuti."
"Gum."
"About Sungwon.." Jihoon paused for a moment, the brown netra looked at the look on Sohyun's face. "May he stay two days here?"
"Why?"
"Jaemin's mother is coming tonight. And I can't let Sungwon stay there while his mother is coming. Just two days of heum."
Next to Sohyun's eyebrows raised up. Seemed confused by Jihoon's words.
"Why not just be with Woojin? Just like your parents." Sohyun said, Jihoon shook his head.
"No way, they don't know yet that Sungwon has come home. Woojin and I have to solve the problem before we bring the boy back home."
"Then what about you?"
"I why?" jihoon asked confusedly.
Sohyun smiled, he lowered his head and reached out his hand grabbing Jihoon's fingers to hold onto it.
"After the matter is over, will you also return to your family? You must make peace anyway. Don't hate your father too much."
Jihoon quiet. What Sohyun said made him think.
After his sister's troubles are over, Jihoon doesn't know where to stay. All this time he only lived in clubs and occasionally lived in Sohyun's house.
Making peace with his father was not in Jihoon's mind at all until this point. The enormous hatred made that peaceful sentence buried with his past. Even to forgive the old man was completely unthinkable to him.
"Ji, hating him won't change anything. Your past still happens. You're just trying to forgive her and fix your future."
Kwak
Sohyun smiled glancing at Dongbi. It seemed like the little dog understood his words and understood the circumstances.
"I don't know cutie. I haven't thought about forgiving him." Jihoon stared at the brown bead.
"It's okay. Just think about it slowly."
Sohyun smiled. Jihoon nodded his head, trying to support even though he himself did not know if he could forgive his father.
Tok, tok, tok