
Episode 149: Need proof is not just a promise.
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When he heard Alexander's words, mixed feelings were churning in his chest.
On the other hand, for some reason he was delighted when he heard Alex's expression, as if the answer confirmed that his status of only being a bed-warming lover would be over.
But on the same side, Alex's speech also had a frightening impact.
All that Alexander said was risky, besides Kiara was young, she would not dare to be a strong male woman like Alexander Grey.
On the other hand, Alexander had just disappeared without news for a month, as a woman who had suddenly been faced with this kind of relationship everything was too sudden for him.
Because the chaos of response in him made Kiara just silent, he did not respond at all, making Alexander who had been hard-earned to express his heart so slightly nervous and embarrassed.
Because of shame ....
Alexander pulled Kiara's body, he touched Kiara on the shoulder and he looked Kiara in the eyes, now they were already facing each other.
“Darling, why didn't you answer? Don't tell me even before I proposed to you you already rejected me? Is that what you have in mind?” by hunting and pressing Alexander directly to the point asking that.
“Alexander, getting married is not easy, I'm young and I still have a lot to do, and from your words, you're not sure if you can marry me or not, you know I've been living alone now, family is everything to me, when you still hesitate to say marriage, then what about me?”
“And actually you just disappeared for a whole month, leaving me you said you'd never let go, I was confused with you, my heart was worried too, you pull me in continuously and when I focus on you, you disappear,"
"And I finally understand, after you've been gone for a month, for whatever reason, it's all because you're an important person whereas I'm an ordinary woman where all your steps are always noticed,”
"Since you've been gone I've promised myself that I should hold on to myself, but you've always made me and forced me to hold on and lean on you,"
"Can you be sure you won't leave me again? are you sure that the business you say is dangerous will be done well?"
"If you're going to let me go again, maybe my heart will never heal,"
Kiara spoke in reply with all her heart regarding Alexander's question.
Yes, to be honest Alex's expression is very soothing, very happy when he has started to move to a more serious stage.
Even trying to find things that are liked by Kiara, when compared to Alexander who used to be then Alexander who is now much more concerned about Kiara.
For Kiara it is not important words or promises anymore, just a proof.
Where he will feel safe and will not be abandoned suddenly again.
If you remember Alex leaving Kiara for a whole month, it was so painful, there was no day for Kiara to stop crying.
If Alexander had injured him again, his heart would have been completely broken and would never have been healed again.
Unexpectedly, like a thief, Kiara's heart has been ravaged by Alexander, although Alexander does not know, but Kiara has really focused only on Alex since Alex came into his life suddenly.
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For Alex, all Kiara said just now was a subtle rejection, and Alex didn't like that.
“Shut! Don't talk anymore, whatever you're going to say don't expect to get away from me, even if you die, you're just mine, I've been struggling to understand you, but it seems like the problem is with yourself, you never try to see me,”
“But I don't care, if you don't like me, I'll make you like it, and someday you'll say it yourself, just look,”
“I'm here to reconcile my heart, I'm so tired, so if your words are only about rejection then you just shut up, and sit here!” ketus Alexander with a sharp gaze and a heavy breath.
Alexander would not be willing to accept rejection, let alone from Kiara, he was already convinced with his heart and he was not willing to let go even at any time.
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On the other hand,
Bian Agler and Bella are married, but even though Bian doesn't want to do that with Bella, he hates Bella even more and shows his hatred in the light.
During life, only this time Bella felt humbled and suffered, she was already hurt, no matter how much love she had for Bian, she was still his wife, with the wrath of never being considered, he said, Bella goes looking for an affair to satisfy her desire, and that will put her in a difficult situation later.
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Author: If you are Kiara, you immediately believe not the same Alexander, try to comment below yes I want to see your point of view ... 😍