The Desire of the Mafia
I'm afraid of being left out.
Episode 160: I'm afraid of being abandoned.
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An Alexander actually bought something personally that was on Kiara's ring finger.
It seems Alexander meant it when he said he was really serious about his relationship with Kiara.
When she saw that there was a ring suddenly curled up on her ring finger, Kiara was silent, she was hypnotized.
He was above the field body of Alexander, the man who always forced his will but at the same time was changing himself for Kiara.
"Tests!"
Kiara's tears fell until Alexander who was embarrassed and turned his face because his cheeks flushed immediately in panic.
Alexander's eyes widened, as he looked in front of him, where Kiara was still lying on his body, for some reason the pain in his heart was suffocating to see the tears of this girl.
Just like before, she could not see Kiara crying, there would be pain and a squiggle she felt in her chest when that happened.
Both of Alex's hands immediately grabbed Kiara's two cheeks, she looked at her gentle woman who always made her flutter this.
"I was confused at first with myself, what was going on with me, why did you drive me crazy every time you were with me ...."
"I finally realized when I saw you like this, I finally realized if I wanted to protect you, more than anyone in the world, I wanted to be the only man who could protect you,"
"Hey ...." Alex rubbed both of Kiara's cheeks, where her tears were still dripping.
"Is this what we call love? I want to give you everything if I can, what should I do so that you won't cry again? say it ...." Alex with his serious face, was not joking at all.
He saw the face of his lover, a woman who was a very fragile kara.
These tears show Alexander how Kiara already has no one but him.
Kiara's tears grew louder upon hearing that, this dashing man under her body, touched her very warmly.
Makes her forget what she wants to do.
"I. .. I would like once in my life not to be afraid, I. .. I'm afraid if I were left again, I'm afraid I'd be alone and have no one else,"
"I ... just fear of being left out,"
Kiara is afraid of being left behind, like an item or like most people around her treat her all along.
If he is no longer needed then he will be left behind, like his family, and everyone around him.
Hearing the speech of the lonely girl who already had nothing, Alex immediately clenched her tightly, hugging her so warmly.
"Since I realized my feelings, it never occurred to me to leave you dear, lean on me and say you need me, then everything you want I'll give you a thousand times over,"
"The people who hurt you I will destroy everything, no one will ever be able to make my women sad again,"
"I really love you, don't cry anymore ...." Alex doesn't know why, his personality is so harsh and usually can't persuade others very gently towards Kiara.
He dotes on her more than anything, this is Alex's first love, which he initially thought was Layla but Alex only realized if the one who captured her heart was Kiara.
Maybe sometimes Alexander's way is wrong, his words are very spicy and his way of behaving sometimes makes Kiara afraid.
But Kiara could not be denied, out of all the people who had been by her side, Kiara had never felt this comfortable.
Feeling protected and given a room that Kiara never got from anyone.
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And for Alexander, he's getting smoldering, he's clutching his lover who needs his protection and proof of it right away.
Alex must immediately defeat his enemy, so that he can live freely with Kiara.
And Alex is thinking about the quickest way to do that.
Kiara's security remains number one, she will not be rash and will later make her lover become injured.
Love can really change everyone.
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