The Destiny of Lydia's Love
The story of Lydia and Ryan

Lydia returned home after she was able to calm down with her feelings, when in the room she took Raka from her box and put her to bed. Lydia looked at Raka's face which was similar to Ryan's made her smile to herself. Especially when Raka sleeps if Lydia who bothers him Raka never wakes up like Ryan who always bothers while sleeping. The night is getting late making a beautiful pair of Lydia's slowly falling asleep.

While Ryan who was on the plane even though it looks ordinary but he remains vigilant. Ryan and the other flight attendants grew more alert as their plane began to shake. Ryan and the crew decided to sit down and return to the seltbelt so that if something happened they could be safe. The plane only briefly calmed down after it was heard by a co-pilot who said if the fuel ran out and they could not return to the runway while the other runway was far away. Just now the co-pilot was talking like that suddenly the right wing was on fire and the sound of an eruption made them even more panicked. Ryan let out a sigh of resignation if it was indeed his last day. The plane begins to stab sharply down, the flight attendant assigned by Dayat to keep Ryan from walking up to Ryan takes Ryan by surprise.

"Why are you here? Let's sit down and put up your belt." said Ryan who did not want to happen something with the beautiful flight attendant.

"My master is here to ensure your safety" said the flight attendant.

"I don't papa now you sit down and put on that seltbelt" Ryan said.

The flight attendant was sitting in front of Ryan where Dayat usually sat, and the flight attendant had just put up her belt. The plane crashed and exploded. Lydia who fell into a deep sleep dreamed that Ryan said the word separation made her wake up from her sleep. Lydia took her phone turned out to be still at 3 am Ryan must not have reached Jakarta. Lydia decided to sleep again after changing the diapers and gave ASI Raka. The next morning Lydia was startled by the sound of the door being knocked loudly from the outside making Lydia hurriedly wake up.

Lydia walks open the door just as she opens the door Dahlia hugs her while crying making Lydia confused what's wrong with her housemate. When she let go of Dahlia's arms there were her parents-in-law, her parents, Dayat and Anton. Lydia was confused as to why they were here with both mama crying.

"What is this why you're here? Shouldn't Ryan's brother have arrived in Jakarta this morning?"lydia was confused.

"Dear you who are patient." said Mother Airin while crying.

"What exactly are you telling me to be patient? Brother Ryan where isn't he coming?"said Lydia's looking for her husband.

"Ly, the plane Ryan was riding on last night crashed and exploded" said Dany's father.

"There's no way you're lying there's no way Ryan's plane crashed" said Lydia, who began crying.

"It's a pity that your husband's plane crashed so we're all here to find out how Ryan is doing" said Irwan.

Lydia fainted after hearing the words of papa Irwan made everyone panic especially Raka when Lydia collapsed just kept crying. Mak Masnah who could calm Raka that day also could not make everyone in the house panic because nothing could calm Raka. Lydia awakens from her stupor while searching for her husband's whereabouts but the husband she's looking for doesn't exist. Lydia heard Raka crying and came down from the bed to hold Raka so that her son would stop crying. Sure enough Raka when she was in Lydia's arms immediately fell silent and looking for her food source made Lydia smile even though her heart ached because her husband had no news of being alive or dead.

"Bun, well I'm the same Dayat going to the scene" Anton said.

"Yes be careful if there is any news please notify us immediately" said Dany's father.

"Yes, we'll excuse you" Dayat said.

As the two men leave, Lydia watches the two men leave and hopes to get news of Ryan soon. Lydia put Raka to sleep in the bed that Raka usually sleeps for a while her son cried making Lydia again to hold Raka. Mama Intan and mother Airin approached the mother and child to take turns to bring Raka but the little baby continued to cry in the arms of both grandmothers making Lydia take over Raka. This day Raka really can not be separated with her mommy maybe because the inner bond between mother and child is very strong so Raka does not want to be separated from Lydia's sling so that her mommy is not sad. Lydia herself today is not too much to eat she only eats when fed to mother Intan or mother Airin.

"Ly.." said Mama Intan.

"You have to be strong yes if something happens with Ryan, you have to remember if there is a Raka that you have to take care of" said Mama Intan.

"Yes ma, mama help me so that I can undergo this ordeal" Lydia said in tears.

Mama Intan hugged her daughter with her hair gently stroked, Lydia who was in her mother's arms was crying because only her mother was her shoulder back now.

"Ma, I'm not ready to lose brother Ryan ma. I'm willing to marry Ryan again or part with Ryan's brother as long as he lives and I can see him ma. Than we were together but after that God took it." said Lydia sobbing.

"You say thank you dear, I'm sure Ryan is still alive" said Mama Intan to strengthen his daughter.

"But I'm afraid ma, I'm afraid am I capable of living without Ryan's brother? All this time even though I was separated but Jono always sent a video of Ryan's brother if he met him and when Raka was born on the phone of Ryan's sister who complained to him." said Lydia told all her mother.

"Did Ryan know about everything you're doing?"mama Intan said.

"Not yet ma, the intention is I want to tell brother Ryan when later brother Ryan back here again" said Lydia.

"Yes, don't be sad anymore, now Lydia sleeps with mama" said Mama Intan.

Since that night it has been a month for the family to search for Ryan's whereabouts but nothing was found until one morning Anton contacted his parents if Ryan's body was found charred to the ground it is not known that the ring and necklace used by the corpse can be recognized and stated if Ryan has died. At the end of the search, all the crew and Ryan found his body and the search was stopped. Lydia who knew only screamed hysterically especially when she saw her husband's body burned to make mother Intan and papa Irwan calm her daughter.

2 years later

Since Ryan's death, Lydia has decided to return to Indonesia. Lydia is helped by Dayat managing the company that Ryan left behind and she also lives in the house that Ryan has built for her. Lydia focuses on the company but she never forgets her little son who is now still cared for by Mak Masnah while Dahlia herself is married to Anton.

That Sunday Lydia invited her son to go to Ryan's meal every Sunday Lydia would always come to her husband's grave with Raka. Lydia wants Raka to know her daddy without covering up. Lydia promises to look after and raise Raka according to Ryan's wishes.

"Sister, we're coming again. How are you doing there, okay?"said Lydia.

"You know not as long as you don't exist I'm really tired of the work that always piles up profits there Dayat if there is no him I don't know what else to do. Sis, I'm happy here with Raka. Pray for us so that we can live our lives without you. We say yes, I and Raka will go to Shinta's house to look at your nephew." said Lydia.

Lydia kissed Ryan's tombstone and Raka did the same thing as her mommy.

True love is not how you forgive, but how you forget, not what you see but what you feel, not how you listen but how you understand, and not how you let go but how you survive.