The Duke of the country vs Sekar Kedaton
41. Conscious loss.

"Ratiihh.." Bang Risang's chest is increasingly tight because Ratih never found. "I..!!"

"We're home le, it's dawn." Take Opa Ricky.

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"Speak is the sharpest dagger. Dinda expresses jealousy without thinking about the feelings of others because she thought no one would hear and Dinda Ratih always keeps her own heartache without daring to express. Being alone as a husband cannot outsmart you." Bang Risang said almost in despair. The loss of Dinda Ratih was enough to hit her innermost heart.

"Yesha didn't mean that. Yesha also did not know why Yesha became like this. When the dislike came, Yesha could not avoid it but when Yesha was fine.. Yesha also loves Ratih." Yesha was stammered in Mama Nai's arms.

Papa Igo continued to hug the son so that his anger did not become more and more. "Let's find Ratih again."

Not much to say, Bang Risang immediately grabbed the car keys to return to look for Ratih. Opa Ricky and Papa Igo followed Bang Risang.

"Yesha regrets Ma. Yesha was not intentional." Isak cries Yesha so bitterly.

Mama Punai nodded hugging her daughter-in-law. "Mama knows baby. Mom tauu..!!"

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Bang Risang leaned limply staring at the streets. The chakras driving the car look around the streets.

"Train often fainted Pa. How it's out there. Train must be cold and hungry. He did not bring any money, the goods of the sultanate were not taken.

"Did all this time Ratih ever hurt Yesha?" Search Papa Igo.

"Reverse Pa." Bang rubbed his tears that had dripped. "My wife trained a quiet man. He always avoided me for not wanting to hurt Yesha. I admit that the heart of an ordinary man like me will never be fair and in fact the time that passes makes me fall in love with him, he who is very afraid to indulge."

"Then what are you unfair to Yesha." Ask Opa Ricky.

"I'm trying to be fair Opa. He asked me to be with him and cut the rations for Ratih I gave him. I put Yesha first but because I loved her, she was my first wife. I was more often with him, stayed with him and left Ratih alone. Until Ratih was pregnant I did not know, cravings just want to hold my hand was often not filled." A feeling of tightness filled his heart.

"You're willing to take one off?" Opa Ricky is following up on his question.

"From my selfish side, I can't afford Opa. Yesha and I have memories and pains that I can never forget. She also 'gave birth' my flesh and blood until it was like this, but about Dinda Ratih, she was a paradise that I never counted on in my third night. He is present to fill my heart with all his sacrifices. At first I thought I was just pitying her and returning her good favor.It turns out that I really love Dinda Ratih."

Papa Igo and Opa Ricky were stunned for a moment to feel what happened to Bang Risang.

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Bang Risang's careless steps went straight to his room upstairs and locked him tight.

"Dinda Ratih hasn't found Pa?" Ask Yesha.

Papa Igo shook his head while rubbing Yesha's hair for a moment then went inside the house and sat in the living room with Opa Ricky.

"Maa.. Mas Ris must be mad at Yesha." Yesha.

"Give your husband time to think and calm down for a moment..!!" Persuade Mama Punai.

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"Mother take you where's son going? Forgive the father who can not give happiness to you and mother. Please bring mom back, son." The sound of Bang Risang hugging the bolster as tightly as possible. "Give me the answer, where did you take you..!!"

So tired finally Bang Risang fell asleep in his tears until the shadow came as if clearly in front of him.

The wings from space. The eagle rotates on it then perches on Bang Risang's right shoulder. The fierce appearance of the dashing pus stuck his beak on Bang Risang's face.

"You're very handsome, your fur is also beautiful." Bang Risang.

The eagle flew back but not far from Bang Risang until Bang Risang saw a goose sleeping on a lotus petal and floating to and fro with a wound on the chest. Over time the goose turned into the figure of Ratih and the eagle flew and landed next to the body of Ratih. The eagle was so calm that it leaned on Ratih's stomach.

Bang Risang was devastated, he cried seeing all this. "Please take care of him. I'll pick him home.don't let the river flow take him any further. I beg..!!" Pinta Bang Risang's.

The eagle spread its wings as if enveloping Ratih.

"Ohimera..!!!" Bang Risang woke up. His breathing is very tight. He rubbed his face. "Oh Allah.Where is my wife?"

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