The Duke of the country vs Sekar Kedaton
46. Need introspection.
Doctors have explained, there is no indication of psychiatric disorders let alone baby blues in Yesha. All are in good health and this provokes the anger of Bang Risang because other words mean that all actions of Yesha are purely his own thoughts.
Bang Risang asked Yesha to sit next to Ratih's bed. He looked at his two wives in turn.
"This marriage has already happened and there are children from our marriage. Wilang and Larung were born. How long are we like this? They need our affection as parents and a complete family." Bang Risang. "Dinda Yesha's.. Dinda did experience bad things in life, Mas also feel pain in your heart and your fear but that does not mean your actions can be justified." Bang Risang who sat before his two wives tried to speak from heart to heart. "Ratihan Linda.. Kangmas knows your heart is also tormented, but your silence also does not always solve the problem. Whatever Dinda did. will not change the fact that Dinda wife Mas Ris, mother of Mas Ris's child as well and Dinda was entitled to Mas Ris without exception..!! Did you know that Dinda's attitude tormented Mas Ris' feelings..!!!!!"
Yesha cried remembering her actions while Ratih did not answer anything because her body was so weak.
"Yesha.. Yesha's wrong. Please forgive Yesha Mas's mistake..!!" Yesha's Pinta is full of requests.
For a moment Bang Risang closed his eyes. The pain in his heart felt like dozens of slashing daggers.
"Your mistake wasn't messing with Dinda. Adri hurt you until you experienced bitterness in your life, our lives.. But now what's the difference between you and Adri???" Not until Bang Risang's heart said it but all he had to finish at that moment. "Since getting married, there hasn't been a shred of Dinda Ratih's day without pressure from you. Your actions are killing him slowly Dindaa..!!!"
"One thing Yesha wanted to ask, why could Mas love Ratih so easily when Mas just got to know him???"
"What makes you like about your Papa's aide. An adjutant whom you don't even know well other than his sister." Bang Risang flipped Yesha's question and for a moment Yesha fell silent. "Is there a compulsion when Mas proposes to marry you??"
Yesha looked down unable to look Bang Risang in the eyes.
"Can't answer it?? Why then do you ask the heart of man? Only God can blow love in the hearts of men."
Papa Igo and Opa Ricky keep an eye on Bang Risang. The two elders were very afraid if Bang Risang to let go of the speech that would make the atmosphere worse.
"It's all Dinda's fault.if only Dinda chose that remote island, surely it wouldn't be like this..!!"
Instantly Bang Risang stood up to hear Ratih's reply. "Stop saying such things again Dinda..!!!!!" Finally Bang Risang yelled at Ratih who had too much heart as soft tissue. "Dinda must dare to say what Dinda wants as a wife kangmas."
Papa Igo patted his son's shoulder to ask him to slightly temper his emotions.
"Mas Ris knows it's all heavy. In little heart Mas Ris really loves and loves you both but Mas realize you both deserve to be happy." Bang Risang took a deep breath and threw it away slowly. His eyes reddened trying their hardest to withstand the tightness in his chest. "For Dinda Yesha and Dinda Ratih.. Mas relented and recused if Dinda Ratih or Dinda Yesha could not live in a polygamous umbrella. Find your happiness. Mas Ris apologized for hurting both of you."
"Yesha's happiness is only Mas. Yesha loves Mas Ris. Yesha wants to stay with Mas Ris to maintain our relationship..!! Well Yesha will take care of Wilang but Yesha honestly can not be with Dinda Ratih. We can start a new life and instead.. Kangmas can give the house to Dinda Ratih." Answer honestly Yesha.
"If Dinda still has a long life. Let Dinda spend time with Raden alit Wilang in the sultanate. Dinda will keep the meeting of Raden Mas in Dinda's heart. Worship Dinda prostration for Kangmas, worship Dinda prostration for Mbakyu Yesha. may Kangmas and Mbakyu marriage last..!!"
For the umpteenth time Bang Risang was surprised to hear the rules of the sultanate. And for the umpteenth time he again felt Yesha was very outrageous in selfishness. His first wife clearly knew the rules of the sultanate but still said she could not live with Ratih and that meant Yesha let Ratih be hit by his own problems. He is now trapped in his own words. The hope that Yesha had a heart made her even more depressed.
"Doubtful about separating from Dinda Ratih?" Ask Yesha.
"Dinda Yesha, does Dinda currently make Mas look very evil and heartless?" Bang Risang asked back. "What kind of love is there in your heart?"
"Want your love whole without being divided..!!" Answer Yesha.
Hearing him really Bang Risang very limp and propped his body on the side of the bed until Papa Igo, Bang Naru and Bang Aryanto helped Bang Risang support his body. He squeezed his chest as hard as he could, there was a great pain whack his heart. Bang Risang turned his head and stared fixedly at Bang Aryanto's eyes.
"If you don't want to understand, you'll just cut off Kangmas' body. If this life is able to reconcile the mother of my children.I would rather just die..!!"
Bang Aryanto finally understood the purpose of Bang Risang's deep eyes, he took a knife tucked on the right side of his belt and opened and rained towards Bang Risang.
At that time Yesha only gave her expression of shock while Ratih reflexively got up and hugged Bang Risang as tightly as possible.
"Jangaaan... By Allah do not hurt my husband..!! You can take my life but don't hurt my son's father..!!!!!" Ratih cried roaring. "Sir Yesha can take him.. Dinda didn't ask for anything, didn't want treasure.. Dinda just wants Kangmas to be healthy."
Bang Risang hugged Ratih's body tightly. It is too painful to let go of an angelic hearted woman as beautiful as Ratih with all her sacrifices. "O Allah O Lord, when can Kangmas give you happiness for you Dindaa..!!"
Bang Aryanto lowered his pocket knife. He looked down after the tears. "Risang in this life sometimes there are difficult choices from the hardest. If you want to let go of Yesha, I am a sincere family representative with all your decisions. But if there is still an apology left, let us re-educate him until your heart is spacious to accept his presence again. As a man, I understand that we as men need wives who are in line with and in line with our hearts."
"We as the family suggested that Dinda Yesha introspect themselves first. Let Bang Risang for a moment think calmly and sanely. Understand the condition of a priest who must decide the best thing for his household." Suggestion Bang Naru.
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