The End of Clarisa's Suffering
The Part 51
Looking at Risa who seemed to be upset, Alex carried Risa in his arms.
"Loe's disappointed in him?"
Risa shook her head in Alex's arms.
"Not disappointed with Lucky, but I'm disappointed with myself. Why am I still judging men.! I have been hurt many times and betrayed,but still my inner eyes are not open to see which men are really sincere with me and which men just want to benefit me." Said Risa while sobbing.
Alex keeps Risa's body away from her embrace, she stares fixedly at Risa's face and rubs Risa's tears.
"The truth is that men cannot be judged only from outside Ra. If you want to know which men are really sincere like you, Chloe can be honest when she touches you gini." Alex also started rubbing Risa's face.
"And loe can frown when he nyium loe gini." Alex began to kiss Risa's forehead, both eyes and both cheeks.
"And loe can frown when your eyes look at each other like gini." Alex cupped Risa's face so that their eyes looked at each other.
Alex brought his face closer to Risa's face, now Alex's eyes are fixed on Risa's lips, even Risa who is now staring at Alex's lips. Like positive and negative poles that attract each other, their lips are now attached to each other like a magnet. With soft lips Alex toyed with Risa's lips. Feeling the soft play of Alex, Risa even got carried away and reciprocated the game of Alex's lips. Long enough their lips intertwined, the game that was originally soft also over time became heated, their tongues had twisted each other. Alex releases their kiss to scoop up oxygen.
"Do you want to continue with Ra?!" Alex asked with breath still puffing.
Risa shook her head at Alex's question.
"Why? We haven't pumped each other for a long time." Alex asked confused as Risa rejected him.
"We can't confess to that wrong relationship anymore, Lex.!" Risa reminded.
"But I'm so claustrophobic of this Ra."
"That means you really just want my body?!" Tanya Risa investigated.
"Yes, serious love with loe. That's why I came here to pick you up back in town. And I'm gonna get to know you to my parents. I'm gonna marry you Ra." Alex answered with a very serious face.
"If you aim so, Chloe should hold back your lust until I'm actually loe's."
"Loe belongs to me, Ra.!" Alex said he didn't want to lose.
"I mean, our sample is married.!"
Alex's eyes shone as Risa indirectly agreed to her invitation to marry.
"So you want to marry me?!" Ask Alex again.
Risa nodded her head. He still loves Alex. Until this second, only Alex can make him comfortable and calm. Even when Risa felt the rubbing of Alex's hand on her face and when Alex kissed her forehead, her eyes and cheeks, the happiness in Risa's heart was back.
Seeing Risa nod her head, Alex immediately jumped in joy, she also lifted Risa's body and twisted their bodies.
"Lex.stop!! I'm fucking dizzy Lex!" Shouted Risa.
Alex immediately stopped his action and lowered Risa's body and hugged Risa's body very tightly.
Still in Alex's arms, Lisa looked up to see Alex's face.
"Aren't you going too fast?!" Ask Risa.
And only answered with a sledgehammer by Alex.
"Keep if your parents do not agree with our relationship how?!" Ask Risa again.
"Gue doesn't care about Ra. All this time I always wanted what I wanted. If I don't agree with our relationship, then you better leave me. I've been living under his pressure. And since I know you and every time I'm with you, any stress and pressure in my head can be reduced. Only you can make me like Ra. I promise to be more choosy with loe and fight for our relationship on appeal must continue with my bokap." Alex answered with conviction.
"Are you ready to live with me?!" Ask Risa again.
"Tarta can be sought by Ra, but comfort and tranquility can only be obtained from the people we love and love us. Now I'm asking that question back to Loe. Are you ready not to live hard with me?!" Ask Alex back.
"Anything with Loe Lex, asal loe never betray me,gue will never leave you. We start all from zero both." Risa replied while tightening her embrace.
"Thank you Ra. Then tomorrow you come with me home yeah." Take Alex.
"Can't go home not tomorrow. I still have business to take care of. Anyway, Chloe I don't know my parents yet."
Alex does not know that Risa's mother is also dead. Because Alex only knows about Risa's father who died and Risa's mother who entered the mental hospital from Ayu.
"Yes we've been to the place nyokap loe aja now, let me also be able to see directly how the development nyokap loe." Said Alex.
"Loe knew where I was coming from?" Risa asked in surprise because she never told Alex about her mother.
Alex also told Risa when he was looking for Risa at Risa's workplace first, and Alex also said that he met Ayu and from Ayu he knew about what happened to Risa's family. After telling a series of events when Alex is looking for the existence of Risa, Alex again invites Risa to immediately bring Alex to meet her mother Risa.
"Sorry Lex, but mother..." Risa's tears trickled back when she remembered the mother.
"Why? Why are you here?!" Alex asked, curious.
"Mother is no Lex. My mother died when I was reeling from life in the big city." Risa's reply is getting sobbing.
"And.and I feel more sinful because I do not love mbak Nunik and mbak Iin my new number, because the time mother is in a critical state, because my mother is in a critical state, mbak Nunik and mbak Iin tried to contact me and find my whereabouts. Even until mother died and wanted to be buried, they could not contact me. When the mother was buried without any family accompanying her and more sickly, the mother was buried along with negative rumors about her." Said Risa again.
Hearing Risa's story, Alex also felt how sad and sad the heart of a Risa.
"This is Ra's destiny. Don't beat yourself up. Think of all the suffering you are experiencing now, as delayed happiness. So all the mistakes you have made in the past become lessons in the present so you can become a better human being in the future." Alex said trying to calm Risa while rubbing the back of the woman who had been her rightful lover.
Risa nodded in Alex's arms as Alex gave her advice and encouragement.
"Don't cry anymore. Now we're on a pilgrimage to loe yuk's parents' grave." Take Alex while wiping Risa's tears.
Risa nodded her head in agreement. They both came out of the hotel room unit where Alex stayed to the eternal home of Risa's parents who were made one.
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