The End of Clarisa's Suffering
Part 93's
"Gas.don't!!"
"Why?" Ask Bagas with a hunting breath. It seems he also has not realized that Sheilla is in the puerperium.
"I just got gas."
Bagas rubbed his face rough. He just realized now. With a heavy heart, Bagas dropped his body next to Sheilla.
"Sori Sheill, I'm khilaf. I totally forgot."
Seeing the disappointed face of Bagas, Sheilla also felt disappointed. Disappointed because for a while could not provide the welfare of the bed for her husband. But Sheilla does not want to despair, she wants to use other ways so that the desire of the husband can be channeled.
Sheilla hugged Bagas who was lying next to her.
"Gas.." call Sheilla.
"Hemh.." answered Bagas merely, because now he is trying to control his desire so that he does not need to play solo.
"It's so heavy, huh?"
Bagas who understood Sheilla's question answered with a nod of his head.
"here." Sheilla pulled Bagas' body to abandon his body.
"What do you want?"
"I want to help you put artificial breath on him." Sheilla said as she stroked Bagas' kramat.
Bagas's eyes widened.
"Are you serious?"
Sheilla nodded her head.
"This is my duty as your wife. I said I wanted to be a good wife and a good mother." Sheilla replied as she rolled her eyes flirtatious.
Bagas smiled looking at Sheilla's frenzy.
"As much as you are Sheill, I'm resigned." Bagas said while abandoning both his hands.
Sheilla opened all the cloths that covered her husband's body and began to fondle him before he gave artificial breath to the Bagas.
"Arghhh...." Bagas let out a long groan as his kramat object spouted out a white liquid in Sheilla's mouth.
Sheilla quickly pushed Bagas' body and ran into the bathroom. Sheilla spewed out all the white liquid that was spewing out in her mouth.
While Bagas, immediately put the boxer back on and out of his room to Sheilla's room. Because after Sheilla went into the bathroom, Bagas heard their little daughter crying.
As soon as Sheilla came out of the bathroom, Sheilla did not find Bagas in the room, her eyes immediately looked at the baby monitor and it turned out that Bagas was holding a beautiful baby who had not been named.
"Thank you, Gas, give me a second chance. I promise I'll change for you both." Lirih Sheilla while staring at the monitor screen.
Sheilla came out of the room to her room.
Chequek.
"He's up?" Ask Sheilla on Bagas.
Bagas.
"Let me sleep, you rest." Sheilla said while trying to take their baby out of Bagas' hands.
"You're the rest, let me take care of our son." Reject Bagas. He didn't want to miss the opportunity to take care of his son.
"You're the breast pump, aren't you going to make stock?" Ask Bagas.
"Udah. It's in that fridge." Point Sheilla towards the refrigerator that was deliberately placed in the room for stock asi.
"Are you not tired? You're tired of working from morning until afternoon, at night you want to take care of our child."
"No pa-pa Sheill, the opportunity to take care of our children while still a baby gini will not come twice. I don't want to mess up when our kid's older, because I've never taken care of our kid."
"It's up to you, but if you're sleepy don't get it."
Bagas nodded his head.
When it showed at one in the morning, the beautiful baby had just fallen asleep again.
Cup. Bagas peed his beautiful baby's forehead.
"Thank you already present in the life of the father and resuscitate the father. Papa also apologized for deliberately presenting you only for revenge. Hence from now on papa will atone for all of papa's sins with you." Bagas said while looking at the tiny baby he had placed in the baby box. A sense of amazement ceaselessly came out of Bagas' mouth when he looked fixedly at his son's face, because the face of the beautiful baby was very similar to Bagas' only the baby was the female version, the baby's,so no more tests and just to make sure that the child is Bagas' son.
After being satisfied to look at her beautiful baby, Bagas also walked up to Sheilla who was already sound asleep.
Cup. He kissed Sheilla's forehead briefly in exchange for a good night's sleep.
Feeling Bagas' kiss on his forehead, Sheilla awoke and began to blink her eyes.
"Em." replied Bagas while nodding his head.
"Yes you slept there, it's one o'clock, tomorrow you'll work." Sheilla said as she sat down on her body.
Bagas nodded his head. He walked around the bed and went up to the bed.
"What do you want?" Sheilla asked as Bagas laid his body next to Sheilla.
"Well, she's going to sleep."
"Yes know. But what's here?"
"You forgot we're husband and wife? And we just did it, right? So it's only natural that we're naked."
"Geez!!" Sheilla said as she patted her eel. Because during marriage they never sleep together except on the night of their bride, Sheilla to forget that it should be husband and wife should sleep in bed.
"Gas truck, I forgot." Sheilla said with a sorry face.
"You don't have to talk about it, here you go to sleep too." Bagas immediately pulled Sheilla's hand until Sheilla's body fell in Bagas' arms.
"Sheill's.."
"Hulah.."
"Do you have a name for our son?"
Sheilla shook her head.
"You?" Sheilla asked back.
"It has. But I'm afraid that you don't like the name I think."
"What's his name?"
"Adhisti Anderson's Pradipta."
"Beautiful Gas, I love."
"Tell?"
Sheilla nodded her head.
"So it's legal to name Adhisti Pradipta Anderson baby girl?"
"Yes. But why the name Anderson behind him? What about Adhisti Anderson Pradipta?"
"Yet, not my son. So it should be my surname that's at the very back. So deal well if our son's name is Adhisti Anderson Pradipta?"
"Yes Gas." Sheilla replied with a smile at the silly behavior of Bagas who almost forgot that the last name of the child should be his father's surname not his mother's surname.
"And from now on don't call me Gas..Gases..Gas again. Call me papa Dhisti. And I'll call you mama Dhisti."
"Yes papa Dhisti." Sheilla replied more and more anxious as she pinched Bagas' cheek.
"Mom.."
"Yes, um.."
Sheilla smiled as Bagas returned his call for Bagas.
"What exactly is the reason you want to keep our household?" Ask Sheilla. He hopes the reason Bagas maintains his household with Sheilla is because Bagas already loves Sheilla and not just because of his children.
"I told Sheill, since I saw you risking your life to give birth to Dhisti, there's no reason for me to continue my grudge. After all, I'm not Sheill's saint either. If you feel yourself depraved, I am more than you."
"meaning?" Ask Sheilla. Sheilla does not know the past of Bagas and Risa, it's all because Sheilla was not interested to know about Bagas.
Bagas took a deep breath before telling Sheilla about his relationship with Risa first.
"Then we were engaged. I cheated on you too, I was in a relationship with one of the caddies at my place. At first I was courting him just to fill my free time, but over time I fell in love with him. Until one day, I needed a release because I was also a normal man who had felt how nice it was to have sex, so I asked the woman to have sex with me. I think he's the same as my old boyfriends who aren't virgin. But the woman is still virgin. There was guilt when I found out she was still virgin, guilt because there was no way I could end up in her arms, because by then we were engaged even I had promised you to be her daughter-in-law."
"How does that woman matter now?"
"He was happy Sheill. Precisely because of him is why I decided to refer to you. His greatness and sincerity forgave me, when I took his crown and was not responsible, from him I learned that we are sincere with all the problems and trials that befall us, he said,the end result that comes to us is happiness. I hope, after I've been sincere with all your attitudes being the same as mine, I'll get happiness. Now I just want to be happy Sheill, with you and our son."
Sheilla seemed disappointed by Bagas' confession, not disappointed to hear Bagas sleeping with another woman. But disappointed because of the confession Bagas said, implying that Bagas still loves the woman. And that means there is no Sheilla name in Bagas' heart.
"Do you still love that woman?"
Bagas shook his shoulder.
"Maybe. But relax, maybe now I still have feelings for him. But I hope that as time goes by, her name will fade from my heart and will be changed to your name and the name of our children. And I hope you do too. I'm sure now in your heart there's no name yet, but I hope that as time goes by, you can omit your ex's name with mine and our children's names."
Sheilla nodded. He must not be selfish to ask Bagas to love him while in his heart there is also another male name. It would be unfair if he asked for perfection from Bagas but he himself was a sinner.
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