The Evil Alexander Louise
Desperate Asa

It's been months since Deri returned to the city, to her family home. The last time he came home was looking for Sania

And this time he returned to the city and went back to look for Sania's existence.

Deri goes back to Dhea who asks if the girl has met Sania

Dhea just shook her head and said that she had never met Sania again

Deri is not desperate, all the places he visited to find Sania's whereabouts

Like this afternoon, using a motorcycle, his personal vehicle when he was in college, back Deri looking for Sania's whereabouts, even far out of town

Just before nightfall, he returned to the city, and stopped at a red light when the traffic light was on

When the lights will turn green accidentally, Deri is like catching the figure of Sania who is in the car

Deri quickly chased the car that was going slowly and he got closer to the car

Many times it was Deri claxing that made the driver look out and bring down the glass

Sania who was aware if it was Deri became nervous

"Don't stop Den, just keep going"

Deno immediately closed the window and looked towards Sania through the rearview mirror

"Lu know San?"

Sania was silent and continued to look out the window glass uneasily

Helen, who was sitting next to him, looked out

"San, guys call you"

Sania is getting restless

"Where's San, what do we stop?"

"Just keep Den, speeding when necessary"

Deno complies and soon gasps leaving Deri who is also chasing behind them

Sania turned her head back towards Deri who was far behind. Without feeling her tears flow and she lowered her tears

Helen who saw Sania crying just stroked the young girl's shoulder

"Stop Den!"

Deno turned back through the rearview mirror towards Sania who was sobbing

"You sure?"

Sania nodded with an increasingly broken cry

Deno slowed down his car and turned on the penny lamp

Deri who saw the car carrying Sania pulled over accelerated the speed of his motorbike and immediately came down from the motor, and directly knocked on the glass

Deno hesitantly lowered the glass and looked at his head

"I'm sorry, it's like seeing a close friend of mine in this car" said a sense of despair and panic from Deri's voice

Deno glanced briefly back, towards Sania who was sobbing

"Mas may have seen it wrong"

Deri shook his head quickly, he was sure that his vision was correct

He quickly turned towards the middle and immediately peeked by closing his hands to the side of his face so that he could see clearly inside

Deri's heart beat faster when he saw if it was Sania

Deri reflex forcefully pulls the car door

"San?, Sania...?"

Sania sobbed until her shoulders shook, Helen looked more and more compassionate

"San, I know it's you, open San"

Sania was still unmoved, while Deno still looked puzzled

"Open San!" Deri was screaming in panic and frustration

"San?" deno

Sania was getting shaken and crying even more

"Pity him San. I'm a man too, I know what it's like to be ignored"

Sania raised her face and turned to look outside where Deri kept shouting and banging on the windowpanes

"Meet him San, explain everything, he deserves to know about his son" Deno added

Sania did not reply to Deri's remarks, Sania had intended not to say who the biological father of the child she was carrying was currently with Deno

While Deri keeps trying to force Sania to come out even she bows her head near the steering wheel

"San...?" it was frustrating because Sania still had no intention of opening the door

Deri sat on the sidewalk with a rough rub of her face that looked chaotic and wet with tears

Sania who kept sobbing finally opened the car door and went down slowly

Seeing Sania coming down, Deri immediately stood up, but as soon as he saw Sania's stomach bulging his steps that had been ready to run straight like a club

Her tears flowed back when she found out that Sania was pregnant

Deri shook her head in disbelief and went back to sitting limp

Sania was still standing in her place with a sobbing, while Deri clenched her hands tightly holding back the disappointed and angry mixed together

"Please don't look for me again Der, look for a woman who truly loves you sincerely"

"Whether our story is over and never has been, I'm not the best for you"

"Forget it all about us. Think nothing ever happened between us and we don't know each other"

While saying that Sania's voice trembled withstanding the pain in her heart. He loves Deri very much and he must be able to forget and convince her and also convince Deri if indeed between the two of them will not be united forever

Deri covered her wet face and looked back in disbelief at Sania

While Deno and Helen who saw both of them from inside the car just dumbfounded and took a deep breath

"So the man wasn't the one who impregnated Sania, so who was the one who had impregnated this girl?" inner Deno

"Why did you betray me San?" deri's voice seemed to tremble as she said that sentence

Sania shakes. There was no profit for him to explain to Deri, of course he would be just like the others, it was hard to believe all of Sania's words

"I'm sorry Der" Sania said as she opened the car door and immediately asked Deno to run the car leaving Deri like a lost man

Deri was still in place when the car Deno was driving away

In the car back Sania cried sobbing in Helen's arms

Helen continued to rub Sania's arm which seemed to be very shaken

And Deno just kept quiet without comment he just looked through the rearview mirror

Deri continued to stare nanar towards the highway that still looked crowded, his mind was very tangled and chaotic

Sania's big bulging belly shadow flashed back on her head

Frustratedly rubbing his face and clenching his hands tightly, his teeth cluttered in anger and his eyes stared pushyly

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The car that Deno drove slowly entered the courtyard of Mami Ajeng's house

Before descending Sania rubbed her face and took a deep breath. He did not want if mami Ajeng caught his puffy eyes

Slowly he walked in with Helen, when passing through the middle room, Sania increasingly accelerated his steps because at that time Ajeng's mother seemed to chat with a man

Sania didn't want the man to see if she was pregnant

And Ajeng's mami's face seemed stiffened when she saw Sania and Helen appear, but immediately breathed a sigh of relief when Sania managed to sneak in without making her guests suspicious

Helen who caught the tension on the face of Ajeng's mother immediately approached the living room and sat next to Ajeng's mother

Helen immediately put a sweet smile on the guest mami Ajeng who looked at her fixedly

The middle-aged man reached out and introduced himself to Helen

And mami Ajeng smiled happily because Helen was indeed reliable

While Sania who went into his room again cried loudly in the pillow

Her face of shock and frustration made her cry even more broken

"All because of you Alexander.." growled Sania while squeezing a strong pillow.