
Junior's presence in the brothel was a separate entertainment for all residents there
Everyone helps each other in taking care of Junior, if Junior cries and Sania falls asleep then they do not hesitate to take and hold him
Junior is really entertainment for them on the sidelines of their routine that drains extra energy
And now Junior is over a month old, and Sania has prepared herself to work in accordance with her agreement with Ajeng
"Are you sure San?" ask Deno this afternoon
Sania took a deep breath
"I have no other choice Den"
Deno took a deep breath
"Keep your son?"
"So, uh, Den"
"What if you talk to your mom to extend your deadline, let Junior big first, only after that you work, you know for yourself how the girls who work here, you know, they may not go home for days"
Sania was silent and seemed to think, it was admitted if the women here tonight often had days to go home, or at the earliest they came home in the early hours
"But will mommy accept the reason I'm Den?"
"Yes you talk to mommy first, ask for her dispensation"
Sania nodded her head, and immediately got up from the chair when she heard Junior's crying voice
Deno who saw Sania standing away could only stare sadly
"When I used to live in Anita's house I wanted to do evil to the girl, but now, it's her turn to be a woman of the night, I feel sorry to see her" Deno murmured
Sania who went inside her room immediately picked up the crying Junior
Take him into his carrier and bring him out of the room, walking towards the place where Deno is still there
"Hey, the oom champ is up?" deno said while blushing Junior's cheeks
"Sorry San if I'm presumptuous, won't you tell his father Junior if you've given birth to his child?"
Sania's face hardened and she shook her head strongly
"Even until I die, I won't bring Junior to the son of a bitch"
Deno could only stare in anger at the look in Sania's eyes.
"I'll never forget how that bastard broke my life to pieces" saying that Sania's tears flowed
"Once San if it's your decision, I'm sorry"
Sania could only shut up and stared deeply at the nimble Junior
Later that night when all the residents of this brothel were in service, Sania faced timidly towards the mami
"What's wrong?"
Sania's heart was pounding more and more when she asked
"It's mommy, it's about my work schedule that we've agreed on"
"Yes, continues?"
Sania hesitates even more as she stares in full search at him
"Look, Junior is still too small for me to live, it could not if I work after Junior is a bit big, at least it is not as exclusive anymore"
It sounded mami Ajeng took a deep breath and stared deeply at Sania
"Look San, you know your own mami is a firm person, mami is not a plan, but mami still has a heart"
Sania raised her face timidly and looked at Mami Ajeng's face
"Mommy also thinks like that, mami also thinks what if your Junior stays long, who will take care of him"
"So mi?"
Mami Ajeng nodded
"Mami will give you time until you're ready"
Sania's eyes sparkled happily as well as immediately glazed over
"But instead, you're the housekeeper in this house, all your homework, everything"
"Ready mi, ready"
Sania immediately got up from her seat and tightly hugged Ajeng's mami while shedding tears
"Either way can I repay my mother's services"
Mami Ajeng rubbed Sania's back
From then on, Sania could breathe a sigh of relief. Because back mami Ajeng gave him time.
Finally all the tasks of the house Sania handle, cleaning the house, cooking to wash the clothes of the residents of this house is his duty
Sania was playing in the room with Junior after a long day of cleaning the house
Because now Junior has been more than four months old and can be prone to become more and more a favorite throughout the house
In Sania's hands there is a rattling toy gift from Helen, the toy can stimulate hearing and other motor
During the play, Junior's eyes only looked up and rarely blinked
Sania who did not understand did not bother about it until finally entered a girl who immediately played the red rattles on Junior's face
And Junior's back there's no reaction
"Kok Junior don't have a reaction San?"
"I mean brother?"
"Yes for example his eyes glanced at it or sparkled when a toy was played on it?"
Sania was stunned and watched carefully
"Yes yes, brother"
Sania's heartbeat had been pounding hard, all bad thoughts started raging in her chest
"Let's ring beside San's ear"
Sania nodded and rang the toy beside Junior's ear and Junior tilted his head
Then Sania repeats over Junior's face, but Junior's back does not react
"Don't Junior.....?" said the girl was scared
Sania shook her head strongly and her tears had splashed out
"Sister, brother don't just talk"
"San's sister is sorry, we both pray that San may not happen anything with Junior"
And from that day on Sania always stimulated her son's eyesight, from waving her hands over his face even Sania to seem to want to poke Junior's eyes, but indeed the eyes did not respond
The news reached all the ears of the inhabitants of this brothel until they proved it themselves
And their worries all the more become when indeed Junior does not respond to anything
"We're taking her to the hospital" Mami broke up this afternoon when everything went down
With feelings and fear Sania finally took her son to the hospital to be examined in the eye poli
Sania, who was accompanied by Ajeng's mother and Helen, told her everything to an ophthalmologist
And the doctor started checking Junior's condition. He found that Junior's pupils were not black but rather white, and when the doctor shone on Junior's eyes, they didn't blink at all
Even when the doctor asked her to laugh, Junior did not smile at all
Panicked Sania grew frightened when she saw the change in the face of the doctor who examined her child
"How's doctor?" the question is fast
The special eye doctor took a deep breath and looked confusedly at the faces of the three women sitting in front of him
"My son is normal isn't doc?" sania's voice shook as she said the sentence
Helen clasped Sania's hand tightly, while Ajeng's mother stared uneasily at the silent doctor
"Say doctor, I deserve to know"
Sania's tears had been spilled because a bad premonition had filled her chest because the doctor was just silent
While Junior who is in his lap continues to mutter indistinctly and move his hands and feet
"I am compelled to conclude that the mother's child is blind"
As if lightning had struck right on her face, Sania immediately cried bitterly as she hugged Junior tightly
Mami Ajeng and Helen who were sitting next to him immediately hugged Sania who was crying bitterly
Sania's shoulder shook violently, until she lowered her head so that Junior in her lap was bowed
"Why God, why should my child?" wailing
Helen did not release her arms to Sania, nor did Ajeng's mother
The three of them dissolved in their sad cries. And the doctor who saw immediately took Junior from Sania's lap and carried him sadly
Sania's shoulders shook violently in the arms of Ajeng and Helen
He could not say anything because of the immense sadness that had struck his chest
"Why Junior, Lord....?" his sob with his body shivered violently
Sania squeezed firmly into her clothes and bit strongly on the shirt as it held back how hurt her heart was
"Punish me God, not my son...."