
Chemotherapy that Bima went through did not work. His cancer cells have spread, Doctors can not do much, Bima can only resign and increasingly desperate.
"We've done our best, but chemotherapy can't kill cancer cells. Platelet production is decreasing. In addition, cancer cells have attacked vital organs such as the lungs. You've been dizzy lately, haven't you?" ask the Doctor, Bima.
"Yes Doc, the duration of my fainting is getting more and more frequent, my head is often dizzy and my chest is often tight," replied Bima, explaining to the Doctor the symptoms are getting worse and worse.
"We can only provide pain relief medication and anemia medication and shortness of breath. We apologize profusely. We cannot eradicate the disease that Bima patients suffer from" said the doctor, sadly.
"Thank you Doc, you want to help me, relieve the pain even if only for a moment," said Bima, sincere.
The doctor simply nodded and once again apologized to Bima.
***
Arumi had a rough time as a taekwondo athlete. He had to rest for a moment and had to perform an operation on his shoulder. He has a clavicula injury.
Arumi was injured during taekwondo training when his shoulder hit the floor hard with an outstretched position.
Arumi felt her life was ruined. She loves taekwondo. To him, taekwondo was part of his life.
In these hard times, he had a friend who comforted him. But someone special to him, even rarely was next to him.
Arumi was disappointed in Bima. It has been a week since Bima promised to pick him up to go to school together, since that day Bima could not be contacted and he did not go to school for days.
According to Arumi, only she is serious in this relationship. He was fed up with the promise that was always canceled unilaterally by Bima.
For him, Bima had played with his feelings. And even in these difficult times, there was no Bima present, a special figure who should continue to accompany him in difficult times.
"Udah if you're tired of intertwining kek gini relationship. Mending broke up rather than your heart getting sicker" said Selen, sad to see his best friend moody every day.
"Gua can't stop liking and loving him. You guys know, right? The cave is very dear to Bima. Even though the memories of both of us are not that much, tati still! For me, he remains everything" explained Arumi, softly, while holding her tears down.
"But we can't see you, our best friend, wistfully still like this. Sick also I see you tear resistant kayak gini continues," timpal Indah, sad to see his usual cheerful friend sad and moody.
Bayu even cried because he could not see his best friend was sad.
It's mah, sad Arumi but a weeping Bayu! It's weird, but the reality is.
Even Arumi, Selen and Indah who saw Bayu crying, until the head bobbles because they are not inexhaustible with his attitude.
But the sweet Bayu continued his crying event, until a bit of a whim.
Bayu really felt sorry to see Rumi had to try to let go of taekwondo which incidentally is part of Rumi. In addition to the foul behavior of Bima which is increasingly a burden in his heart.
Stone is angry, but can not do anything because Arumi is still a patient person even though his mouth lemes if angry.
"Udah, Bay. It's okay. I'm not papa," Selen sighed, wiping away tears that didn't even drip on her cheek.
Bayu looked at Selen with a look of hate, then turned his gaze to Arumi.
"Huhu .. You've broken up with him, Rum. I'm heartbroken if I have to see you continue. I can, I'm beating up a man too!" Bayu wiped away her tears that kept dripping violently.
"Basipun letoy gini, I am a boxer athlete who is in the guise of your supply carpenters. Don't underestimate me! I'm angry, almost like a saiton!" peekik Bayu, trying to calm himself.
"Shut up, Cell! I threw it in the sea too. Meet you Pesaidon! You really fans too God of the Sea," cried Bayu, making Selen back upset with him.
"Lo take a tantrum, Bay?!" fierce Selen, rampage.
"Hayuk, don't be afraid I'm up against a limp human semi pari kayak lo!" pekik Bayu, not fierce.
Arumi and Indah who are sad, consequently can not grieve freely because they have to divorce these two fellow soldiers.
"Udahhh .. don't be noisy!" indignant Beautiful, staring at Bayu and Selen, sharp and piercing.
Bayu and Selen immediately took a bite, and only war stares. Without protesting or making any more noise.
***
Bima held her head more and more pain and her chest tightened.
Bima knew Rumi was injured and taken to the hospital, but she could not do anything about it.
She is eager to go to the hospital and hugs Rumi that everything will be fine. Give him encouragement and attention.
But he had been lying limp on the floor of his room for half an hour without anyone to help him out.
How many times has he been unable to keep his promise to Rumi? Even to reply to a message or just tell Arumi Bima can not afford.
The increasingly severe condition, making Bima really can not do its activities properly. Everything's chaos. His life and story with Arumi are also chaotic.
Bima's head was about to explode and her chest was getting claustrophobic. Breathing is difficult, this is how his expectations are still too high to imagine his future life with Arumi.
"Stupid," inner Bima, on her.
The tears of Bima came back with her. His figure that looks sad, clearly visible from the reflection of the glass in front there.
Making Bima feel worse with his current state.
Slowly negative thoughts begin to haunt you. Bima begins to feel that she does not deserve to be Arumi's boyfriend.
Arumi is jolly, kind and very understanding. Shouldn't get mistreatment from her lover like this.
Bima felt that it was better if he broke up from Arumi alone. With reason for the good of Arumi, Bima began to make a determination to end their relationship.
Although Bima's day feels really hard, but the choice is better than locking Arumi in a relationship that has a future.
Thinking about the relationship that had to run aground due to the limitations of Bima, his head was increasingly dizzy to the point that his body began to spasm due to pain.
She heard the sound of rain out there. The rain that made the cold sneak into his room.
Bima commented a bitter smile. Thanking God for bringing down the rain.
In this way, Bima can cry freely. Roaring in pain in the sobs that were disguised by the rain.
"Stupid bamboo!"