THE FRATERNITY
S2. Allan's Regret

In this world we will all experience the bitter sweet name of life, because we live like a spinning wheel, sometimes below and sometimes above.

And one of the bitterness of life is the loss of someone who might mean so much to all of us. For example, losing the family we love and love.

Losing someone we love and care about very often leaves a deep sadness, and will have a direct impact on the daily survival we live.

For example, we will be much more moody and closed, traumatized, can even make our condition drop or sick.

But what we need to know is that all forms of loss are the destiny of the Almighty, there is no need to drag on in deep sorrow and accept everything sincerely, and believe that all this is a trial from God alone.

***

SIX MONTHS LATER..

Six months of the departure of the sibungsu, Dirandra Adamka Bimantara. For six months, the two families always remember and miss their favorite details.

Evan and Garry always look at the face of the sibungsu through the longest picture frame on the desk or in their room. As busy as they are, their hearts and minds are always Adam and Adam.

Utari the mother always tried hard in front of her family members, although her heart was sad and hurt for the loss of her youngest son. He will cry while in his room by staring at the handsome face of the son through the picture frame only.

And now Utari is in her room with her hand holding a picture frame of her youngest son.

"Mama knows that everything is bound to be gone in the end and losing is a sure thing and this time it is your turn to go. Mama knows that. But what makes Mama jolted so great is the fact that your loss can really decide the happiness in Mama for just a moment, then it feels able to make Mama become a half-dead nelangsa, mama's heart is like out of place and Mama's body feels empty. You know, honey, it feels like the wind is suddenly gone and the dry."

"In the tears that fell this time, Mama slipped a long farewell greeting, to the happiness that you have carved, to the sweet memories as long as you have, Mama did not want to complain, Mama did not want to complain, but it feels like you're here too little. I really want to see you grow up to be a successful young man, see you when you introduce your lover, hear your cries and embrace you. But the Almighty has His own plan."

"Goodbye soulmate Mama.

You're from Him, and you're back to Him,

you were gone for Mama and now you're back. Goodbye baby, light eyes Mama, soul conditioning Mama, good-bye." A single tear drenched her beautiful face.

In a room there was a handsome young man sitting on the sofa. He did the same thing as Utari, his mother. That young man is Danish. Danish is currently looking at her sister's photo.

"Sister misses your voice because it is a symphony, misses your scent because it is a treasure, your smile because it is a jewel, your embrace because it is a work of art and your cry because it is a happiness."

"Adam. Do you know what my sister is feeling right now?  There is something unusual in you: your presence. Wash the soul niche of a shabby brother blistering. Pulled back the rhythm of the pulse that had been blue frozen. Adam's! You're the little star brother who sparkles dark night sky live brother. Adam's! Keep playing in the garden of your heart. Semikan rainbow various flowers, until this troubled soul feels calm. Because this self is so fragile without your presence." Danish crying.

***

At the Adiyaksa family residence lived a couple and three handsome sons. They are getting ready for their own activities.

Two of Adiyaksa's sisters are already at the dinner table. They were busy fighting for food at the dinner table. No one wants to give up.

"Aishis. You guys are like little kids. Are you ashamed of your age? Just a big body. At the dinner table fighting over food. Don't be shy brother dong!" Allan who suddenly came and directly occupied his buttocks in the chair followed by their parents.

Nicolaas Liam Adiyaksa and Vigo Liam Adiyaksa gawked and widened his eyes in disbelief at the words of Allan Liam Adiyaksa, their younger brother.

While their parents, Liam Levi Adiyaksa and Celina Esmee, or now turned into Adiyaksa, smiled anxiously at the annoyed faces of their two sons at the words of their youngest son.

They stared at their horror at their sister. The one who is stared at does not care. Allan glanced slightly at his two brothers. Then focus on the food.

"I know I'm handsome, brother! So don't look at me like that" Allan said with the pedal.

Again these two brothers gawked at Allan's words. They don't think they have a sister who's as good as it sounds to talk.

Good thing, darling. Otherwise I don't know what they're gonna do to this one little boy. Finally they decided to continue their delayed eating.

"Allan," call Levi.

"Yes, Pa." Allan answered.

"Are you ready for your first day of college, hum?" yanya Levy's.

"I'm always ready, Pa! What college am I going to, Pa?" ask Allan.

"The same campus as your brother, Vigo." Levi answered his youngest son's question.

"Oh. So it is." Allan answered him casually and mimic the face made-up lethargic and uninspired.

"Why? Don't like this one college campus with your handsome brother, hum?" ask Vigo with the pedal.

"You are too sick, brother. I think your face is standard and mediocre. I feel sorry for you that I'm on campus with you." Allan answered him cruelly.

"If we were to have a college. Must be students and coeds at our sight. And they'll get our gosipin. They'll say bad things for you. Like this, hey look at them one is handsome and the other is ugly. And that's definitely me and that ugly bitch you're brother." Allan replied with his arrogant face.

After saying that painful thing, Allan also ran away first.

"Yak. Allan Liam Adiyaksa!" vigo shouted echoing. To the point that both her parents and her brother closed their ears.

"Basar abusers. Fucking sister. Dare to talk about his own brother. Watch out...!" amuk Vigo's.

"Pa, Ma, Brother. I'm saying goodbye" said Vigo.

"Don't fight with your sister, Vigo. You're the one who's gonna lose!" celina shouted while teasing her second son.

They could only laugh at Vigo and Allan's behavior.

***

At the Abhimanyu Family residence, family members appear to be slumped to lose their naughty details. The screeching and shrill screams, the commotion that always happens every morning, have now disappeared and are no longer heard. Because my jailer's a ruckus maker has been gone for good.

They miss her sweet face, her voice, her cries, her ignorance, her sulking, her anger. They miss everything. Missed their beloved.

Ardi and Harsha were in their rooms. Just like Danish. Ardi and Harsha have not attended college for six months. They took six months off. They do not know what to do when they are on campus without their favorite details. If time can be replayed. They wouldn't let their sister go alone then.

Inside the room, Harsha sat on the floor and her back leaned against the bed. His hand held a picture. Photos of his favorite sister Dirandra Adamka Abhimanyu.

"Hiks.. Adam. You could have just left my sister. You left without saying goodbye to brother. Are you mad, hum?" Monologue Harsha in front of Adam's photo.

"So you miss you, Dam."

In the other room, Ardi was also looking at the handsome face of his sister who was on the table beside his bed. Ardi grabbed the picture frame and kissed it.

"So I miss you, Dam. Why did you leave brother, hum? Don't you love your sister anymore?" ask Ardi on the photo he saw.

"I'm sorry that you always make you cry and also upset" said Ardi and tears flowed wet his face and also wet the picture frame.

Not much different from Ardi and Harsha. Both their parents, their two older brothers and their grandfather are currently also missing their naughty details.

Now they are in their own rooms. They were looking at the handsome faces of their nephews, sisters and favorite grandchildren through the picture frames in their rooms. There were only sobs heard in the luxurious mansion belonging to the Abhimanyu family.

Five months have passed since Adam. For five months they all remembered their moments with Adam. They never forgot Adam. They always remember Adam and send him prayers.

***

Vigo and Allan are on campus. And it's true Allan's guess. Upon arriving at the courtyard of the Campus, all eyes were on the two of them. They looked in admiration at the two of them. Both the students and the students.

But when the students and students looked at Allan Liam Adiyaksa, those gazes were hard to decipher. And the voices of the students and students filled every corridor of the campus.

"Who is he?"

"His face is."

"It seems familiar."

"His face is so familiar."

"Then the young man next to her, who?

Hearing those voices made Allan a little uneasy. This was confirmed by Vigo. Vigo held his sister's hand.

"It has. Don't think. We're here for college. Just let them talk about what. Their mouths too. If they're tired, they'll stop by themselves." Vigo comforts his sister.

"If it turns out they don't stop as well and even become more so, how?" ask Allan.

"Yes, just poke their mouths to keep them quiet." Vigo answered with origin.

"Current. You think they're billiar balls poked all over" Allan protested.

"How else? If they still like to gossip and can not be silent, yes forced by a little violence." Vigo replied to his sister.

"Ach. Never mind. Arguing with you will never end," said Allan upset at the answers from his brother.