The Hard Choice

The Hard Choice
Refusing


When the order came, Viktor with Vania enjoyed the food ordered, namely grilled chicken with spicy sauce.


After eating, Viktor took her to a place that is usually used as a place to chat with their respective partners. Although actually feeling uncomfortable, Vania had no choice but to obey the invitation of the man who always chased her.


"What do you want to do, Vik? we're not going out, it's gonna be a rumor."


Instead of answering questions from Vania, just smile at her, and invite her to sit down.


As the two were sitting next to each other, Viktor grabbed Vania's hand and held it while looking at her.


Vania who was feeling uneasy and uneasy, he kept trying to let go of her hand. However, instead of being detached, Viktor increasingly tightened his grip.


"You're the reason, Van. Your feelings always elude me, but I've never been evil with you."


"It's not so, Vik. Because we are not another cake couple, a couple that has a certain relationship. We are friends, not girlfriends." Replied Vania who began to be lazy to discuss love, let alone dating, she prefers to discuss other things, thought Vania.


"Van, I have to tell you how many times. I love you, I love you, I love you, and I'll get you married after college. After that, I'll give you my full attention, as well as whatever you want I'll do." Said Viktor who had somehow expressed his love for Vania.


Viktor, who always gets rejection from Vania, can only look at her lethargic and sad, as if her care and honesty are meaningless to her loved ones.


"Vik, I'm sorry. But I can't, and there's no way I'm forcing myself. So, I'm really sorry. Believe me, out there will definitely meet a woman who is much better than me." Replied Vania who really could not accept him as her lover, because she wanted freedom without a bond, thought Vania who felt if her future was still long.


Viktor who still rejected Vania, not even a little to give up. Though the lips said it, but his heart remained with Vania, the first woman he loved.


"It's okay, at least I've been candid with you. As long as I still see you myself, I will continue to endure this feeling of mine. What is clear is that I will stop chasing you if you are officially the property of another man. So, don't stop me from continuing to like you, love you, and pay attention to you." Said Viktor who still insisted to continue to maintain his feelings despite having to end up injured though, he thought.


Vania who heard it, could not say anything but resigned.


"Oh yes, it looks like the break is over. I live first yes, afraid the lecturer has entered."


Viktor nodded and smiled, Vania herself only smiled faintly and rushed back to the room to follow the materials that would be delivered by the lecturer.


When you want to enter the room, it seems right and the lecturer has entered. Vania who did not want to get a scolding, also immediately sat in her seat, which is next to Henifa.