The Hard Choice
Can't accept love

Vania was silent when she heard the confession of Viktor who was saying love in front of her.

Down, the only way down was only when his face was unable to face the person before him.

At that time, Viktor raised his chin Vania, but Vania immediately thinned it.

"sorry. I'm really sorry. I can't give you the decision you want. I said no to accepting you. Let me follow what is my decision. So, I hope to you, may you not be angry and disappointed. You can choose another woman, but not me. Again I'm sorry." Vania replied that ultimately gave Viktor the decision, although the decision was very painful for Viktor himself.

Forcibly, Viktor accepts the answers and decisions taken by Vania. Imposing your own will does not change happiness for Viktor himself.

"It's okay if you can't accept me. At least this serious remark from me you can hear clearly, and also you have given an answer without being accompanied by jest. I won't be angry with you, maybe just disappointed. If we weren't meant to be together, the extent to which I chased after you, still wouldn't be mine. I pray you get a guy who fits your criteria." Viktor said at length, while Vania chose silence, and nodded her head.

Once enough is done while talking, and there is nothing more to discuss, Vania and Viktor, both of them immediately get out of the car.

'Forgive me, Vik. I know that if the answer I give you is so painful, I can't avoid it, if I can't marry you. I don't know, I'm just afraid of being in a relationship with you, and when we have problems, things happen that will hate each other, not to be my pen.' Inner Vania when she just got out of the car.

"Hey! daydreaming what the hell you are. Look out, there's my brother who suddenly showed up." Ledek Viktor though his heart feels disappointed when again always get rejected.

"But! amit Amit met your super cute sister. Don't have a husband like him." Vania replied shuddering in horror at the thought.

Viktor just smiled at it.

"Ah, let's go in. My stomach is hungry." Get Viktor into the restaurant.

'Our relationship is okay. But, why did you reject my love, Van? you already know who I am, but that's it. It may take time to convince you. I just hope you are my soul mate.' Inner Viktor who still does not want to give up for the woman he loves.

"Hem. Even your dreamy ones. Want to come in or not, Vik? I have no intention of making sure I'm a restaurant."

Viktor again smiled faintly as he was shocked by Vania.

"I'm sorry, you're ending my love. Uh, it's not like that, I'm just joking with you, don't be serious." Replied Viktor reasoned.

"Yes it's okay. Sorry, but it disappointed you." Vania felt bad.

"Kan, I told you, I'm just kidding. Like I don't know about myself, you're." Reply Viktor who does not want the atmosphere to be cold.

Vania just nodded, confused what to say.

When he was in the restaurant, Vania and Viktor chose the menu he liked, and waited for him while talking about other things so as not to shut each other up.

"Van," called Viktor in a serious-sounding voice.

"Yes, Vik, why?" answer Vania and ask.

"I want to go to college abroad, that's okay, right?"

Vania was immediately shocked to hear the foreign sentence. Though the plan out of the country was already on his mind, but both his parents still wanted to get married.

"Van." Viktor called him back, Vania was really shocked.

"sorry. I wasn't focused." Vania replied with a gaze that was like keeping something.

"Why are you suddenly lethargic, Van?" ask Viktor curiously.

"What because of the match? sorry, if I bring it up again."

"It's okay. I have my own way of refusing an arranged marriage. If there's a chance, I'm going to college abroad just like you." Answer Vania.

"I pray that the best choice will be with you. Also, your dream is achieved." Viktor.

"thank you. You too, good luck."

Viktor smiled thinly to cover the mixed feelings he was feeling, including sad because he had to be rejected by the woman he loved.

'I just don't want to keep seeing you, but you're not mine. The more I continue to meet you, the more it will hurt when I have to endure my love for you. Forgive me for reasons that may be just an excuse, but my goal abroad is nothing but to stay away from you, so that my pain does not extend to my heart's deepest.' Inner Viktor while daydreaming, also while staring at the face of his ayu Vania.

At that moment, the food ordered arrived. Then, the two immediately enjoyed their lunch at the restaurant. Vania was silent, Viktor was also following the deacon, and no one spoke, silent in their own silence.

'I'm sorry, Vik.' Inner Vania while chewing food, also glimpsed up.

After enjoying his lunch at the restaurant, Vania and Viktor immediately returned home.

On the way, the atmosphere became cold, no jokes or jokes were heard until they did not feel it had reached the front of the gate.

"We've arrived, want me to take you to the front of the house, or just here." Viktor said as he stopped his car on the side of the road right in front of the main gate.

"That's it. Thank you so much, you are so kind and care about me. Forgive me for not being able to repay all your kindness. Sorry if I didn't let you stop by." Vania answered, and removed her seatbelt.

"Here, let me help. Don't mind much, it's hard, it's gonna be." Said Viktor who directly helped Vania to remove her seatbelt.

When Viktor's body bent, there was a heartbeat between the two beating unbecoming.

In fact, Viktor still had time to look at Vania's face with such a close distance. However, at that time Viktor immediately dismissed his dirty thoughts, he realized he was a normal man. More so there is love for Vania, of course her brain is also directly working actively.

"It." Said Viktor who also disperse the daydreams of Vania.

"Thank you. See you back on campus, bye." Reply Vania who got off the car.

"Wait a minute, I'll just take you to your front door. I'm afraid I'm not polite to take you home." Said Viktor who did not want to be suspected of being an irresponsible man.

With no choice, Vania finally agrees and asks the housekeeper to open the gate.

When he was in front of Vania's house, Viktor stopped his car.

"Here you go, there's a car in front. Looks like there's a guest Papa. Yes yes, thank you very much for coming home in front of my house." Vania.

Viktor nodded.

"Together, Van. Greetings, to both parents." Viktor answered with a faint smile.

"Yes, I'll tell you later. Adios. See you tomorrow at the college." Vania said as she waved her hand and went inside the house.

Viktor who was about to advance his car, the direction of his gaze was fixed on the car in front of him.