The Heaven I Dreamed of
then it was dark 2

that time ..

rizky was a kid around

rizky's 10-year-old just came home from school she was so happy because she got good grades

rizky wants to show it to his dad and mom .

once at home rizky looking for his papa and mama but rizky's face that was happy became grim and sad when he heard the debate of his parents .

rizky decides to go into her room

he pondered behind the bedroom door while hugging his two folded legs.

drop by drop her tears glued , her sobs are increasingly heard when the quarrel of the two parents was getting louder .

for a rizky child of his age does not deserve to hear and see all that, but not with him this time is not the first or umpteenth time Rizky witnessed the quarrel of both his parents

make her psychic disturbed . both her parents chandra and anita forget their one-on-one son because of mere emotion .

their households still survive until now although sometimes there are many disputes between the two .

their quarrel started from the marriage of chandra and tiara in anita .

she considers chandra cheating with tiara and married silent silence .

though the fact is chandra already married tiara first .

but Anita does not stay still she justifies all means to separate the two until anita is determined to do anything.

" whatever I'll do for you dear" said Anita to her son Rizky who was sleeping on his lap .

out of fear that chandra will leave her and also rizky her son, Anita tries to get rid of the tiara without chandra's knowledge . and until the end anita also managed to keep the woman from her husband .

a few months later ..

chandra family moved from surabaya to jakarta because of chandra job affairs that had to settle in jakarta .

finally they moved out of their house in Surabaya .

since then the chandra family became better, her relationship with anita more harmonious as well as with rizky .

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rizky explained to anita how much she was suffering at the time .anita became silent as well as the other everyone else who was at the dinner table .

the atmosphere of the dinner became tense and silent no one dared to start the conversation.

issabel got up from her chair "maybe you guys need time to talk to me excuse me" said issabel leaving the dining table

only three of them live at the dining table Aisyah, rizky and anita .

now only rizky and anita . This is the first time they quarreled anita is still silent in her place so is rizky .

" sorry "rizky started the conversation

" i'm sorry for offending my mom " said rizky without looking at anita .

" what are you apologizing for ? everything that is said is right I am wrong I took your papa from her and sorry also if I always make you suffer " said Anita while staring at rizky.

" i'm sorry if I hurt you" Rizky said

" i'm not a good mother, I know why you ask this" said Anita

" because you also experienced what mama experienced" said Anita while staring at the shady rizky .

" you know what you feel, how broken your heart was when your heart really hurt, sa_kit once "Anita's tears began to muddle wet her smooth cheeks

rizky was silent, Anita wiped the tears on her cheeks and got up from the chair to step over to Rizky

once near rizky anita hugged her one son affectionately, rizky's tears slowly dripped down her cheeks

" i'm sorry mama son because mama has made you suffer all this time you feel burdened by papa and mama " said Anita while hugging rizky tightly rizky who in her embrace just silence and cry .

" now that you are an adult you have the right to be angry and hate your mother and you have the right to make your choice . "anita lets go of her embrace and wipes away her tears and looks back at rizky . slowly anita spoke softly .

" riz ? " said Anita while reaching for her son's face "you already know right ? what do you experience and mama feel when in lying " said anita .gaze at the eyes of her child .

" so .. mama hope no more honest lies to your wife about what happened "said anita hoped 'but rizky shook his head in response .

anita tried to hold Rizky's hand and convinced her "believe the same mama Aisyah can definitely accept her" said anita

rizky let go of anita's grasp "no ma, I'm still looking for the right time can not now, I'm afraid aisyah will hate me ma ma. " said rizky

" so sooner Aisyah will know her so than aisha knows her from others better she knows from yourself" said anita . rizky still shook her head in response that she was not ready to tell her all.

" when is riz ? until when are you going to keep covering her up ?" ask anita .

" believe the same mama aisyah must understand, if indeed aisyah will hate you later her it's only temporary, mama sure long time aisyah will accept her, her ? " said anita lirih "you want to be honest, sometimes honestly make us sick but it's better" said Anita while gently rubbing rizky's back .

" Ta_ but_

" confidently ? whatever risk you will receive you must be ready and strong . so try .." said Anita while strengthening and convincing rizky .

rizky still thinks her mama's remarks she's still not sure of her heart .

but there's a truth to what her mama said .

" What is this moment . "inner rizky