The Heaven I Dreamed of
wounded

" sorry, I can't protect you anymore "

rizky said nervously without looking at amyra .

huh, amyra sighed for a moment .she was confused what to behave like, whether to be happy or behind her .

although his heart really heavy to be away from rizky let alone have to leave it .

" i think if we continue to have this kind of relationship there will be a wounded heart, and I don't want you to get hurt" Rizky said again this time he stared fixedly at Amyra's face

" i can't feel sharing my love with you either with aisha, sorry .. I'm sorry amyra because I reneged on my promise forgive me "

amyra smiled forcibly trying to toughen up and accept rizky's decision .

" why do you keep apologizing if there's no other word for me" said amyra flatly looking her tears had been blocked but she tried to hold it .

rizky doesn't understand what amyra means

" it should be me who apologizes because my attitude used to get you in trouble, you know what I look like, right ? I would do anything to make my wish come true, am I not so selfish "

" no, you're not selfish it's only natural that we want to do something to get what we want "rizky interrupted.

" but I've made others hurt is that natural ? I'm selfish "between amyra

" you don't blame yourself I'm also wrong "timpal rizky.

" is this our fault ? do I need to apologize also " said Amyra trying to smile. both of them laugh at each other but like a laugh that forced maybe to melt the atmosphere.

" amyra ." rizky said

" well.. do you want to apologize again ? aish... later on just as good as we eat first later her food to the cold rush "amyra diverts the conversation not because she does not want to talk about this problem but she does not want her tears to flow .

" your food is very good even though it's cold, I didn't think you turned out to be good at cooking" said Rizky while enjoying his food at least the atmosphere was better

" do you want me to cook for you again ? but it looks like it's my first and last meal for you" .amyra put her voice on the last word

" should I call this farewell dinner ". said Amyra again.

" well. "rizky was a little surprised.

" canoes ? you don't want to have dinner with me anymore "ask Rizky .

" don't you say you can't protect me anymore, that means we won't meet again "

" amyra .. "rizky holding amyra's hand .

" i can't protect you anymore doesn't mean I'll stay away from you we'll still meet we can still be friends right ? " rizky looked at amyra in the last sentence

" do you really not love me anymore ? " asked amyra with a hopeful look

you know, I once said in the park that I was going away from you I didn't want to bother you two anymore "amyra put her voice down .

I wish I could make amends for leaving you, but I think it's enough that you've got your true love "no tears amyra starts to drip

" amyras.. " ..

" is this karma for me ? " amyra's tears kept on dripping

" amyras.. "..

" aish..why do I cry " said Amyra while wiping away her tears "what is it because it's my farewell day with you ?

rizky just stared at amyra in silence it was like she could not bear to see sad amyra like this. "amyra. "rizky kept calling the name of amyra.

" wh. sorry, I cried ", said Amyra while wiping away her tears

" why are you sad ?" keep saying amyra "do you not want to say goodbye at least you gave me something tonight" said amyra who was no longer crying trying to make jokes.

" huh. I didn't know it would be this sad to part with you " said Amyra and kept quiet for a moment rizky let amyra keep babbling she just listened because she thought this was the best.

" you do the right thing, you choose the right person aisyah the woman who deserves you make her smile, happy her, don't hurt her" said Amyra .

" do you love her ? " ask amyra

" yes ." answered rizky briefly.

" aisyah must also love you, when I first met her I felt comfortable aisyah a sincere woman is also good, you are lucky to make her a wife" said Amyra

" amyra.I'm sorry " said rizky.

" well, you apologize again " said Amyra with a slight lift of her lips "you must give me a gift if you apologize again I will not accept your offer to be a friend " amyra's joke makes rizky smile .

" rizky, I'm sure Aisyah must be back because she loves you so much, fighting (spirits) " said amyra while raising her right hand to encourage rizky . make rizky smile.when her heart was hurt

she knew Amyra was trying to smile when her heart was hurting .

rizky got up from the dining chair and said goodbye to amyra "thank you for dinner" said rizky before leaving .

amyra speechless frozen in her chair not the slightest bit she moved her tears began to flow profusely she could not stop her maybe crying would be better for her when her heart hurt her trying to smile happily.

out there rizky walked down the aisle of the apartment until he reached the parking lot where his car parked rizky directly into his car ringing his engine even though he was hesitant to leave the amyra at a time like this but that doubt he blurted out and stuck his gas and drove his car away from the parking lot of the apartment .

in there amyra was still silent and crying but suddenly she was flabbergasted to remember rizky amyra running out of her apartment while calling out the name rizky.

" region ... rizky ... " yelling amyra throughout the hall he continued to run no matter the tears that flowed amyra was like a person who would stay as long as amyra cried hysterically until the apartment lobby he saw a rizky car drove the amyra was chasing the car but only until the front of the apartment

amyra continued to cry until she fell on the street , staring rizky's departure she was helpless her body drooped limp she sat on the road asphalt her eyes continued to be fixed on the car that had gone far

hiks.hiks..

rizky.." cried amyra blaring .