
Bismilbornrahmanirrahim
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"You're thinking about dad's will, aren't you?" Chanyeol asked as I looked at the mess with him. Plus it's bad mood half***** after returning from Chanyeol's graduation earlier.
"You don't want my fiancee? Or do you have no intention of marrying me?" Ask Chanyeol once again and make me surprised, why can this brat think so anyway?!
"Kok say that? Who says I don't want to marry you anyway?!" As a result you.
"Yes now, you are in marriage do not want to. Okay, I get it... You still want to go to college, pursue your goals, pursue your career, your future, like you ever said to me. But this is my dear fiancee. I won't restrain you, either, even if we're engaged. But you act like you're too heavy for all of that. There is a reason you refuse to invite me, want that same mother father let alone mamah same papah me. You're all about that. What's wrong, I'm serious about you. Don't you understand?!!" Chanyeol is now emotional.
He still thinks about your reaction some time every time marriage or fiancee is discussed, surely you immediately sulk. Immediately refuse without thinking, making him a bit doubtful with you.
Do you still love him? Still in love with her? Or do you actually have no taste of him and do not believe in him anymore?
You go to Chanyeol and look at him who seems emotional right now. "You... Don't trust me?" Ask you back.
"I don't believe it, but I doubt you." Reply to Chanyeol which makes you more surprised.
"Doubt??!! It's the same if you don't believe me Chan! You're not sure about me so you can ask me about that." You say you don't lose emotions.
"okay!! Yes, I don't believe in you. I doubt, I doubt how you feel about me. Satisfied?!!" Chanyeol replied that with a high tone.
"You..."
"Now that you think yes, you realize no. Every time I talk about marriage or anyone else talking about our marriage, fiancee or something. How did you react?!! You have no fun at all, you are burdened, confused, and immediately refuse to discuss it with both of me or even our parents. Why??!! Because you don't love me and you don't love me, do you?!" Chanyeol said again, and made you feel like crying.
"Astaghfirullah Chan's... No, why don't you understand?! It's not like you think, I just.."
"Whatever's on your mind. You don't know how I feel, I'm not as cute and evil as you say Chan!!" You just go right after you talk to Chanyeol.
Ninggalin Chanyeol is alone who's been thinking macem now.
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Bruk!!!
"Mending do not need to marry all if you have a way. I don't believe in me yet! How are you going to stay with me all those years?!! Who shouldn't believe me! She knows how I feel as a girl!!! So overall!" You keep nagging yourself without stopping since you left Chanyeol earlier, until you were unconscious... You cry while continuing to babble.
"Basar insensitive guy!! He doesn't know what, I'm afraid he's gone again. Don't know what?! If I'm afraid he'll go all the way again! What does she think marriage is easy?! Like a kitten who lives in a booby-tie together and keeps having kids!" Again, you keep nagging not stopping.
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Meanwhile, Chanyeol is now again diem and ponder. What happened was the same to you. His ego is still big and you make it all, but on one side of his heart. He really wants to apologize to you for talking to you about dating you earlier.
"What decision did I make ngajak nyadikan he was a tadpole? Or should I be more patient? Or..." Bad thoughts now continue to enter Chanyeol's brain and make the man frustrated himself.
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One chapter done!