
Bismilbornrahmanirrahim
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You go home now, after meeting Siska and having ajakin she ngafe plus watch a movie for your stress ilangin.
You ride the grab car that you pesen through siska hpnya. You even had time to buy martabak telor messagenya your mother was on the road before until home.
But what makes you even more surprised is, just as you already sampe and want to go down. You see there is a Chanyeol car that has been parked in front of the gate of your house, you were was was and not because even said you do not want to go down with Siska who is sitting next to you now.
"Come down, finish it all now." Siska said when you held her hand and shook her head to push down from the grab and want to go down at Siska's house.
"Gue's not ready to see him yet, sis... I'm going with you behind it." Said you and Siska cruelly even let go of your hand.
"Lo's ready! You have to be ready, if not.. You could lose him a second time like I did. So the sensitive girl dong (Yn). Don't waste time, he's here. Karin. Be honest with him and find a way out." Siska said again and your intention to get off the car grab continues to immediately unplug your still in front of the house kayak people ****.
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Grepp
You are surprised half***** and almost yelled right after the jacket on your back. Crazy one! Your heart almost went out of its way
"Where are you, hmm." asked Chanyeol and he actually wore his jacket. Enter your hands one by one into the sleeves of his jacket and turn your body to make a step to him now.
"Street, same Siska." Answer you lightly, but really your heart is not because it feels.
"Udah malem babe, cold. Next time wear clothes that are anget if you want to go out of the mallem. I don't want you to get sick." But, softly, she talked to you again. I feel like there's no problem with you guys anymore. Though previously thumping-thumping!
You are caged, do not dare to answer or ngeliatin Chanyeol back. It feels like all the feelings of anger you just touched so and replace the same guilt that is not dear gedenya in your heart.
Bener times yes said Siska, a guy as good as gini you are indifferent and you refuse fitting him again you make serious. While out there? Many women who expect to be serious with their partners. You are not****so much a girl.
Because of your fear and disappointment that still exists with Chanyeol first, make you unable to think logically and actually hurt the two of you, especially Chanyeol. And now, with a growing sense of tightness in your chest. You can only cry when Chanyeol starts to slip the jacket slowly to cover your body rapet.
"Chaanan...." Your moans come out at last, you cry, but your tears are spilling now.
"Dear baby, why hmm... Come in first.." invite him but you don't want to, you even directly hug him fast and hide your face in Chanyeol's chest.
Chanyeol does not understand if you cry, the sound of your voice was just that he already knows for sure if you cry now. Especially now that he knows his clothes are wet and your shoulders are up and down.
"Sign in first or do you want to go to the car and we talk in the car just to be more comfortable? It's cold, you'll be sick." He said again and you just answered with a nod.
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"Sorry..." I swear yes, saying this one word just makes you feel like exploding now so hard this lips to say.
"For?" Ask him
"Everything, I was wrong because you refused yesterday Chan. L'm... I don't love you or I don't love you, I'm just afraid..." Chanyeol is still on the brakes, horrifying you and writhing you. "I'm afraid if you go again like before, we're finished, you say without news. You said you were serious about me." Continue you and Chanyeol smile.
"I understand." Oh Allah Chan, I have spoken at length like this but the answer is even short dense and clear. Subhanallah...!!
"meaning?"
Chanyeol now hold your hand. "Yes, I understand that you are still afraid and doubtful. Not because you don't love, but because it's wrong I also went from you. Sorry I also made you hurt. But now, seriously... I'm not going anywhere anymore. Promise...!" Chanyeol is definitely with you.
"So..."
Chanyeol ngernyitin. "So? So what does that mean?"
"Yes, how are we? A balikan? Or still fighting?" Askyou.
**** totally right?
"Haha... Yes, I am tired of being angry with you. Can't hug, can't smell, can't be spoiled with you. So fuck myself I was." Answer Chanyeol which makes you smile.
"Chanyeol!!"
"Love you too..." Answer him with a smile and pull you into his arms.
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One chapter done!