The Jewel of my Heart
Painfully

sorry !

that's the only word I can say.

you know, loving someone is not easy, and I hate it !

I really hate it but I can't stop thinking about it.

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' i miss you bee' a simple phrase capable of making Diamonds speechless.

now he either has to answer yes or no because he does not want to hope for a bond anymore.

the last time he was looked down upon by love, it still left a heart-wrenching wound.

his world now is for his two sons, and together they both feel peaceful even though he has to lose all his early life and start a new life.

his two sons did not lack the affection of the people around him, nor did Rean love them like his own children.

the man who is considered Daddy by the two sons of Berlian, really plays a protective figure for them.

who's your Daddy ?

they'll answer Daddy Re !

that's how they were at school. Rean was the first to drop off and wait for the two of them.

even such a life continued with Rean living on the same roof as Diamond and his two sons.

the perfect family !

rean said, Let them know that I am his father. '

" Daddy, is Daddy going to leave us again ? " ask Elvis to Rean.

Elvis and Ray are the two sons of Diamond.

" don't leave us. I won't be able to ride the bike again if Daddy isn't around. " complained Ray with his arms around Rean's burly arms.

Rean was so anxious with the two Diamond children.they always needed Rean.

" is mommy always on time to pick you up ? " ask Rean by hugging the two.

" mommy always forgets that it works. I don't like it ! " Ray sulks by hitting the bed with his right hand.

" can Daddy ask mommy not to work ? " the Elvis pinta on Rean.

Rean understood that the two sons needed the full attention of Diamonds, but Diamonds were still Diamonds who wanted to do what he liked.

being a designer is ingrained in his body so it is impossible to let go.

" listen to daddy. Does mommy not love you ? " rean asked and answered with the two children's heads.

" no mommy loves us so much" said Elvis and Ray nodded in agreement.

" do you want Daddy to keep it with your favorite ? " ask Rean back and make them stay silent.

" no, it hurts ! " reply Ray with a sad face.

" and that's what will happen to your mommy. " Elvis and Ray were silent with teary eyes.

" let's go, now you're sleeping. " Rean pulled a blanket over the two.

Elvis and Ray lay down their bodies in blankets given by Rean.

" we're going to sleep, but Daddy don't go again. " Elvis repeatedly asked Rean for reassurance.

Rean smiled and nodded his head.After getting the agreement with Rean, the two children were asleep.

slowly, Rean stepped away from Elvis and Ray's room into the kitchen.Had been very thirsty since then but the two children did not allow themselves to leave.

rean's steps came to a halt when he saw Diamond drinking with her hair tied up.

it's so beautiful !

Rean impatiently walked up to Diamond and hugged her from behind, leaving Diamond shocked and choking.

" uhuk uhuk what are you doing b***h ! " just about the glass he was holding slipped down.

The diamond rebelled and hit Rean's hands to free himself.

" married to me ! "