The Jewel of my Heart
I Want

I want to be like this.

it's always like this.

I want to feel like hugging and taking care of you in my life.

all my life I'll spend with you.

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" r... " The diamond tried to stand still for a moment letting Rean hold her.

he wanted to know if the taste was the same or had changed.

" i will continue to wait for you. Always waiting for you "Rean also deepened hugging Diamond.

Diamond also now get the answer.he still can not remove the bitter taste that cuts his heart.

" have they slept ? " The diamond tries to escape from the shackles of the dilemma, hoping Rean no longer brings up his feelings and answers.

Rean who realized that Diamond still could not forget the incident, could only smile and follow the will of Diamond.

" they are easy for me to put to sleep" Rean said by spacing between them and Diamond.

The diamond shifted its body away from Rean and downed the contents in his glass.

taaak, the sound of the empty glass Diamond put it with a little pressure made Rean stare at the glass.

" are you very thirsty ? " ask Rean by pouring water in his glass.

Diamond quickly shook his head. "no, I'm not thirsty anymore. " said Diamond with eyeballs dancing here and there.

" are you m." said Rean who was cut by the sound of Diamond.

" i'm sleepy, good night ! " said Diamond before leaving Rean who was silent there.

Rean continued to stare at the shadow of Diamond which slowly moved away and disappeared there.

" i really love you. I love you so much ! " Rean hopes Diamond will accept himself with all the feelings he gives.

meanwhile, Diamond was breaking down his body by staring at the sky of his room.

his breath seemed to be choked with lack of oxygen.It was very tight when Rean still continued to demand his feelings.

" do you have to ? " ask the Diamond to himself.

he does not know what to do. his hatred and feelings are still attached to his past.he hopes tomorrow will be easier for him to go through.

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and this is what happened this morning, and it always happened the morning before.

" mom, where's my bag ? " whimper Elvis did not when he met the Diamond with still wearing pajamas.

The diamond looked towards the clock which made him shake his head.

" come on, baby, if you're not ready, you'll be bad luck" said Diamond by putting two glasses of milk on the table.

Elvis was still there watching his mother go back and forth to prepare breakfast for them.

" honey. "reprove Diamond when he saw Elvis did not respond.

" my bag is gone mom. "whimper with a stomp of her little legs.

" you're ready first, daddy help Carikan. " Rean rubbed Elvis' head and kissed his forehead, and Elvis ran to his room to prepare.

" morning mom ! " Rean teased Diamond with his trademark smile making Diamond cluck in annoyance.

" don't tease me or I'll hit him with this spatula" replied the Diamond by widening its eyes.

Rean was not afraid, instead he widened his smile.

so sweet !

" mom morning, dad morning "greet Ray as he sits down join for breakfast.

" beloved paagi. " Rean also helps Ray to take his breakfast.A piece of bread with a half-cooked egg on it becomes Ray's favorite.

" have your brother found the bag yet ? " rean asked Ray to make a small laugh.

" hmmm, he's so forgetful... " Ray pointed at someone with his eye gesture. As Rean traced who was in Ray's lyrics, his laughter broke.

Diamonds who heard the noise at the table also turned their heads and stared dislike.

" don't glance at it later you can be punished. " whispered Rean in Ray's ear made them chuckle a little.

after breakfast, Rean and the two Diamond children prepared to leave.

before going to his office, Rean always drove the two children to school.

" remember mom, don't be late to pick us up" said Ray as he was about to get into the car.

" yes, mommy will pick you up " replied Diamond by waving her hand off their departure.

" remember mom ! " her third compact reminded Diamond in a car with a glass window opened.

it was obvious they were laughing before going to mock Diamond.

" the more days they behave the same." complained Diamond by walking into his house.

after they left, he got ready for work.

Diamond does not take so long to get to work, because it only passes a few blocks, he will already arrive at his place.

step by step Diamond walked to greet all he met.who did not know him, the mother of two children who are still very beautiful.

" good morning ma'am. "greet Diamond with her beautiful smile makes anyone stunned when they see her.

" beautiful morning. "the adore makes Diamond smile.

" are you going now ? " ask the old lady's friendly to Diamond.

The diamond hugged the old woman warmly. "yes I will go" replied Diamond.

" beautifully beautiful. "the old woman rubbed the soft cheeks of Diamond.

The diamond passed by waving its hand leaving the old woman.

I hope everything will keep improving.

The diamond continued to move its feet to where it was headed with its spirit.