
After nearly half an hour in the bathroom, Dinar came out in relief. As soon as he came out of the bathroom, Dinar stared at Ardian who was closing his carry bag.
"Where are you going?" dinar asked, Ardian turned towards Dinar.
"I'm leaving, haven't you kicked me out?" ardian asked, he walked over to Dinar.
"Let me help you, after this I promise to go as you see fit" Ardian said, holding an infusion pole and holding one arm.
"You're really going?" asked the heavy Dinar, he felt his heart as if it was unwilling.
"Well, don't you always throw me out? So I'm leaving, you said you can do anything yourself, so I feel like I don't need it here anymore" said Ardian, Dinar sitting his body in a gurney.
"Good then, I won't be bothered anymore with your presence," said Dinar without daring to turn towards Ardian.
"I hope you won't miss me" said Ardian, he showed a sweet smile to Dinar and unfortunately Dinar was fascinated with that smile.
"Curtain! It will not," said Dinar sure, although in his heart he felt doubtful.
"I've complied with your wish to leave, can you just keep to my one wish?" pinta Ardian is hopeful. Dinar did not reply, but both of his eyeballs stared questioningly at Ardian.
"I want to hug you as a sign of our farewell." Dinar's heart pinched, the blood on his body felt rustling. Isn't this what he wanted? He himself kicked Ardian out, but why is Ardian saying goodbye now?
"How is Dinara Efendi?" ask Ardian, disperse the daydreams of Dinar.
"Just a moment, after that go and never come back again" Dinar said with a ketus.
"It's okay," said Ardian, he pulled Dinar's body and held it tightly. In fact, Ardian gently kissed the top of Dinar's head which had already closed his eyes.
"Live well after this, for you are a good and great girl. If one day you get hurt, look back because I will always stand behind you, and I am always ready whenever you will hug me" whispered Ardian, Dinar's tears instantly escaped. His heart felt hurt when he heard Ardian's words.
After quite a while, Ardian broke into his embrace, his two thumbs sweeping tears across Dinar's cheeks.
"Don't cry, I'm just following your wishes" said Ardian gently, Dinar brushed off Ardian's hand violently, then he blinked his eyes many times.
"I'm not crying, I'm just flickering," said Dinar reasoned, Ardian smiled faintly at Dinar.
"Oh, I'm leaving. Take good care of yourself. Cups!" Ardian kissed Dinar's cheek gently then he rushed out of the room. Dinar holds the mark of Ardian's kiss on her cheek with a knotty smile, but that smile disappears just like that after Dinar realizes Ardian is no longer beside her.
"Isn't this what I want?" dinar muttered while squeezing his chest strong. "Why do I feel pain here?Huh!" Dinar breathed a rough breath.
Dinar sprawled his body over the gurney, the shadow of Ardian waiting for him recollected in his memories. How Ardian painstakingly looked after and cared for himself even though he had tried to look as soon as possible in front of Ardian, but Ardian remained kind. Dinar tries to close his eyes so that Ardian's shadow is no longer haunting, but the more his eyes closed, Ardian's shadow is even more tempting.
Tok tok tok tok
The door on tap from the outside made Dinar instantly avert his eyes.
Is Ardian back? Thought Dinar with a smile on her face, but that smile instantly faded away upon seeing who entered the room.
"Hi Dinar, how are you?" aluna asked, he entered with a young woman.
"Miss, I've been lightened," replied Dinar politely.
"Thank God, I'm glad you're better. Oh yes Dinar, meet this Felisa, the one who will take care of you," Dinar looked at Aluna and Felisa alternately.
"My name is Felisa, Miss." Felisa reached out a hand, introducing herself.
"Dinar," said Dinar to reply Felisa's hand office.
"Dinar, after recovery where are you going? Stay in Jakarta or want to go back to Bandung?" ask Aluna slowly.
"Em, maybe I'll stay here, anyway I still have to meet the needs of my family in the village, Miss." Aluna smiled at Dinar's reply.
"You are indeed a great girl, reminding me of my youth," praised Aluna, Dinar only responded with a smile. Aluna took the phone out of her jacket pocket, pushed the screen repeatedly, and thrust it at Dinar, but Dinar remained silent while staring in confusion at Aluna.
"Someone wants to talk to you" said Aluna softly.
"Speak it," told Aluna. Dinar hesitantly placed the phone near the ear.
"Hallo," said Dinar.
"Sir Dinar." Dinar was shocked when he heard his sister's voice.
"Lisa's? Is this really you, Lis?" ask Dinar in disbelief.
"Yes, this is Lisa. I miss Big Brother," said Lisa, excited, Dinar's eyes look teary.
"Sister also misses you, Lis. How are you and your mom at home?" The dinar wiped away the tears flowing from the corner of his eyes.
"Good Brother. When will I come home?" ask Lisa slowly.
"Beluk knows Lis, Brother still has to work here to meet our needs" said Dinar sadly.
"Sister, brother does not need to work anymore, our lives are enough, even the father is now doing therapy so that he can be healthy again." Both eyes widened Dinar hearing his sister's words, eyes Dinar looked at Aluna who was staring at him with a smile.
"Who did that good?" dinar asked curiously, although in his heart he could already guess who was helping his family.
"Sir, they don't say their names, just say it's from Big Brother" Lisa said.
"Yes, maybe in a week's time Brother will come home,"
"Okay, I'll wait." Lisa's voice sounded excited, making Dinar again smile knotty. After saying goodbye, the call was turned off.
"This is the phone" Dinar said, handing the phone to Aluna. "Thank you very much, Miss."
"For?" Aluna knitted her two eyebrows.
"For all that Miss has given to me and my family" said Dinar, the sound of Dinar rasping with tears.
"It was not me who did Dinar, it was me and my two families planning to go to your place after you have been allowed to go home," said Aluna, Dinar looked at Aluna, looking for lies from the look in Aluna's eyes, dinar did not find it.
"Whose league?" tanya Dinar was confused.
"Have, just consider your sustenance because of your kindness, you don't need to thank me, I'm sure that person sincerely gave to your family" said Aluna, Dinar nodded slowly although inwardly he was still very curious.
"Dinar, I want to apologize on behalf of Ardian, maybe while looking after you, he has made you uncomfortable. He hurriedly left because his job was no longer able to stay, he asked a servant of the mansion to accompany you, that's why I brought Felisa here," explained Aluna, I don't know why Dinar felt insinuated by Aluna's words because she wasn't being nice to Ardian.
"Miss, I should be the one apologizing. I've been sniffing at Ardian when he's taken good care of me,"
"It's okay. I will do the same while in your position. Ardian is so outrageous because it has taken away your chastity." Dinar looked up, he looked at Aluna fixedly.
"Miss knows?" dinar asked in disbelief, Aluna nodded slowly.
"Rest, so that your body quickly recovers. I'm leaving first yeah, scared baby Nadira's looking for me. Felisa, you take good care of Dinar," said Aluna, Felisa who had been silent since then, only nodded in understanding. Aluna left the room, while Dinar just stared at Aluna's back slowly away from her.
Who's been helping me? Isn't Miss Aluna's family? Why do I feel so guilty about Ardian?
"Didn't I tell him to go, why now I regret it myself" murmured Dinar.
"Do you need help, Miss?" The shrill dinar was shocked to hear Felisa's voice because she was daydreaming.
"Em, no. Sit down, you must be tired from standing up," asked Dinar, Felisa remained standing without even getting out of position.
"Thank you Miss, I'll just stand up" Felisa refused.
"If you don't want to sit down, then get out of here, "push Dinar firmly. Felisa who was feeling scared, immediately sat down on the chair near the gurney.
"One more thing, don't call me Miss, but just call me Dinar. If you refute, I will really tell you to leave right now," Dinar threatened, Felisa responded with a soft nod.
"Well Non uh Dinar," said Felisa slowly, Dinar smiled thinly.