The Journey of Love Davino And Aluna
THE EP 60

Dinar spread his body on his stomach while hugging the bolster that was beside him. The tears of Dinar that had flowed earlier, had not yet subsided. Dinar's heart had completely shattered, even his pride had been trampled. Now, he felt himself very low in anyone's eyes.

"Will there be time for me to be happy?" dinar muttered, he remembered his rejection earlier for Ardian. Honestly, Dinar regretted having taken the decision for granted without considering it first. He cursed his own stupidity, what was he looking for again? Ardian has been kind to him even though Dinar always put on a shitty face, even Ardian will be responsible for his mistakes that have taken the sanctity of Dinar. Why did he reject Ardian outright. Now, will there be a man who accepts himself who is no longer holy.

The dinar exhaled a rough breath many times. He tried to wipe away the tears that were still flowing. Dinar got up to go to the bathroom, but the knock on the door managed to undo Dinar's footsteps. He walked out of the room to open the door. When the door was opened, Dinar saw Aluna and Davin who were standing smiling towards him.

"Hi Dinar," said Aluna softly.

"Master, Miss," replied Dinar bowing respectfully.

"Can I talk to you about something?" asked Aluna, Dinar nodded slowly. He let Aluna and Davin into his house.

"Don't bother. I just stopped by for a minute." Aluna held the hand of Dinar who was about to leave. Dinar immediately sat down beside Aluna, although her heart felt a little restless, but Dinar tried to look calm.

"What's up, Miss?" ask Dinar nervously.

"Dinar, I've heard from Ardian this morning. Are you sure of your decision to reject Ardian?" ask Aluna without further ado. Dinar was silent, he had indeed rejected Ardian, but why now he felt regretful about his decision.

"No-None ...."

"No need to answer, because I already know the answer," interrupted Aluna, Dinar looked in wonder at Aluna.

"Know what, Miss?" tanya Dinar was confused.

"I know you've actually fallen for Ardian, only you're still worried" Aluna guessed. Dinar was back in silence, it was true what Aluna said, if Ardian had made it into his heart.

"What about Rangga? Do you still love him?" aluna asked, Dinar immediately shook his head quickly.

"Me and Rangga's brother are only limited to the past that will not be the future" replied Dinar lirih. Aluna and Davin smiled faintly.

"Why Miss guessed I've fallen for Miss' sister. Are you sure Miss's guess is correct?" tanya Dinar half-literate.

"I'm just guessing, but I'm sure my guess must be correct even if it's not a hundred percent. When I asked about your feelings to Ardian you were very difficult to answer, but when I asked about your feelings to Rangga, you could immediately answer just like that," explained Aluna, Dinar only dared to lower his head.

"Dinar, you know? We have the same personality, so without you talking, I can tell what's in your heart and mind,"

"I'm not sure how I feel, miss. I want to be alone, I don't deserve anyone. If later I was pregnant with Ardian's child, I believe I can raise it myself" said Dinar lirih.

"You may be able to raise yourself, but you should never forget that a child also needs a father figure" Davin's circus was silent. The dinar was getting lowered, he was really feeling confused at this moment.

"Think about everything carefully. If indeed you already have no feelings for Rangga, then you tell Rangga the truth, because he still seems to expect you. If you really love Ardian, then meet him, because he'll go far away and never know when he'll come back." Dinar looked up, staring fixedly at Aluna who looked so sad.

"I mean Miss?" tanya Dinar did not understand.

"Ardian is going to Amsterdam tomorrow and I don't know when I'll be back. So, you must immediately make a mature decision. If tomorrow you don't come, I assume your decision this morning was your steady one, and I won't allow Ardian to return here" Aluna said slightly threateningly.

"Didn't Ardian already have a successful ranching business here?" ask Dinar.

"Yes, but I don't care how successful Ardian is at the moment. To me, my sister's only happiness is the most important. After all, about the farm there is still Bayu who can handle everything" said Aluna firmly.

"All right, I'll say goodbye, Dinar. I have other business. Hope you can make the right decision. One more thing, immediately finish your business with Rangga, I know Rangga is waiting for you." Dinar frowned, before Dinar asked, Rangga had already entered the living room first.

"How do you know I'm here?" ask Rangga wonder.

"I saw my inner eye" continued Aluna. Davin immediately kissed Aluna's cheek gently.

"Why did you catch Jo?" Aluna just smiled faintly.

"Remember Dinar, your time is only until seven in the morning" said Aluna before bidding home. Davin and Aluna leave Dinar's house, because they want to give time to Dinar and Rangga to solve their problems.

After the departure of Davin and Aluna, Rangga sat beside Dinar. The two of them were silent to each other, with no one in sight to open their voices.

"Dinar, I want to apologize to you," said Rangga Lirih after almost fifteen minutes they were silent to each other.

"I'm sorry for what?" ask Dinar as if he doesn't know.

"I've hurt you and accused you of being a no-no" said Rangga slowly.

"No need to apologize, brother. Everything you say is true and it's not an accusation, brother," Dinar said bitterly. "Sister, I'm sorry if I'm so wrong with Brother, I will always pray that Brother gets the best mate,"

"Dinar," called Rangga, he grabbed Dinar's hand and gripped her tightly. "I still love you, is there no chance of me having you? I will accept you even if you are no longer holy." The dinar immediately shook his head quickly.

"Sorry, I can't. A lot of girls are better than me, brother," declined the ethereal Dinar.

"Do you love Ardian because he has taken your chastity?" ask Rangga to guess.

"No, I'm not sure how I feel about Ardian either. I just want to strengthen my heart first. I only consider you as Big Brother no more," said Dinar steadily. Rangga let out a long breath.

"Alright then, may you be happy," said Rangga sincerely.

"May Brother also be happy and be able to find the best woman for Brother," replied Dinar, she released Rangga's hand from him.

"May I hug you just once? Before I returned to Paris," pinta Rangga, Dinar nodded slowly. Without waiting for long, Rangga immediately pulled Dinar's body into his arms.

"You have to promise that you will always be happy" whispered Rangga, Dinar just agreed.

"Are you going to see Ardian tomorrow? I heard he was going to Amsterdam" asked Rangga as he broke his embrace.

"Entahlah Sis's. I will strengthen my heart first" said Dinar lirih.

"I hope you make the right decision to not regret it. You should know, never waste the person who loves you sincerely, because you will feel he is very valuable when he is no longer beside us" advises Rangga.

"Yes, sister, I will strengthen my heart so as not to make the wrong decision" said Dinar. Rangga finally said goodbye to Dinar.

After Rangga's departure, Dinar immediately went into the room, he just threw his body down and stared blankly at the ceiling of the room, his heart completely indecisive at this moment. She had indeed started to fall in love with Ardian, but her heart was not completely convinced yet.

"Oh my God, give me a clue, what decision should I make." Dinar rubbed his face to reduce the uneasiness that enveloped his heart at this moment.