The Legend Of Immortal Phoenix
The Pandemic is not over

The pandemic is not over.. At least for some, including me. Two years have been our beloved country, and also other parts of the world are hit by a terrible disease called Covid.

Covid not only claimed lives, but also happiness and dreams of all of us. The pandemic devastated the joints - the joints of our family's economy, the plans that we had arranged far - long ago had to vanish unceasingly in just a matter of months.

Pandemic has made me as the head of the family must feel the bitterness in PHK, I am a man over 30 years old with the dependents of his wife and two children, as well as in-laws and a pound who live in the same roof.

You can imagine, I usually get a salary every month, although not much but enough to meet the needs of life every day, with little left to save.

Until the verdict comes, if the universe wills we will say what? For six months I was an unemployed man.. Maybe if my status was still single, being unemployed was not an Aib, but I was the backbone of the family, many lives were all wishing for me.

The savings that should be according to our plan are the forerunner of the house, exhausted to meet the needs of life that are increasingly suffocating. Where are we complaining? To Wa**l Ra***t?? Haha... Don't joke, we all know without me explaining.

Only to Allah did we honor ourselves and surrender, frankly during life, maybe six months was the lowest point in my life. Being unemployed without a backup plan made me depressed, not going crazy was the biggest blessing of my life at the time.

Until finally there was an old friend who invited me to work in the company where he also worked there, did I accept his invitation?? Of course, I don't even think 2x for that. For those of me who are over the age of three, getting back the opportunity to work is a dream come true.

At the beginning of work, frankly I almost gave up because I admit I was a man with a physical condition that is not too strong. But fortunately God gave me an advantage in the field of brain exercise, although not too prominent at least if I have to work with brain drain for days I still can.

12 Hours a day I have to work, go in at 8am, and go home at 8pm.. Alhamdullilah, by starting to work then walk again the wheels of my family's economy. But indeed none of it is perfect, the wheels of my family's economy has indeed started to move toward normal again, but with 12 hours of work that I have to do, I have to do, it makes the time to get together with the family much more limited.

Every day I only have 1 to 2 hours to interact with my two children, very little time, he said, but I always believed that they would understand why his father was rarely beside them, I believe my children were children who had steel hearts, but it has a feeling as smooth as silk.

Start with Zero.. My cynical smile grew when I heard the ad, as if laughing at my reset life and having to start all over. Right from the beginning? No..!! Of course, because the pandemic made me have to borrow funds from the lower left right, and now little by little I have to start to return what I borrowed.

Dream of having your own home? Almost out!!! But when I saw my two children falling asleep in a tight bed, the dream seemed to rise again and burn the chest, it was not about anything, it's just about fighting us as parents who want to see their kids happy.

I have always believed that where there is a will there is a way.. I have always believed that results do not betray effort, even though I have to save back every penny I have, I always believe that a miracle will come.

"Loe lebay, for example.."

"Curhat continues..."

This can be regarded as a circumcision, but it can also be said as a relief of tightness that has been stuck in the chest. Thank goodness I have NT media as a means to just share suffering.

Here also I once again ask the loyal readers to be patient, believe me I am the first person who really wants this story UP every day, but again, again, right now I'm really in a very difficult situation to manage time.

I only ask for a do'a from all of you, so that as soon as possible I can rearrange my life, rearrange my time for family, and for my hobby of writing.

We have entered the Endemic period, but believe me many people out there feel that the pandemic is not over, and some time will be over.

^^Soerabaja 14 June 2022^^^