
I chose to come late, because I will only be there for two hours, this time the party is polite themed, yes, because this party is there to welcome al azhar students who are conducting comparative studies at yale university.
After arguing with abraham yesterday, he finally gave me permission to go to this party, but remember! my guard this time is tighter, said abraham party is a place where enemy enemies roam, it will be easier for them to harm me, I approve abraham's words, but still they have to hide.
I was wearing a long black dress, for me this dress was very elegant, with my back exposed, I walked into a very large room, greeted with a whiff of music that filled the entire room.
Some people have started dancing, some are talking to students from cairo.I walked up to the table elenor and ketty.
" shanum, you just came "sapa ketty, I just nodded and answered, the waiter came up to me giving the juice he carried on a round tray.
" thanks" I said, I drank the juice that was already in my hands,
" when does this show start ?" ask me after putting the juice on the table
"about an hour away" elenor returned my words while pointing at someone, I turned to the direction elenor pointed.
" why ?"
" we go there yuk, I want to go with the student who wears blue clothes that "pinta elenor, he looked at me with full request, but unfortunately I was not interested in the invitation.
" kety" I called Ketty who was making out with jonathan
" Yes shanum"
" You accompany elenor to that place, I'm lazy there" I asked to point at the table they were sitting on
" okay! come on elenor" he asked
I choose to go outside for a while, before the event starts, I want to enjoy the night breeze on campus.
I walked out alone, with the juice in my hand, every once in a while I took a sip, to refresh my throat, the wind this time was very calm, it gently swept my face, it gently brushed my face, I keep walking not necessarily following my footsteps, whether to take me where?.
" hay, who's there?" call me, I saw someone sitting on a chair under a tree, I walked up to him.
" this man again "my bath is upset, it's always like this "why he's here, not his inside, this is a show to welcome him" I said in my heart
" why are you here ?" ask me, I'm sitting in the front seat
" you, weren't you the woman who helped me the other day ? and you are also the woman who is our guide, right? " he asked in shock, as if in disbelief that I was the same person, I nodded steadily, confirming his words
" why are you here?" ask me again
" i don't really like shows like this" she said "why are you outside too?" search for me.
" want to enjoy the night breeze just "get back to me
" what's your name?"
" adnan" he said "and you're not shanum" he added
" yes,"I replied
"are you muslim?"
" yes,,"
"why?" Ask
" no, just ask," I said
" i went in first it's not good just the two" he said, I just nodded
"may I ask for your number or email address, I want to ask you something about the religion of Islam, I'm sure you can
give a satisfactory answer to me, if I notice you are very obedient to your religion" I explained
" thank, I'm just someone trying to be a devout Muslim, here's my business card, you can ask me anything by calling through that address, as long as I can answer it I will answer it, if I do not know I will try to learn it again and will tell you if I have it" he said, giving his card, I took it and I put it in my bag.he went inside and left me alone.
" shanum,, my goodness, you're here "elenor came to me with samuel.
" what's the matter?, the show's already started ?"
" will it start ?" samuel answered, he took my hand and ele entered immediately,
" come in first "ask me to them
" quietly I will catch up with you" I added as I looked at Samuel's face with questions
"ele you go in first, I'll talk to shanum "pinta samuel to ele, ele just obey samuel, he goes in and we both die
" what's up samuel? you should go in, instead of staying here "Samuel looks at me gently, he seems to want to say something.
" shanum, I want to say one thing to you, and please consider my words" he said, twitching my forehead not understanding what samuel meant.
" shanum, I know who you really are, and where you come from, I know! I know all about you, since I used to harbor this feeling, I waited for the right time to tell you, I guess now is the right time "he explained, I kept silent not understanding where samuel was going, my little hand was in the big, warm hand of samuel.
" shanum, will you be to my love "he asked firmly, my eyes perfectly round with his last words, and,
" samuel, "samuel stopped me immediately with his hand
" no shanum, you don't have to answer now, I know you don't love me, you love sham don't you?" I round my eyes more, how does samuel know about sham, who is samuel really? no one knew about sham, except my family, but, this time, samuel came with a million surprises in front of me
" think shanum first, no love for me ?" I shook my head slowly, though,
" well, if that's your answer, come let me hug you as a brother" samuel pulled me in his arms, I know he was disappointed, but the great samuel could cover up the disappointment, although I was still curious about him, how he knew all about me, but I broke my intention to ask him.
" samuel I've been here for two hours, I'd better go home, and I'm sorry I can't make it to the end of this show" I said
" all right, I'm gonna take you" he bargained
" no, no need, you just go in, you must be looking for you" I said
" well, I'll take you to the parking lot, no rejection, then I'll enter" I nodded, we walked together to the parking lot, samuel's hands still holding mine, this time I let him hold my hand, he just thought I was a little sister.
I waved my hand at samuel, he still saw me go away from the university.
actually I can not bear, I know he has shown a different attitude since I entered this campus, but how else the heart can not be forced, my love is only for one sham, but, my love is buried with the love of sham there.
Masalalu still attached to the heart, can not be lost only replaced by time, can not be lost,
My tears flowed back, old wounds carved back on the sea floor, how strong I tried to drown him, he would go back floating.
I was silent in silence to let these tears fall at will, I don't care about people's gazes.
I immediately entered the apartment and slammed the door hard, which I wanted to just cry and cry in silence, hugging the panda giving sham 3 years ago.
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